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Everything Has Changed

If This Was a Movie

Fuck. I have to sneeze.

You know that hopeless feeling when you watch someone walk away from you? You want to scream their name and yell something so blunt, but so obvious. Then they'll turn around and then it cameras back to you and they run to you and you have this hug. Then everything falls into place, but that only happens in movies. In real life when you notice someone you yell "Nigga, da fuq you goin, you on house arrest, fo'. If da po get y'all I'm not bailing y'all out". Don't know how I went from Tupac to Taylor Swift, but fuck.
You know that feeling you get when everything just seems so simple and easy, but some bitch either gets in your way, messes everything up, or just fucking does some shit youre obviously not okay with. But, only in movies does the nerd get the quarterback.

I've noticed at Odair Academy there's always a status quo. You always have to keep up with something while keeping your reputation. I'm known for being that "idiot that always puts the Pam too close to the edge of the fridge so if someone opens it they're going to get a face full if Pam". Does that mean I always have to do that? Yes. Because if all the sudden I wear matching socks and know what a polynomial is there's going to be some shit to deal with. If all the sudden I show up for my classes and get straight A's I'm going to fuck everything up. Everyone has their place. I guess my place is making everyone else look good. If you compared me and Peeta, I would obviously be the stupid one. Granted Peeta is crazier than a squirrel on drugs that also has rabies and, well nevermind. You get my point. I guess everyone here at this school has something mentally wrong with them. Is this a school or a mental rehabilitation center? I don't fucking know.
Awww, I just watched the scene from silver linings Playbook where Pat gives Tiffany a letter. She's all "Im done with your fucking letters, give it to Nikki yourself" and he's like "No, read it. Out loud" and it's adressed to her. Like, Awww. I wish someone would do that to me.
Id say one of these 3 games:
"Is this a prank"
"Go fuck a turtle"
"Are you serious"
Which is not a good strategy, but I mean, I'm too busy thinking if ways to torture Alice. I mean.

Fuck.
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If this was a movie, I would've gotten my fucking letter by now.
I mean, if this was a movie, you would be here by now.