I Really ***ed It Up This Time, Didn't I, My Dear?

Jillian's Pov
Alan has became practically my best friend on this tour
We sat in our "Hiding Space" which is basically the trailer that is pulled behind the bus
Sometimes we drink and smoke in there and basically it's just our private place where we can be ourselves
"What are you going to do after tour?" I asked him
"Go home and stay away from everyone" He said and laughed
''Wait, don't you live with Maddie?" I asked
His face went white
''Fuck" He said, his voice breaking
He chuckled, no humor showing in his voice
"I do,well shit." He murmured
"You can stay with me until next tour, if you'd like" I said
He looked at me and smiled
"I couldn't possibly. You must have a room mate" He replied
I shook my head
"I live alone" I said and smiled
He nodded
"Well, I have a cat" I added
"Wow now I definitely want to live with you" He said and laughed
"What about your stuff?" I asked
He shrugged
"Gotta face her sometime, am I right?" He asked
I nodded
My phone started ringing
on the screen it said 'aUS10'
I answered it
"Put your phone on speaker" Austin asked
I hit the speaker button
"Alright you're on speaker" I said
"Do you and Alan want to smoke with us?" He asked
Alan nodded
"Yeah, be there in a second" I said
"No wait, can we come in there and smoke?" Austin asked
"Yeah, knock twice so we know it's you guys" Alan said
"Alright, be there soon" Austin said and hung up
"Now I'm excited"