Life as We Know It

I slowly slipped away or at least in my head I did, My proffesor always rivited us with his long speaches which usualy began with "when I was a boy" this is when I think about life the most, you would think after 21 years of living you,d have a rough idea of where you'r life was heading but i was still as stubborn as i was when i was 13 only now i dont have my mum to complain about how you'r "waisting you'r life" like she could talk after years of constant drug and alcohol abuse and sleeping with any man with money she finely died. Thats when it hit me, no i mean something litrely hit me i jump in a panicked state and almost bitch slap my best friend luckely she dodged in time her names Adrienne it means dark lady from the sea. "Why come to class if you just day dream get moving we have work to do" after which Adrienne reached for her water bottel and spreyed me that realy got me going i ran for all that was in me to the court yard under the old oak tree. Today is the day the day i find him my dad the one that left me all thoughs years i dont even think he knows i was born i'm going to the hospital to find out Adrienne had already sat down beside me I knew she was nervous infact i was terrified he could be anyone a killer a rapest anyone in the world but I had to know and soon my mind was too full of questions I stood up and just started walking it wasnt that far to the hospital that and i didnt have a car Adrienne and I made small talk to fill the nervouse silence before i knew it i was standing there waiting to go into an office where i would be debriefing my name was called it took me a minute to register it was my real name as i sat in the well worn chair i could feel the feer of thouse who had sat there before Doctor Lancing (Dc.L) he just started talking and i just listened
"right then Mrs."
"just call me Misery"
"all right Misery I am afraid to imforme you that we can find no tracible DNA of you'r father we did check in other country data bases in case he wasnt Ameican and there's no trace of him any where I am terribly sorry" and with that I was shoved out to Adrienne in complete shock.

That night we spent on the night on the roof drinking and talking about who he could be "He could be hidden by the goverment"Adrienne stated bluntly I just rolled over and laughed but she suddenly went to my computer with my info from the Doctor and set to work unlike me Adrienne was a computer wiz in seconds she stood there and looked at me "if you want to chesck even if hes not there thereis a chance push that button" with that she left. I sat down and staired at the screen "why not" was all i could think the button was too easy to push now I just wait.