You're Perfect To Me

Loraine's POV

I woke up at the feeling of these strong and comfortable arms wrapped around my waist very protectively. My head is resting on his chest and I can feel his breathing synchronized with mine. I hugged him back. And he kissed my forehead in his sleep.

Wait! Where am I? What happened last night?

And then it all came back to me. Louis, Niall, and Liam pranking Zayn and Harry, and drenching me in the process. I remember a nurse walking in on us, completely furious. Me and Harry sharing a meal. Zayn kissing my forehead before he leaves. They all head home after that. Well, except for Harry. He stayed behind with me.

Oh crap! Harry!

That's when I opened my eyes instantly. And I was right. Harry's sleeping on my bed. With me!

I shifted in my bed, trying to sit up. He might have noticed that I was already gone so he groaned in his sleep. "Come back to bed, babe. I was comfortable." Spreading his arms open, asking me to lie back down.

Shivers ran down my spine as he said that. His voice is a bit raspy from sleep. And considering that he has an accent while saying that with his husky voice doesn't lessen the fact that he tends to get sexier when he speaks. I wonder what Zayn sounds like in the morning...

I slightly nudge him in, trying to wake him up. "Harry? Haz, wake up. I need to tell you something."

He immediately sat up. His face full of worry as he searched mine for any sign of pain. And of course, he found none. "What is it? Does something hurt? Can I get you anything? Do you want me to call the docto--"

I cut him off. "Chill, Harry. I was just going to ask you how you ended up on my bed." As of now, we're both sitting on the bed. My side leaning against his side.

"Oh." He replied, looking away.

"So... how did we end up sleeping together?" I urged him calmly. Seeing that he's a bit embarassed at our situation.

"Well," he started. Avoiding eye contact. "Do you remember requesting me to sing you a song and I sang Little Things?" He looked at me. His eyes a bit hopeful as he searched mine for my reaction.

I nodded, smiling. "Yup. Your voice is amazing, by the way. And?" Telling him to go on.

He sighed. "When I was done, you were already asleep. So I layed down on the couch and played some apps on my phone because I'm stlil not feeling sleepy. Then you talked. I didn't catch what you said but you clearly talked. At first I thought you were awake. But when I came to you, you're sound asleep. I even laughed silently at you for talking in your sleep. As I headed back to the very uncomfortable couch, you talked again. And you said, 'Harry, it's getting cold. I don't like it. Give me a cuddle?' I thought you were kidding. But then again, your eyes just kept shut. And so I did. I hugged you and rubbed your arms, seeing that they have goose bumps. After a few minutes, I asked you, 'Are you okay now?' You shook your head and said, 'Just lie in bed with me. I'm getting cold, seriously.' I had no choice but to do so. Besides, the couch really is uncomfortable. We'd been hugging for a few minutes and you stopped shaking. So I decided not to go seeing how comfortable you are." He looked at me again. "I'm really sorry. You mad?"

I sighed. "Of course I'm not mad. Why are you apologizing if you only did it for me? Gosh I feel like a slutty bitch. If I looked like that one last night, I'm sorry. I don't even remember asking you to do that. I didn't mean to make you feel forced and uncomfortable. I'm really sorry."

His face fell subtly. "Don't be. You didn't make me feel uncomfortable at all. If anything, I felt comfy and happy, actually. Maybe you should feel cold in bed more often when I'm with you." He winked then added, "Or with Zayn."

My eyes lit up at the thought. Then mentally slapped myself for where my thoughts had taken me. "Pervert!" I teased him.

He dramatically gasped. "You're calling me a pervert?! As if! I wouldn't bang, shag, or dig you! I would never! Besides, Boo bear has already caught my eye."He said cockily as I laughed at him and Louis's bromance. I ship them! "And sooner you'll catch Zayn's eyes too. With my help, of course."

I beamed at the idea. "Oh yeah, about that. What's our game plan for our Mission 'Get Zayn to like Raine'?" I'm very excited and a bit confident about this. Hello?! I got the cheekiest of the five to help. It better work.

"Uhm, it isn't going to be easy at first..." He told me carefully. As if expecting me throw into a fit or something. Of course I won't. I'll understand if Zayn doesn't like me straight away. And I won't force him to. We just met for goodness sakes!

"Why is that?" I asked him.

"Well..." He looked like his afraid or a bit shy to continue. "He uhm...just...errm." He cleared his throat. As if that'll stop him from stuttering. Spit it out Harry! "He just broke up Perrie Edwards last month."

Wow. Last month? I don't know if I should feel happy or sad for him. If I would feel happy, then I'd be rude, mean, and a bitch to Zayn. He's heart broken right now. I've seen in pictures how much he loves Perrie. And vice versa. They're like perfect. He's the perfect boyfriend. That's why I secretly fell for him in the first place. The best that I could do now is to cheer him up and keep him smiling. Whatever it takes.

"How did this happen? Who ended it? Gosh I can't imagine how he might be feeling right now!" I exclaimed.

Harry scratched the back of his neck and said, "You won't believe this, but it's Zayn who ended it. Yes he was devastated when he did it. He told us first before doing it. And guess what. We even encouraged him to do so."

My eyes widened in disbelief. "Why? Why did you all encouraged him to break up with her if you really care what he feels?" I asked him. Trying to be calm. Maybe there's a good explanation behind all of this but I just can't think of any. The lads should be having his back, comforting him. Not encouraging him to hurt himself even more by ending things with Perrie.

"No, listen! The reason why he wanted to break up with her in the first place is because she cheated on him with another guy. Zayn caught her making out with some other guy in her room when he went to her house because he wanted to surprise her since it was their monthsary. But it seems that he was surprised himself. It hurts us, especially Louis, being his partner in crime and all, to see him torn and heart broken. Of course we're mad at Perrie. She'd been a great friend to us and yet she had the guts to do that to Zayn who never forget to call her when we're away on tour. Who never forgets to say 'I love you' every night on the phone before they hung up and sleep. I even remember Zayn sleeping with a smile on his face every night after talking to her. Every night he'll go to sleep smiling. Even when he's knackered from our rehearsals. But I guess it's gone now." Then he looked me in the eye and said, "Raine, please understand that it's our love for him that made us to tell him to break up with her. It really pains us seeing Zayn sad. He was furious at first, then frustrated and furious as to why would Perrie do this to him. There was a time when he even blamed himself for what she did. See? That's the kind of guy that Zayn really is. We'd had enough of him blaming himself for what he did and Liam snapped. He said, 'Oh bull shit Zayn! Why are you blaming yourself?! Don't be hard on yourself. Keep in mind that it's her fault Zayn! Hers and not yours. Keep that in mind. And also, what about us? Imagine the love and sympathy that we feel for you, man.' And Louis even added, 'She doesn't deserves you, Zayn! You deserve someone better. Someone who'll treat perfectly. Just as you were to her.'"

He chuckled at the memory then continued. "I recall Zayn staring at him in disbelief. And you'll never guess what he said. He said, 'God Louis, I didn't know you could be sensible. Never!' Then we all laughed and hugged him. We all said to him, ruffling his hair, 'That's our Zayn!'. But now I'm sure that he's moving on. He never mentioned her. And whenever there's a news update about Little Mix while we're watching television, he's just indifferent. As if Perrie doesn't hurt him anymore. I'm telling you, he's moving on. Real fast. I think he's even almost there. To not feeling any pain anymore. That's why I admire Zayn. They had a pretty long relationship and it ended pretty abruptly. He's very tough and strong. Who knows," He nudged me on my side. "He might even be ready for you right now."

Everything that Harry revealed to me was overwhelming. I can't believe Perrie cheated on him! They were perfect. Well, I guess to the outside they were perfect. But to Perrie, everything's been a lie. "I won't be pushing myself into him immediately. I'll just help him get over her completely as what a friend would do. I don't want him to be afraid of falling in love again if he's scared that he'll be hurt again the way Perrie did to him. And if we're meant to be together, only time will tell because I won't force him into me. I get his situation. Way more than you know. Trust me. I had the same experience before." I looked down on the scar in my wrist.

Realizing what I was doing, I quickly looked away from my scar to avoid Harry from seeing it.

How little does she know that he's already seen it last night.

***

I checked on my twitter an saw that the lads had posted new tweets.

@Real_Liam_Payne : Will be going to the hospital to visit @Loraine_Chance in a bit :) Seeeeee you there Raineeee! ;)

@NiallOfficial : Hope she'll eat all of this Nando's take-outs that we bought for her. 'Cause if she didn't, then I probably would! Hi @Loraine_Chance !!! :)

@Louis_Tomlinson : Already on our way to the hospital. And I need to pee!!!! @Loraine_Chance keep your bathroom open and unoccupied for me! :)) xx

@Harry_Styles : @Louis_Tomlinson Haha Sorry boo! I just did something in there that would probably make all your fart senses explode! @Loraine_Chance won't stop complaining!

How could he have tweeted when he was preparing my breakfast?

Then a tweet from Zayn,

@zaynmalik : @Loraine_Chance Hope you're feeling fine, love! Be there in a few :) I brought something for you xx

I quickly replied him.

@Loraine_Chance : @zaynmalik I'm sure I'll love it whatever it is :) xx

A few minutes later, when Harry and I are done eating breakfast, someone knocked on the door.

"Open up! It's a raid again!" Louis said, as the rest of them laughed.

Harry and I didn't move to unlock the door as we were smirking inside. They kept knocking and knocking and we didn't do anything to unlock the door.

Then Liam said, "Seriously guys. Open up. This isn't a prank. I promise."

I looked at Harry as he headed to unlock the door.

They all barged in just as Harry unlocked the door and Louis 'accidentally' almost slammed the door on Harry while laughing.

Zayn came in last holding a bouquet of white roses. How did he know that's my favorite flower? Seeing him now and remembering who he was last month after Perrie broke him was just very different. He's happy now and back to his old mysterious, cheeky, and funny self.

Just trust me Zayn that one day, when I tell you that I won't hurt you, I'll mean it.

I swear.