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Beauty Is in the Eyes of the Beholder
Chapter 4
"You do realize...I have to change..or atleast get undressed"he said.I blushed"Wait are you asking for help or-""No Im letting you know that I sleep only in my boxers"He said with a smirk.I blushed hard"Um..n-no problem.That's no problem for me"I said smiling.He smirked again"We'll see when we get there wont we" He said as we went to his room.His room had no windows"Why dont you have any windows Jerome?"I asked in wonder"There's nothing to see...what I like to see is the ocean..and the best view...is on the second floor"He said sadly.I frowned in sadness
"Is there a bedroom up there?"I asked"Yeah.That's the other guest bed room"Jerome said.I smirked"Oh so you didnt tell me about it so you could stay close to me?"I asked with a small giggle"Hey if there's a fire you're thank me"He said smirking.I laughed"Thanks Superman"I said but gulped seeing him take his shirt off.I tried so hard not to look but damn...he was hot..even though he couldnt work out he had perfect abs"Do u do sit ups?"
I asked.He smirked"Actually yes I do.Its the one workout I'm good at"He said watching my eyes"Um..what about push ups?"I asked"Its hard but I try every now and then"I said"And pull ups?"
I asked"With what bar Miss Freeman"He asked smirking.I shut up
"Im sorry.You just...you're body is so...perfect"I blurted out but then mentally beat myself up"No.Perfect...I would be able to walk no?"He said smiling sadly as he unbuttoned his pants.I felt my throat dry"It...makes no difference to me"I said watching how slows his hands were actually going...he was teasing me!"Oh?You just dont care about that at all do you?You just want me for my body"he said smirking"No!You're a great guy!And you're really sweet...its not your body...but it is a bonus"I said blushing as he finally pulled his pants all the way off.I walked over.Two could play at this game"Need help with your shoes?"I asked smiling as I bent down and began to untie his laces.I looked up at him with a lusty look and his expression looked pained..I think he wanted me but he was a gentleman.I knew this..so he'd never do it.Non the less I took his shoes off slow...starring in his eyes the entire time.Until finally"All done"I said quietly then stood up slowly"Dont
....do that"He said.I glanced down at him and blushed"Come on then"I said as he wrapped his arms around my neck.I smirked
"The grand finaly I suppose"I said as I layed him on the bed,but in order to do so,I had to lay myself ontop as well.He gulped"Can I kiss you goodnight?"he asked.I smile"Sure"I said and he pulled me in a deep kiss.I kissed back and for a while we were making out.I let his hands roam my body until finally I pulled back"Thats all for toight you"I said smirking but my eyes widened feeling something poking my side.I was shocked but happy"Good.You can still get it up.That's good.Night Jerome"i said smirking.He was in shock"I'll close the door for you too"I said smirking as I closed it.As soon as I got out I ran to my room and closed the door and began to pant..my heart was beating tooooo fast!That was not so good for me...Once I finally calmed down I dressed in a light blue night gown with lace on the cleavage,spaghetti strapped and stops just beneath my bottom. I brushed my teeth,I had my own personal bathroom,and went to bed.I had a brilliant window view of the ocean..but I'm sure...like Jerome said,it would be better on the second floor..."I'll fix this problem for you Jerome..i promise"I said and went to sleep....the next day I woke up around 11 and came out seeing Jerome at his desk...drinking some vodka while extracting blood from his arm"That wont be any good with the alcohol in your system"I said simply as I went to the fridge and pulled out a bottle of water"I havent drunk any yet"He said glancing at me"Are you sure?Why's the bottle open then?"I asked with a raised brow"I was going to drink it right after I finished this up..why are you interogating me?"he asked.I shrugged"I dont know...I just dont want you to do something you'll regret later"I said with sadness in my eyes.I then walked to the porch and sat down.It was really nice out this morning.Warm and breezy.Jerome came out"Something I'll regret?Love...I've been regretting since the day I lost in the olympics"he said sadly.
I glanced at him"Lost?What place did you get?"I asked.He starred at me for a while before sighing"Silver"he said.My jaw dropped
"Thats 2nd place!Thats really good Jer-""Yeah not good enough!
Jerome Morrow wasnt meant to be one step down on the podiom"
he half yelled.I made a sympathetic face"Jerome..it is good enough.And you shouldnt torture yourself over this"I said gently touching his cheek.He sighed "You dont understand Jess.This was something I wanted.I wanted it more then anything, I would of died for it...and it was all for nothing just to recieve a stupid silver piece"Jerome said.I sighed and got up,going to my room.I pulled out my necklace that I usually wear EVERY day and came back with it"Here...wear my gold then"I said and put it around his neck.It was a golden cross with a purple outline,4 green gems in the on each end of one big blue ruby"Jess-""If you hate your silver that much wear my gold ...for me"I said smiling at him.He looked at it"Its a bit girly Jess"he said looking me in the eyes.I rolled m eyes giggling"But its mine so you should feel proud to own that"I said smiling.He smiled back"Would you like to go out tonight?With me?Of course my clone can come but I was along the lines of asking you-""Jerome Morrow,are you asking me on a date?"I asked with surprise and a smile"Yes.I am"he said unsure at first but certain in the end.I smile"I'd be delighted to go"I said happily...later in the evening Vincent got home and we told him to dress shnazy.So I dressed in a white corset dress.It was skin tight in the bust and gradually flowed out.I wore white flats with it and a snow flake bracelett.I let my hair down and did makeup that was light and went with my complexion.When I walked out Jerome smiled,as did Vincent"You look beautiful"the guys said at the same time"Aw thanks"I said giggling while Jerome and Vince starred at eachother with annoyance"Lets get goin then ey?"I said as I pushed Jerome's chair"I can do it"he said confused
"There's a difference between you being able to do it,and me wanting to do it"I said looking down at him"Can u stop saying do it?"Vince said looking at us"Well somebody has their mind in the gutter"I said as I threw Vince the keys.Then Jerome got into the drivers side with no trouble at all.I took back seat.Then we went to a quiet little club for food,music,drinks & eachothers company
"And Jerome love"I said genly"What?"he asked"Keep the drinking to an average.Dont get wasted"i said smiling"Oh.Yeah sure"he said as he only took a sip of his drink.I took a sip of red whine and my brother had a regular beer"There's something I wanted to tell you guys"Vince said looking at us(I know I kind of messed this up but this isnt really a popular movie...so just deal with it)"What's up?"I said"I'm going up.By the end of the week"He said sipping his beer again.My jaw dropped"How long will you be gone?"I asked.He sighed"1 year but-""A whole year?That's going to be forever and I just got you back in my life-""Jess it's only a year and I'm sure Jerome will keep you company...a creeped out as that makes me nontheless...this is what I've dreamed about"
He said happily.I sighed"Im just gonna miss you is all"I said sadly
"I know but this time it'll only be for a year.We dont have to wait another life time to see eachother"Vince said"What about the commission director?"Jerome asked confused.Vince made a face not sure how to tell us then just blurted it out"He's dead"Vince said taking a gulp of his beer this time"Are you serious?"Jerome asked smirking in disbelief"They found him in his office this morning beaten so badly they had to check his name tag"Vince said"Holy shit"I said in schock"Yeah...so there's nothing between us and ignition"He said as they set down our food.I had chicken parm w/spaghetti,Jerome had steak with a baked potato,butter,
sour creme and bacon bits in it,and Vince had a burger with french fries(idk)"Wait you said he was murdered?"Jerome asked"I didnt do it"Vince said"I didnt say you did but think about how the place will be crawling with cops"Jerome said"I'll take my chances with the J.Edger then the Commission Director.Becides what if they did find something?Im gonna be slightly out of their jurisdiction"Vince said.I sighed"Just be careful"I said"I will be but for now lets celebrate huh?Lets al get drunk"Vince said"Ahh I dont
...I dont get drunk"I said blushing with embarassment"Oh one time and you never have to do it again"Jerome said.I sighed"Ok. Once.And this is your last if you want to persue me Jerome"I said
"Deal"He said as he held up his glass.I held up mine and Vince held up his....(hour later)So I was feeling pretty good,laughing with Vince and Jerome when I felt a tap.I turned and saw a man
"Im sorry to bother you but-""Hey she's with us"Jerome said smirking"Oh it's not like that at all.I was just wondering...if you'd sing a song or two for us"he said smiling at me.I scoffed"Sorry I'm off duty.I'm enjoying my friends so carry on good fellow"I said hiccuping.Vince was only slightly buzzed.He was the driver
"I'll make your meals and drinks,how ever many you want,free for the night..for just three songs"He said.I glared"Look,just one of my songs are worth $100.And if you dont believe me I'll call my agent right now.I'll do two songs two and only two.Got that?"
I said glaring"Yes ma'am"He said in a scarred way"Im also pretty drunk right now so I request a high stool and guitar"I said"Done"
He said.I looked at Jerome and Vince"Be right back boys"I said kissing Jerome's cheek and walking off.I sat in the chair and was handed the guitar then I was announced to everybody"Ok..so i'm going to try my best to sing without messing it up.I'm doing a little celebrating with afew friends...this was really unexpected so enjoy me...if I dont mess up that is..this one I call Teen Idle"I said giggling and began to strum the guitar...
" I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don’t know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn’t been so clean
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts and angel cake
I’m gonna puke it anyway
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
Come alive, I’ve come alive
I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist
I wish I didn’t really kiss
the mirror when I’m on my own
Oh God! I’m gonna die alone
Adolescence didn’t make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugly years of being a fool
Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
Only to find I’ve come alive
Only to find I’ve come alive
Come alive
Feeling super, super, super!
Feeling super, super, super!
Feeling super, super, super!
Come alive "
I finished and people cheered.I smile at Jerome and Vincent clapping for me"Ok this will be my last for the night and it's a little....R rated...and best of all,it hasnt been put on record yet so I hope you like this vulgarity"I said smirking.I noticed Jerome smirking at me as he smoked a cigarette.I smirk as I began to play the guitar
" Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)
Nothing is provocative anymore
Even for kids
No room for imagining
'Cause everyone's seen everything
Question what the TV tells you
Question what a pop star sells you
Question mom and question dad
Question good and question bad
If history could set you free
(from who you were supposed to be)
If sex in our society
(didn't tell a girl who she would be)
'Cause all my life I've
tried to fight
what history
has given me
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)
If women were religiously
Recognized sexually
We wouldn't have to feel the need to show our ass,
It's to feel free
Been there, done that
Got the t-shirt
Sold my soul
And yeah the truth hurts
Tired image of a star
Acting naughtier than we really are
If history could set you free (from who you were supposed to be)
If sex in our society (didn't tell a guy who he should be)
'Cause all my life I've tried to fight what history has given me
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)
All my life I've felt it deep inside of me
All this time was fighting for what I believe
All my life I've tried to hide what history has given me
If history could set you free (from who you were supposed to be)
If sex in our society (didn't tell a guy who he should be)
'Cause all my life I've tried to fight what history has given me
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)"
I finished and people actually aplauded me"Thanks!I wont be here all night!"I said smiling as the same guy helped me down the stairs"Thankyou so much.Well like I said,everything is free"He said smiling"Thanks.Have a good one"i said and he left"Well guys.Did you see that coming out my mouth?"I asked giggling
"No...but I know you're drunk"Vince said"Im NOT drunk.I'm just really buzzed.Im no light weight"I said and hiccuped again"Im surprised she got through the songs without burping or hiccuping"
Jerome said laughing.So after about 15 minutes of silence,all of us were just thinking,Vince spoke"You know they say when you feel weightless....it's closest to feeling like your in the womb"
Vince said.I gave him a look"What are you smoking?"I asked.
Vince and Jerome chuckled"I cant believe you pulled this off.
They're sending you up there...Up there,you of all people for christs sake"I hate to think of you two alone...together...for a year.Because I know you two have something going on here"
Vince said pointing from him to me back and forth"Then dont think about it"I said smiling sadly"And anyways the room I'm stuck in is bigger then your tin cans"Jerome said laughing"You know what I'm saying.Becides....that...what are you two gonna do?"Vince asked.I looked at Jerome"I dont know yet.It's still to early to say"I said but smiled"But I think we'll be ok..for a year atleast"I said.Jerome smiled at me"I'll be ok with you around...
and when I want alone time with just me...I've got my books.I go places in my head"Jerome retorted but Vince laughed at him"I'd be happier if she kept you company"He said"I have visitors besides Jess"Jerome said"I wouldnt have it any other way...I met Jess that way didnt I?Infact if it wasnt for me you would be with
out your precious baby sister.Am I wrong?"Jerome said smirking
"He striked a point bro"I said smirking"Ok seriously,what are you guys gonna do?"Vince asked concerned. "Im gonna finish this"
Jerome said taking his whine and gulping it.I sighed sadly at Jerome...I looked at Vince and he was making the same sad face
...Jerome's drinking his problems away...I'll make sure he has no reason too when I'm through with him"What's Titan like this time of year?"Jerome asked wiping his mouth of the whine.Vince smirked"What's Titan like?Titan,is exactly like this"Vince said taking a big puff of his cigeratte and then blowing it all into his whine cup.The smoke stayed in there,to the point where every
thing became invisible,aside from the smoke"All the time..It's got a cloud around it so thick nobody can tell what's underneath"
Vince said"Maybe there's nothing there"Jerome said starring at it"There's something there"he said taking a gulp of his drink.By the time it reached his lips the smoke was gone"You should be going instead of me"Vince said"Why's that?"Jerome asked
"Because up there your legs wouldnt matter"Vince said back to him.I felt out of place in their conversation so I remained quiet
"Im scarred of heights"Jerome said....so after that we left.As Vince plugged his car in to be charged...Jerome was puking"Vince we have to snap him out of this...he's so much better then this..
he doesnt have to drink his problem away"I said quietly so Jerome wouldnt hear,despite him being 20 feet away"I know Jess
...I know but it's hard to just take the bottle away ya know?We have to do this with ease...and right now you'd have more of an impact then me"Vince said.I sighed"I know"I said then we heard him yell to us"Im sorry!Do you want this?I'll save some for you shall I?"Jerome said and laughed"You go on to bed...I'll....take care of him"I said"You sure?I think he's gonna need a shower too"he said.I sighed"It'll be ok.I can handle it"I said"Alright.Thank you..for everything"he said kissing my cheek and walking in.I looked at Jerome"You my friend need to control the drinking"I said as I wheeled him in"Im sorry.I didnt mean to over do it..I just-""Its fine...lets just get you a shower ok?"I asked smiling
"You're going to see me naked then?"He asked"Well unless you wanna do it ur self...Self concious all of a sudden?"I said smirking at him"N-no.Fine you want to see me I'll show you"He said as I took him to the bathroom.I started the shower"Ah already have a chair in there I see"I said smiling"Yeah I use it when I get tired of standing in the shower"he said.I rolled my eyes smiling.I began to undress him untill all that was left was his boxers.I blushed"Well...you said you could handle it....can you back up those words?"He asked.I sighed"Yes.Im a mature girl.It's nothing special"I said as I went to take them but stopped as he backed up abit.I saw his face"I-I didnt mean it like that Jerome.Im sorry"
I said taking his hand"No I get it.I'm...nothing special.I can take my clothes off go"He said"Jerome-""Go!"He yelled.I sighed nodding and left.I closed the door and let afew tears fall.I went right to bed sadly...(morning)When I woke up actually early the next day..Jerome looked REALLY depressed....and Vince was right by him.He put on a thingy on his chest where his heart was and Jerome began to wheel his wheels on a thing that didnt make him move but made his heart go up.He glanced at me and I instantly looked away.I went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottled water and went to the back porch.He was angry with me...
and it was my fault...Vince came out"Hey...so Jerome spoke to me
"vince said.I winced"Yeah.I am an idiot"I said sighing"You apologize?"Vince asked"Yeah.I swear I didnt mean it the way it came out.I dont blame him for being sensitive about things.And I should have been considerate of that"I said sighing"You'll be late for work Jerome"Vince and I looked seeing Jerome"Alright...see you later guys"Vince said and left.I looked at Jerome lost for words so I turned back around and simply starred at the ocean
"I'm not mad at you...I'm mad at myself"He said.I looked at him
"Dont say it's because I can do better.I dont want to do better ok?I just want to be with you"I said smiling at him.He smiled"Then lets let bigons be bigons"he said.I smiled,leaning over,pecking his lips.He was surprised but then smiled"What do you want to do today?My schedule is clear"He said smirking.I looked back at the ocean then back at him and smirked"I cant.The wheels...they dont do well in the sand"He said"I got you"I said smirking.He raised a brow to me but see...
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"Is there a bedroom up there?"I asked"Yeah.That's the other guest bed room"Jerome said.I smirked"Oh so you didnt tell me about it so you could stay close to me?"I asked with a small giggle"Hey if there's a fire you're thank me"He said smirking.I laughed"Thanks Superman"I said but gulped seeing him take his shirt off.I tried so hard not to look but damn...he was hot..even though he couldnt work out he had perfect abs"Do u do sit ups?"
I asked.He smirked"Actually yes I do.Its the one workout I'm good at"He said watching my eyes"Um..what about push ups?"I asked"Its hard but I try every now and then"I said"And pull ups?"
I asked"With what bar Miss Freeman"He asked smirking.I shut up
"Im sorry.You just...you're body is so...perfect"I blurted out but then mentally beat myself up"No.Perfect...I would be able to walk no?"He said smiling sadly as he unbuttoned his pants.I felt my throat dry"It...makes no difference to me"I said watching how slows his hands were actually going...he was teasing me!"Oh?You just dont care about that at all do you?You just want me for my body"he said smirking"No!You're a great guy!And you're really sweet...its not your body...but it is a bonus"I said blushing as he finally pulled his pants all the way off.I walked over.Two could play at this game"Need help with your shoes?"I asked smiling as I bent down and began to untie his laces.I looked up at him with a lusty look and his expression looked pained..I think he wanted me but he was a gentleman.I knew this..so he'd never do it.Non the less I took his shoes off slow...starring in his eyes the entire time.Until finally"All done"I said quietly then stood up slowly"Dont
....do that"He said.I glanced down at him and blushed"Come on then"I said as he wrapped his arms around my neck.I smirked
"The grand finaly I suppose"I said as I layed him on the bed,but in order to do so,I had to lay myself ontop as well.He gulped"Can I kiss you goodnight?"he asked.I smile"Sure"I said and he pulled me in a deep kiss.I kissed back and for a while we were making out.I let his hands roam my body until finally I pulled back"Thats all for toight you"I said smirking but my eyes widened feeling something poking my side.I was shocked but happy"Good.You can still get it up.That's good.Night Jerome"i said smirking.He was in shock"I'll close the door for you too"I said smirking as I closed it.As soon as I got out I ran to my room and closed the door and began to pant..my heart was beating tooooo fast!That was not so good for me...Once I finally calmed down I dressed in a light blue night gown with lace on the cleavage,spaghetti strapped and stops just beneath my bottom. I brushed my teeth,I had my own personal bathroom,and went to bed.I had a brilliant window view of the ocean..but I'm sure...like Jerome said,it would be better on the second floor..."I'll fix this problem for you Jerome..i promise"I said and went to sleep....the next day I woke up around 11 and came out seeing Jerome at his desk...drinking some vodka while extracting blood from his arm"That wont be any good with the alcohol in your system"I said simply as I went to the fridge and pulled out a bottle of water"I havent drunk any yet"He said glancing at me"Are you sure?Why's the bottle open then?"I asked with a raised brow"I was going to drink it right after I finished this up..why are you interogating me?"he asked.I shrugged"I dont know...I just dont want you to do something you'll regret later"I said with sadness in my eyes.I then walked to the porch and sat down.It was really nice out this morning.Warm and breezy.Jerome came out"Something I'll regret?Love...I've been regretting since the day I lost in the olympics"he said sadly.
I glanced at him"Lost?What place did you get?"I asked.He starred at me for a while before sighing"Silver"he said.My jaw dropped
"Thats 2nd place!Thats really good Jer-""Yeah not good enough!
Jerome Morrow wasnt meant to be one step down on the podiom"
he half yelled.I made a sympathetic face"Jerome..it is good enough.And you shouldnt torture yourself over this"I said gently touching his cheek.He sighed "You dont understand Jess.This was something I wanted.I wanted it more then anything, I would of died for it...and it was all for nothing just to recieve a stupid silver piece"Jerome said.I sighed and got up,going to my room.I pulled out my necklace that I usually wear EVERY day and came back with it"Here...wear my gold then"I said and put it around his neck.It was a golden cross with a purple outline,4 green gems in the on each end of one big blue ruby"Jess-""If you hate your silver that much wear my gold ...for me"I said smiling at him.He looked at it"Its a bit girly Jess"he said looking me in the eyes.I rolled m eyes giggling"But its mine so you should feel proud to own that"I said smiling.He smiled back"Would you like to go out tonight?With me?Of course my clone can come but I was along the lines of asking you-""Jerome Morrow,are you asking me on a date?"I asked with surprise and a smile"Yes.I am"he said unsure at first but certain in the end.I smile"I'd be delighted to go"I said happily...later in the evening Vincent got home and we told him to dress shnazy.So I dressed in a white corset dress.It was skin tight in the bust and gradually flowed out.I wore white flats with it and a snow flake bracelett.I let my hair down and did makeup that was light and went with my complexion.When I walked out Jerome smiled,as did Vincent"You look beautiful"the guys said at the same time"Aw thanks"I said giggling while Jerome and Vince starred at eachother with annoyance"Lets get goin then ey?"I said as I pushed Jerome's chair"I can do it"he said confused
"There's a difference between you being able to do it,and me wanting to do it"I said looking down at him"Can u stop saying do it?"Vince said looking at us"Well somebody has their mind in the gutter"I said as I threw Vince the keys.Then Jerome got into the drivers side with no trouble at all.I took back seat.Then we went to a quiet little club for food,music,drinks & eachothers company
"And Jerome love"I said genly"What?"he asked"Keep the drinking to an average.Dont get wasted"i said smiling"Oh.Yeah sure"he said as he only took a sip of his drink.I took a sip of red whine and my brother had a regular beer"There's something I wanted to tell you guys"Vince said looking at us(I know I kind of messed this up but this isnt really a popular movie...so just deal with it)"What's up?"I said"I'm going up.By the end of the week"He said sipping his beer again.My jaw dropped"How long will you be gone?"I asked.He sighed"1 year but-""A whole year?That's going to be forever and I just got you back in my life-""Jess it's only a year and I'm sure Jerome will keep you company...a creeped out as that makes me nontheless...this is what I've dreamed about"
He said happily.I sighed"Im just gonna miss you is all"I said sadly
"I know but this time it'll only be for a year.We dont have to wait another life time to see eachother"Vince said"What about the commission director?"Jerome asked confused.Vince made a face not sure how to tell us then just blurted it out"He's dead"Vince said taking a gulp of his beer this time"Are you serious?"Jerome asked smirking in disbelief"They found him in his office this morning beaten so badly they had to check his name tag"Vince said"Holy shit"I said in schock"Yeah...so there's nothing between us and ignition"He said as they set down our food.I had chicken parm w/spaghetti,Jerome had steak with a baked potato,butter,
sour creme and bacon bits in it,and Vince had a burger with french fries(idk)"Wait you said he was murdered?"Jerome asked"I didnt do it"Vince said"I didnt say you did but think about how the place will be crawling with cops"Jerome said"I'll take my chances with the J.Edger then the Commission Director.Becides what if they did find something?Im gonna be slightly out of their jurisdiction"Vince said.I sighed"Just be careful"I said"I will be but for now lets celebrate huh?Lets al get drunk"Vince said"Ahh I dont
...I dont get drunk"I said blushing with embarassment"Oh one time and you never have to do it again"Jerome said.I sighed"Ok. Once.And this is your last if you want to persue me Jerome"I said
"Deal"He said as he held up his glass.I held up mine and Vince held up his....(hour later)So I was feeling pretty good,laughing with Vince and Jerome when I felt a tap.I turned and saw a man
"Im sorry to bother you but-""Hey she's with us"Jerome said smirking"Oh it's not like that at all.I was just wondering...if you'd sing a song or two for us"he said smiling at me.I scoffed"Sorry I'm off duty.I'm enjoying my friends so carry on good fellow"I said hiccuping.Vince was only slightly buzzed.He was the driver
"I'll make your meals and drinks,how ever many you want,free for the night..for just three songs"He said.I glared"Look,just one of my songs are worth $100.And if you dont believe me I'll call my agent right now.I'll do two songs two and only two.Got that?"
I said glaring"Yes ma'am"He said in a scarred way"Im also pretty drunk right now so I request a high stool and guitar"I said"Done"
He said.I looked at Jerome and Vince"Be right back boys"I said kissing Jerome's cheek and walking off.I sat in the chair and was handed the guitar then I was announced to everybody"Ok..so i'm going to try my best to sing without messing it up.I'm doing a little celebrating with afew friends...this was really unexpected so enjoy me...if I dont mess up that is..this one I call Teen Idle"I said giggling and began to strum the guitar...
" I wanna be a bottle blonde
I don’t know why but I feel conned
I wanna be an idle teen
I wish I hadn’t been so clean
I wanna stay inside all day
I want the world to go away
I want blood, guts and chocolate cake
I wanna be a real fake
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
I wanna be a virgin pure
A 21st century whore
I want back my virginity
So I can feel infinity
I wanna drink until I ache
I wanna make a big mistake
I want blood, guts and angel cake
I’m gonna puke it anyway
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
Come alive, I’ve come alive
I wish I wasn’t such a narcissist
I wish I didn’t really kiss
the mirror when I’m on my own
Oh God! I’m gonna die alone
Adolescence didn’t make sense
A little loss of innocence
The ugly years of being a fool
Ain’t youth meant to be beautiful?
Yeah I wish I’d been a, wish I’d been a teen, teen idle
Wish I’d been a prom queen fighting for the title
Instead of being sixteen and burning up a bible
Feeling super, super (super!) suicidal
The wasted years, the wasted youth
The pretty lies, the ugly truth
And the day has come where I have died
Only to find I’ve come alive
Only to find I’ve come alive
Only to find I’ve come alive
Come alive
Feeling super, super, super!
Feeling super, super, super!
Feeling super, super, super!
Come alive "
I finished and people cheered.I smile at Jerome and Vincent clapping for me"Ok this will be my last for the night and it's a little....R rated...and best of all,it hasnt been put on record yet so I hope you like this vulgarity"I said smirking.I noticed Jerome smirking at me as he smoked a cigarette.I smirk as I began to play the guitar
" Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)
Nothing is provocative anymore
Even for kids
No room for imagining
'Cause everyone's seen everything
Question what the TV tells you
Question what a pop star sells you
Question mom and question dad
Question good and question bad
If history could set you free
(from who you were supposed to be)
If sex in our society
(didn't tell a girl who she would be)
'Cause all my life I've
tried to fight
what history
has given me
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)
If women were religiously
Recognized sexually
We wouldn't have to feel the need to show our ass,
It's to feel free
Been there, done that
Got the t-shirt
Sold my soul
And yeah the truth hurts
Tired image of a star
Acting naughtier than we really are
If history could set you free (from who you were supposed to be)
If sex in our society (didn't tell a guy who he should be)
'Cause all my life I've tried to fight what history has given me
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)
All my life I've felt it deep inside of me
All this time was fighting for what I believe
All my life I've tried to hide what history has given me
If history could set you free (from who you were supposed to be)
If sex in our society (didn't tell a guy who he should be)
'Cause all my life I've tried to fight what history has given me
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
Yeah
Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex, Sex
(La la la)"
I finished and people actually aplauded me"Thanks!I wont be here all night!"I said smiling as the same guy helped me down the stairs"Thankyou so much.Well like I said,everything is free"He said smiling"Thanks.Have a good one"i said and he left"Well guys.Did you see that coming out my mouth?"I asked giggling
"No...but I know you're drunk"Vince said"Im NOT drunk.I'm just really buzzed.Im no light weight"I said and hiccuped again"Im surprised she got through the songs without burping or hiccuping"
Jerome said laughing.So after about 15 minutes of silence,all of us were just thinking,Vince spoke"You know they say when you feel weightless....it's closest to feeling like your in the womb"
Vince said.I gave him a look"What are you smoking?"I asked.
Vince and Jerome chuckled"I cant believe you pulled this off.
They're sending you up there...Up there,you of all people for christs sake"I hate to think of you two alone...together...for a year.Because I know you two have something going on here"
Vince said pointing from him to me back and forth"Then dont think about it"I said smiling sadly"And anyways the room I'm stuck in is bigger then your tin cans"Jerome said laughing"You know what I'm saying.Becides....that...what are you two gonna do?"Vince asked.I looked at Jerome"I dont know yet.It's still to early to say"I said but smiled"But I think we'll be ok..for a year atleast"I said.Jerome smiled at me"I'll be ok with you around...
and when I want alone time with just me...I've got my books.I go places in my head"Jerome retorted but Vince laughed at him"I'd be happier if she kept you company"He said"I have visitors besides Jess"Jerome said"I wouldnt have it any other way...I met Jess that way didnt I?Infact if it wasnt for me you would be with
out your precious baby sister.Am I wrong?"Jerome said smirking
"He striked a point bro"I said smirking"Ok seriously,what are you guys gonna do?"Vince asked concerned. "Im gonna finish this"
Jerome said taking his whine and gulping it.I sighed sadly at Jerome...I looked at Vince and he was making the same sad face
...Jerome's drinking his problems away...I'll make sure he has no reason too when I'm through with him"What's Titan like this time of year?"Jerome asked wiping his mouth of the whine.Vince smirked"What's Titan like?Titan,is exactly like this"Vince said taking a big puff of his cigeratte and then blowing it all into his whine cup.The smoke stayed in there,to the point where every
thing became invisible,aside from the smoke"All the time..It's got a cloud around it so thick nobody can tell what's underneath"
Vince said"Maybe there's nothing there"Jerome said starring at it"There's something there"he said taking a gulp of his drink.By the time it reached his lips the smoke was gone"You should be going instead of me"Vince said"Why's that?"Jerome asked
"Because up there your legs wouldnt matter"Vince said back to him.I felt out of place in their conversation so I remained quiet
"Im scarred of heights"Jerome said....so after that we left.As Vince plugged his car in to be charged...Jerome was puking"Vince we have to snap him out of this...he's so much better then this..
he doesnt have to drink his problem away"I said quietly so Jerome wouldnt hear,despite him being 20 feet away"I know Jess
...I know but it's hard to just take the bottle away ya know?We have to do this with ease...and right now you'd have more of an impact then me"Vince said.I sighed"I know"I said then we heard him yell to us"Im sorry!Do you want this?I'll save some for you shall I?"Jerome said and laughed"You go on to bed...I'll....take care of him"I said"You sure?I think he's gonna need a shower too"he said.I sighed"It'll be ok.I can handle it"I said"Alright.Thank you..for everything"he said kissing my cheek and walking in.I looked at Jerome"You my friend need to control the drinking"I said as I wheeled him in"Im sorry.I didnt mean to over do it..I just-""Its fine...lets just get you a shower ok?"I asked smiling
"You're going to see me naked then?"He asked"Well unless you wanna do it ur self...Self concious all of a sudden?"I said smirking at him"N-no.Fine you want to see me I'll show you"He said as I took him to the bathroom.I started the shower"Ah already have a chair in there I see"I said smiling"Yeah I use it when I get tired of standing in the shower"he said.I rolled my eyes smiling.I began to undress him untill all that was left was his boxers.I blushed"Well...you said you could handle it....can you back up those words?"He asked.I sighed"Yes.Im a mature girl.It's nothing special"I said as I went to take them but stopped as he backed up abit.I saw his face"I-I didnt mean it like that Jerome.Im sorry"
I said taking his hand"No I get it.I'm...nothing special.I can take my clothes off go"He said"Jerome-""Go!"He yelled.I sighed nodding and left.I closed the door and let afew tears fall.I went right to bed sadly...(morning)When I woke up actually early the next day..Jerome looked REALLY depressed....and Vince was right by him.He put on a thingy on his chest where his heart was and Jerome began to wheel his wheels on a thing that didnt make him move but made his heart go up.He glanced at me and I instantly looked away.I went to the kitchen and grabbed a bottled water and went to the back porch.He was angry with me...
and it was my fault...Vince came out"Hey...so Jerome spoke to me
"vince said.I winced"Yeah.I am an idiot"I said sighing"You apologize?"Vince asked"Yeah.I swear I didnt mean it the way it came out.I dont blame him for being sensitive about things.And I should have been considerate of that"I said sighing"You'll be late for work Jerome"Vince and I looked seeing Jerome"Alright...see you later guys"Vince said and left.I looked at Jerome lost for words so I turned back around and simply starred at the ocean
"I'm not mad at you...I'm mad at myself"He said.I looked at him
"Dont say it's because I can do better.I dont want to do better ok?I just want to be with you"I said smiling at him.He smiled"Then lets let bigons be bigons"he said.I smiled,leaning over,pecking his lips.He was surprised but then smiled"What do you want to do today?My schedule is clear"He said smirking.I looked back at the ocean then back at him and smirked"I cant.The wheels...they dont do well in the sand"He said"I got you"I said smirking.He raised a brow to me but see...
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thats all for today folks<3