Sequel: Confession ›
Toxic
Chapter 11
-Phils POV-
My eyes burned as they opened to the bright lights of a strange room, fear suddenly gripped my insides and I attempted to sit up, my entire body was aching and my head spinning, My body felt heavy, I began to shiver and looked around for a familiar face, Dan was leaning over me tears streaming down his cheeks and on to the bed next to me,
"Dan? what happened"
"you took bad heroin you died"
"Wheres Summer?"
"She hasn't been"
My heart dropped, had she moved on? how long have I been asleep for? I laid back down unable to take the pain of sitting up any more,
"Dan? How long was I asleep for?"
"4 months"
"And you've been here the whole time?"
"yeah, Phil? Please come home?"
"I'll be home, Dan I can't do this any more the pain the hurt the hallucinations, I just can't take it any more" I began to cry squeezing Dans hand "I need help"
"I can help we will get you clean together Phil, I can't lose you again"
He climbed on the bed and laid his head on my chest he was sobbing heavily as I played with the tips of his hair and left him crying out his misery,
"You're going to leave Summer arent you?"
"I'm moving back home but I won't be leaving her"
"At least stop the drugs?"
"I promise"
As Dan drifted off to sleep I had time to collect my thoughts,
"I need to help Summer I need to get her clean this can't happen to her"
Even though she was probably with some one else now, I couldnt let her end up like this. As if on cue she strolled in
"Philly baby youre awake"
"Yeah, I died"
"I know I tried doing everything I could to help you but then the paramedics turned up and they ended up being the ones to save you, I'm so sorry baby I should have tried harder"
I moved my hand to stroke her face, the drip in my arm restricting my movement, she giggled at me setting my heart fluttering.
Dan stirred in his sleep and looked around and glared at Summer,
"I thought I told you to fuck off!"
"I thought I told you to watch your mouth?"
"And why would I listen to a whore like you?"
I noticed almost immediately that hardly anything had changed since I had fallen asleep, I rolled my eyes
"seriously you two just stop, Dan she is not a whore she tried to help Summer Dan is like my brother you are going to have to get on some how"
"I'm sorry baby"
Summer replied sweetly Dan rolled his eyes, stood up and walked out.
Summer sat on the bed and began to talk as violent flashbacks came through my mind
*flashback*
I can't breath! why can't I breath? I've done this before? SUMMER? Oh thank god she's here she can help! What the fuck? why is she just holding my hand? stop playing with my hair and do something! Summer? help me? anyone? please? Why is she laughing? what about this is funny? ARRGH! My head is killing me! I still can't breath.....Dan? FUCK Dan! I need Dan he will help! He'll phone an ambulance I'll be fine! DAAAN!
Black.
*end of flashback*
My breathing turned shallow and dizziness and nausea washed over me along with fear so much was happening at once, I realized Summer had killed me, she had effectiveley ended my life and was going to leave me to die.
I looked around the room coming back in to focus, I noticed Summer palming my crotch through my itchy hospital gown
"Stop!" She giggled and carried on I pushed her hand away "Summer I said stop!"
"What? whats wrong with you? you normally love me?"
"And I thought you loved me?"
"Philly I do why would you say that?"
"You tried to fucking kill me!" she looked confused but at the same time I could see guilt on her face "I remember it all now you traded my normal stuff for dodgy gear and as I was dying you just played with my hair mess around with my phone and then called an ambulance"
She smiled and glared at me before growling
"Prove it"
"Get out Summer just go delete my number forget my address and stay away from me I don't need you! you've ruined my life GET OUT"
She pulled her sunglasses out of her bag slipped them on blew me a kiss and strutted out, I rolled over to face the window, biting my lip hard pulling the blankets up over my head I began to sob.
My eyes burned as they opened to the bright lights of a strange room, fear suddenly gripped my insides and I attempted to sit up, my entire body was aching and my head spinning, My body felt heavy, I began to shiver and looked around for a familiar face, Dan was leaning over me tears streaming down his cheeks and on to the bed next to me,
"Dan? what happened"
"you took bad heroin you died"
"Wheres Summer?"
"She hasn't been"
My heart dropped, had she moved on? how long have I been asleep for? I laid back down unable to take the pain of sitting up any more,
"Dan? How long was I asleep for?"
"4 months"
"And you've been here the whole time?"
"yeah, Phil? Please come home?"
"I'll be home, Dan I can't do this any more the pain the hurt the hallucinations, I just can't take it any more" I began to cry squeezing Dans hand "I need help"
"I can help we will get you clean together Phil, I can't lose you again"
He climbed on the bed and laid his head on my chest he was sobbing heavily as I played with the tips of his hair and left him crying out his misery,
"You're going to leave Summer arent you?"
"I'm moving back home but I won't be leaving her"
"At least stop the drugs?"
"I promise"
As Dan drifted off to sleep I had time to collect my thoughts,
"I need to help Summer I need to get her clean this can't happen to her"
Even though she was probably with some one else now, I couldnt let her end up like this. As if on cue she strolled in
"Philly baby youre awake"
"Yeah, I died"
"I know I tried doing everything I could to help you but then the paramedics turned up and they ended up being the ones to save you, I'm so sorry baby I should have tried harder"
I moved my hand to stroke her face, the drip in my arm restricting my movement, she giggled at me setting my heart fluttering.
Dan stirred in his sleep and looked around and glared at Summer,
"I thought I told you to fuck off!"
"I thought I told you to watch your mouth?"
"And why would I listen to a whore like you?"
I noticed almost immediately that hardly anything had changed since I had fallen asleep, I rolled my eyes
"seriously you two just stop, Dan she is not a whore she tried to help Summer Dan is like my brother you are going to have to get on some how"
"I'm sorry baby"
Summer replied sweetly Dan rolled his eyes, stood up and walked out.
Summer sat on the bed and began to talk as violent flashbacks came through my mind
*flashback*
I can't breath! why can't I breath? I've done this before? SUMMER? Oh thank god she's here she can help! What the fuck? why is she just holding my hand? stop playing with my hair and do something! Summer? help me? anyone? please? Why is she laughing? what about this is funny? ARRGH! My head is killing me! I still can't breath.....Dan? FUCK Dan! I need Dan he will help! He'll phone an ambulance I'll be fine! DAAAN!
Black.
*end of flashback*
My breathing turned shallow and dizziness and nausea washed over me along with fear so much was happening at once, I realized Summer had killed me, she had effectiveley ended my life and was going to leave me to die.
I looked around the room coming back in to focus, I noticed Summer palming my crotch through my itchy hospital gown
"Stop!" She giggled and carried on I pushed her hand away "Summer I said stop!"
"What? whats wrong with you? you normally love me?"
"And I thought you loved me?"
"Philly I do why would you say that?"
"You tried to fucking kill me!" she looked confused but at the same time I could see guilt on her face "I remember it all now you traded my normal stuff for dodgy gear and as I was dying you just played with my hair mess around with my phone and then called an ambulance"
She smiled and glared at me before growling
"Prove it"
"Get out Summer just go delete my number forget my address and stay away from me I don't need you! you've ruined my life GET OUT"
She pulled her sunglasses out of her bag slipped them on blew me a kiss and strutted out, I rolled over to face the window, biting my lip hard pulling the blankets up over my head I began to sob.