The Empty Girl
the thoughts
"Becca how does that make you feel" Bella said
"honesty doc. It makes me feel like no one really loves me it feels like I'm so empty I won't be able to feel love again I am to hurt I feel numb dead inside my humanity is dead . Gone I walk around lifeless that's how I feel doc"becca said as tears cascaded down her white as snow skin.
Bella reached out her hand to beccas shoulder "you can't think of it like that honey that's what's going to kill you more than what happen the fact that you have lost hope"
"how would you know how I feel doc. Everyone I loved turned there're back on me when I needed them the most all that said they would be there no matter what left. Left me alone with my thoughts that have thretend to kill. So how would you really know doctor Bella."The tears have now turned her face dark as her mascara slid down her face with the tears
Bella wiped beccas face " you don't know my story becca trust me I know how you feel"
"then how's about it doc I got time why dnt you tell me ur story so i know that you truely know how I feel"
"becca your parents pay for you to be able to open up to me so I can help you its not the other way around"
"well then doc. When u tell me ur story I'll tell you the rest of mine "
" session over then I guess I'll see you in two days becca don't forget to write what's going on so you don't leave anything out next time we meet "Bella said with a smile
" will do doc-a-roo"
Bella went home and started to think becca is really hurt would she feel better if she knew my story should i even tell her my past or not. bella was distracted that night and hardly got sleep
"honesty doc. It makes me feel like no one really loves me it feels like I'm so empty I won't be able to feel love again I am to hurt I feel numb dead inside my humanity is dead . Gone I walk around lifeless that's how I feel doc"becca said as tears cascaded down her white as snow skin.
Bella reached out her hand to beccas shoulder "you can't think of it like that honey that's what's going to kill you more than what happen the fact that you have lost hope"
"how would you know how I feel doc. Everyone I loved turned there're back on me when I needed them the most all that said they would be there no matter what left. Left me alone with my thoughts that have thretend to kill. So how would you really know doctor Bella."The tears have now turned her face dark as her mascara slid down her face with the tears
Bella wiped beccas face " you don't know my story becca trust me I know how you feel"
"then how's about it doc I got time why dnt you tell me ur story so i know that you truely know how I feel"
"becca your parents pay for you to be able to open up to me so I can help you its not the other way around"
"well then doc. When u tell me ur story I'll tell you the rest of mine "
" session over then I guess I'll see you in two days becca don't forget to write what's going on so you don't leave anything out next time we meet "Bella said with a smile
" will do doc-a-roo"
Bella went home and started to think becca is really hurt would she feel better if she knew my story should i even tell her my past or not. bella was distracted that night and hardly got sleep
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