General

My New Life & Something more?

"AHHHH!!!"
The end of the knife lands between her eyes. She breathes heavily and her eyes water a bit. She stood on one leg trying to balance to not fall into the blade.
"Oh it's just you"
Priscilla backs away and I shield the weapon.
"What was-"
"War tactics. The element of surprise. Sneaking up on me is something you should not plan on doing, you could lose your life"
She sits down at the table as I pour coffee into cups.
"It's...never...a bad thing to be ready I guess..."
"Hahaha!! That woke you up huh?"
"Yea....oh!"
I hand her the cup. Her hands shake it profusely as she try's to set it down. I hold onto her hand and lower it to the table for her
"Careful"
"Thank you!!! I'm a klutz!! Haha!!"
"I hope you never hold a gun in your life!!"
She giggles and laughs. It's cute.
"Thank you for giving me a place to sleep last night."
"Oh it's nothing!!! It was my pleasure!! Hahaha...you can live here everyday if you'd like...you can change that room anyway you want have anything or do anything really..."
"We'll Priscilla I would but I don't want to be a burden-"
"You wouldn't be one!!!!" She shouts
I laugh a little and raise an eye brow.
"Sorry...it's..I don't have many friends or family...to be honest I don't have anybody. It's really lonely and...your fun to be around....I'd like you to stay...I want you to stay"
I lean across the table and hold both her quivering hands in mine
"Priscilla....."
She lowers her head but I bring it back up
"I'll stay...just until I have my life on track, or well start my new one and get that going"
She smiles and I hug her. Her warm lips brush my cheek.
"Did you try to- Never mind"
"What?"
"Forget it I was just...haha never mind. Hey do you mind if I go take a shower?"
"Oh no!! Go right ahead but uh...use mines...the guest bathrooms been a little...unstable haha...when I get some more money-"
"I'll fix it when I get back here tonight"
"No you don't-"
"Shhh....I will...ok?"
I press my fingers to her lips and she nods. She gets up and opens the doors to under the sink. Bending over her overly sized sweatshirt shows off her underwear. It's lacy and cute. Sexy I might add but it was girlishly cute. I grin and laugh a bit. When she stands back up empty handed she reaches to the tops shelf, the shirt comes up showing her smooth back and legs. She finally finds what she was looking for. I stand up as she sits back down and pours the sugar into her coffee.
"Where are you going?"
"To take a shower? What you wanna come join me?"
Her face lights up like a Christmas tree and she puffs her cheeks full of air to avoid from telling me to go F off. I laugh at her
"Shut up!!!"
"Hahaha!! Your so cute!!"
As I walk out the kitchen she stands up
"I am not being cute!"
"Your so adorable when your angry"
"Shut up!!!"
Haha...that girl. I'm about to step into the shower as she walks down the hall. I open the door a crack and stick my hand out. She jumps, scared her again.
"YOU-"
She opens the door and I push her to the wall. Blood races threw my body as the idea of ripping her to shreds and eating her for breakfast makes it way to my heart and brain. She squeals when she realizes that I'm just wrapped in a low hanging towel. I'm so used to be naked that it feels weird. I mean we all had one shower room and privacy was the least of our worries.
"AAAAHHHHH!! C-C-Corvo!!!"
I laugh and bite into her neck
"Sorry my dear, I just can't help myself today!!"
I bare my teeth and bite harder. She tries to stop me but at the same time she lets it happen. I pull off once the images of death and insanity leave my body and I return to normal. She breathes heavily and gasps. I didn't hurt her, I must have just startled her...or maybe I made her-
"Your a show off...."
"Excuse me?"
"Showing off your body to me like that...huh...huh...huh..." She breaths
"Haha!! Well your the one with the nice ass in those panties of yours"
"WHAT?!?"
"Careful when you bend over like that. You can see it all."
She blushes and runs to her room, slamming the door
"You pervert!!"
I step into the shower.

She likes me doesn't she? She sure seams like she dose. Then again it could just be her being so nice. Or maybe...dose she really? She acts like it...but I can't tell. I hope my teasing isn't going to give her the wrong idea...I should tell her about my bipolar and MPD...shit I like having her with me and being around me. Maybe I'm the one in love with her? No can't be...I'm in love with Priscilla. Wait what?!? No no no!! Leave me alon- I want her dead...I want to see her pretty little face cut into hundreds of shapes and sizes!!....she doesn't Love me...no one dose...I CAN'T LOVE OR BE LOVED!!!
I slip and hit my head on the edge. I rub it.
"GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!"
"Corvo???? Adam??? You ok in there?"
I sit up and let the blood rush back to my body
"Yea...just getting out..."
"Oh ok...towels are on the rack!"
"Thank you..."
I turn off the water and dry my hair. Her ear is pressed to the door
"I still don't know what to call you..."
"Corvo or Adam will do just fine..."
"I like Corvo and Adam! I guess I'll call you Corvo sometimes but ill call you Adam most of the time. How about that?"
"Whatever you like my darling"
I hear her giggle and laugh. I step out and she falls back. I grab her arm before she hits the ground.
"Told you I'd catch you if you fell."
"Thank you...haha..."
"You look.....-"
Good, Amazing, Pretty, Beautiful, Deadly, Hot
They all try to find something to say to her. I try hard to push them out so I can speak but one gets out. I grab her and pull her even closer to me.
"Dame sexy..."
She blushes
"...uhh...ha...I wasn't...trying..."
"But you do look sexy...so so sexy..."
"No one...calls me...that....."
I ride my leg between hers and she squeals but doesn't resist. I try to stop myself.
"I'm sorry about all this Priscilla...but damn...."
I pull off finally before anything else happened. She breathes hard and long. I go get dressed, feeling ashamed that I can't control this. Maybe I will tell her. I think I should. I have to. I am. I dress in camouflage pants, combat boots and a black/grey V-neck. I throw on my hat and keep my knife in my belt. When I walk out she's standing in the kitchen on the phone. Screaming and yelling is heard from the other end. She tries to speak but stops. She's crying and sniffling. I look over at her. She doesn't see me but pays attention to the phone. She shakes and shivers. Priscilla wears a pink strapless tank top, black short shorts and fish net stockings. I feel bad about what one of me said to her. But she is...very attractive. Tho I need to focus on starting my life now that war is over. She starts to cry a bit louder. Begging the person on the other side to stop. Dodging my psychopathic self I gently slip my arms around her tiny waist and lock my hands around her dangling one. She jumps
"I got ya"
I rest my chin on her shoulders and carefully kiss her ear. On the phone I can hear a girl scream and yell at her about being unloveable and ugly. How she was a whore but couldn't be because no one would want her in bed with them or even around them. I tighten my hug with each insult as she try's her hardest not to burst into tears.
"Please stop!!!"
I turn her around and wipe her tears. I cup her cheeks in my hands as the voice grows terrible recognizable. I grind my teeth and growl. On the phone
"What you got a dog now?!? EVEN HE WILL RUN AWAY FROM YOU YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH NO ONE LOVES YOU!!! YOU'LL BE ALONE FOREVER!!"
Priscilla screams and finally breaks down crying in my arms. Its like her worst nightmare has approached her and tried its way to kill her. I grab the phone and Anger rears his mean head.
"You know what Kristen? FUCK YOU! I LOVE Priscilla! And she's NOT ALONE! She's here with me and I'm with her. So you can go FUCK yourself you dirty unfaithful slut!!!"
She pauses and Priscilla looks up to me in shock and surprise. I nod my head at her and hold her hand smiling.
"....Adam?!?!? Is that you!?!??"
"Don't you worry! I know EVERYTHING you've been doing for the past seven FUCKIN years! And just to get back at you for being so unfaithful to me. I am NOT signing the divorce papers for the two of us!! Just to watch you suffer!!!! Go fuck yourself. Have fun knowing that you have disgusted and ruined the law of love and marriage. Good luck trying to live with being untrue to a War vet General. And last but not least....Leave Priscilla alone. Or else ill be forced to tear you limb from limb and watch you drown in your own blood."
I happily hang up and hug Priscilla tightly.
"Oh my god! Thank you so much Adam!!!" She sobs into my chest
I run my hands threw her hair and dry her eyes.
"I won't let anyone hurt you. I promise. I swear on my life."
She looks up and chokes on her words. I hug her and hold her closer and closer
"Did you mean....what you said...about me...?"
"Of course I did! I still do!"
Her sad face turns to a big bright smiling one. She squeezes the life out of me making me laugh at her bear hug.
"I'm so happy I could kiss you!!!"
We both smile and I pull her closer to me
"Then why don't you?"
She blushes and looks at the floor. Leaning her head on my chest, I smell her beautiful and soft hair.
"...would you let me?..."
"Why else would I ask?"
Priscilla quickly kisses me on the cheek and backs away. I smile and do the same to her. Fan girl moment for her. After she fixes her makeup we walk outside the house and into the car. Her kiss still lingers on my cheek. Sexy, Romantic and Lovely all want another kiss from her soft lips. I try hard to keep them down. It hurts. There so damn strong. Lovely I don't have a problem with. Sexy and Romantic are ok to but there's just...not enough between me and Priscilla to let those come out. Angry and Psychopath I want to never show. There the strongest. And then there's Sadness. He's not very fun at all. As we drive I look out the window
"Hey hey hey, pull into the pharmacy"
"Why may I ask?"
I sigh
"I need to pick up some medication"
"For?"
I sigh again
"I'll tell you later..."
"Ok..."
We walk inside and the pharmacist notices me.
"Hi how may-CORVO!!?!?"
He jumps from behind the counter and tackles me to the ground
"Hey Larry"
"Corvo!!! I thought you wouldn't make it home!!! It's been what...seven years?!?"
"Yea...it has been..."
"Oh man!!! Wow it's great to see you!!"
Priscilla taps me on the shoulder. She stands behind me.
"Yea? What's wrong?"
Larry looks behind me and pushes me to the side
"Holy mother of...who's this fine young lady?"
"Haha! Larry meet Priscilla. Priscilla meet Larry"
"Hi...."
"Shy thing aren't you? She sure is pretty tho!! What about Kri-"
"Cheated, for seven years, didn't even care"
"Aww...I'm sorry..."
"I'm happy. If she didn't cheat on me I'd be there as sad and depressed as can be. Well I wouldn't have meet Priscilla"
She grins and gently places her hands on my shoulders. I kiss her fingers making her giggle.
"We'll that's great!! So what can I do you for my war mongrel?"
He says walking back to the counter.
"...uhh...my MPD pills and my BD ones to..."
"Coming right up, has it gotten better or worse?"
"Worse. Worse for the better sometime I guess"
"Want me to up the dose?"
"Triple it"
He hands me the pill containers. I thank him.
"Hey! What time you want me over?"
"Shut up Larry!!! Hahaha"
We get back in the car and drive to a little coffee house. We sit down and look over our menus.
"Hey....what's MPD? And BD?"
I look at the ceiling, begging it to fall onto my face.
".......it's nothing....."
"If you need medication for it, it's something"
".....BD is short for Bipolar disorder...."
"Oh...I'm so sorry..."
"I don't need pity for a disorder. It's what got me threw the war and I want it to stay that way. Nothing more."
She grabs my hand. I smile at her.
"You have really soft hands..."
"Thank you..."
"And lips..."
She blushes and bites her lower lip
"Adam...On the phone...Kristen said she was coming over..."
"It's fine. What did I say? I won't let anyone hurt you ok?"
"Ok"
We sit and eat for a while and talk about Bipolar disorder. I ask her to not talk about my MPD here. That we would later. She tells me of a dream she had last night
"And you were talking to me, holding my hand, I don't know why it felt so real!"
I sheepishly laugh and change the topic. We run around town to grab stuff. We go shopping for food and cloths. I collect all the money I've had put in MY account. Kristen had no access to the hundreds to thousands of dollars. Thank god she didn't get a penny. I pay for everything making Priscilla whine and complain about how she hates having money spent. We finally make it back home and she starts on dinner. I sneak up to her and rock her gently
"I found some nice houses for myself. There pretty cheap to. Ill find one to move into by the end if the week"
She starts to sniffle and cry
"Hey what's wrong?"
She turns around and the water falls from her eyes
"I don't want you to leave!!! I want you to stay here!!"
I run my hand threw her hair and kiss her head.
"Why"
"Because!!"
I hold her closer and closer
"Because why"
"I-I-I don't want to talk about it..."
I lift her chin up to my eyes and stare into hers.
"Ok we won't then. Come here"
She quietly sobs until she's dose. I rock her back and forth. Smoothly and gently. She gives me a shy kiss on the neck and goes back to cooking. I work on the guest bathroom shower and tub.
She likes me. I know she dose. It's clear and easy to see. She may like me. But...
"How do we all feel about her?"
Each person starts screaming in my head. Romantic, Lovely and Sexy both agree that they like her to. But Sadness doesn't want to be loved. He's always scared to get hurt. Psychopath, Deadly and Angry want her as well...but for the wrong and evil reasons. To tear her heart out and drink her blood like wine. It's a tie sort of. I know it's only been a few days but I do like her. She so pretty and sweet. Ill take my chances. I should think about what she was crying about this morning. Maybe I should stay longer. I sit up and scratch my head. The smell from the kitchen is to DIE for. It's gonna be delicious, I can't already tell she's a good cook. I strip off my oil and water stained shirt and throw it into the laundry with yesterday's bloody cloths. I peak around the corner to see her setting the table. Humming and dancing around the kitchen. I smile and watch for a little longer. As she finally sets the chicken on the table I hug her from behind
"Wow...smells great"
"Ah...haha...thank you...I'm so used to eating by myself! Sorry it took so long"
"It's fine...thank you for dinner"
I rub my nose and lips around the back of her neck and kiss it gently before sitting down. She stands blushing and fumbling to remove her apron.
"Don't thank me!! Haha...if you weren't here I'd be making it for myself anyways...seeing its always just myself...."
I reach across and hold her hand
"We'll tonight your with me and I'm with you"
She blushes and I take a bite
"Your so cute-Holy shit"
"What's wrong???"
I laugh as I continue eating
"This is amazing. You really are a amazing cook. That helps make a amazing woman and an amazing wife"
She chokes and blushes brighter and brighter.
"Thank you....Hey Adam?"
"Yes?"
"...Did you ever want kids?.."
He blurts out. I sit back a little and laugh
"I'm only 21! Jeez!! I'm not THAT old!!"
"Sorry!!! Haha..."
"Its ok! haha!! Back to the question...."
I think about It for a while.
"Yea...maybe just two tho. A little boy that we can go hunting and play sports, teach him to be a strong man...and I've always wanted a little girl."
"Why a girl?"
I smile and lock our eyes together
"So I can treat her like a princess and throw her and her friends fun parties. Give her the world and let my boy rule it along side her."
"You'd make a great father Corvo"
Her voice isn't nervous or shy. It's calm and happy. No stuttering or pauses.
"Yea...but I can't have any kids."
"Why not?!?"
"Because...I don't want them to turn out like me"
She stands up angrily and shouts
"Your a great man!!! Why wouldn't you want that?!?"
"....it's just...I want to be there for them all the time. To be a full time dad to my lil girl and my big boy. To be the amazing and fun father, and a fantastic husband to my wife...I can't do that, I'd end up killing them all..."
She grabs me by the neck and slams me to the wall. She's not very weak after all. I don't flinch but let her.
"Why?!? If you want such a happy life make it a goal to have it come true then! You won't kill them!!! If you love something you do everything to protect it!!!"
*sigh*
"I have MPD...Multiple Personality Disorder. There's Romantic, Sexy, Lovely, Sadness, Angry, Psychopath, and Deadly. My Bipolar Disorder doesn't help keep them back..."
Priscilla hugs me tightly and apologizes, I tell her it's ok. She sits in my lap and lays in my chest
"Just because you have a disorder doesn't mean you can't have a happy family Corvo"
I hold her shoulders and stare into her Orangeish red eyes.
" I don't want my kids to be a spawn of me. I kill hundreds of people a day who had families, why should I have one if I take away so meny others?"
"You KILLED hundreds of people a day. They may have had families but they were endangering the thousands of families here! You protected us and our families! Allowing you to have your own. You USED to take away families, You don't now, you can't start on making one of your own. I want you to have kids. To be a good father and a splendid husband to that lucky lady! Because I know you can and will be one."
I grab her head and bring it close to mines. I open my mouth slightly and kiss her. She makes a gasp but kisses back. Placing her small doll hands around my neck. She sits facing me with her legs wrapped around my waist and chair to. She presses harder for a moment, we stay like this for a minute or two until we both break off. She's red and I'm blue. We both grin and breathe happily.
"Priscilla...maybe that lucky lady could be you..."
"Never...I couldn't make a cat purr let alone make a man happy for the rest of his life..."
"You'd make a beautiful daughter...and a even better bride"
She holds my hands and sheepishly laughs. I rub her palms and fingers.
"Haha..sure I would...I'm sorry.."
She sits back in her chair I half smile and half frown
"You were so warm...it's all cold again."
She manages to laugh. I want another kiss. I want her.
"...dose this mean you'll stay here with me? You won't leave me alone?"
"Priscilla..."
I pick her up and grab her face
"Are you afraid of being alone?"
She sniffs and waters
"...Yes!!!!"
She clings to me in fear and horror
"Please!! I hate being alone its making me crazy! It's been so long from my last visitor and...I just...I need you here with me!! It's dark and scary and cold and alone...I hate being alone...I hate it I hate it I hate it!!"
I kiss her forehead and lift up her chin
"Then it's settled. Ill stay here to make sure your never alone."
"You mean it?!?!"
"Yes. I am a General of the U.S Army and Navy! I DO NOT say anything I don't mean!"
"What about your family? When you start it...this house isn't big enough..."
"It will be fine. It would just be the fore of us."
"What about you wife?"
I grin and cup her cheeks in my hands. I kiss her again but this time harder, longer, and even a little wet. I get rushes and shoots all threw out my body when she hikes up her pale skinny leg around my lower waist. I kiss her neck and shoulders. Gently opening her shirt