Suicide

She feels like she's a burden.
Like no one will ever listen to her problems.
She feels she bothers people by just being alive..

She feels homesick for a place that doesn't even exist.
She craves more novacane for the pain so she can't feel this shit.

She hates herself....
But she doesn't let anyone know...

She said that chrome never felt so good next to her dome...
But she's not quite ready to blow her brains out..

Nobody hears her screams,
nobody hears her cries,
she's been sad all day,
with those tears in her eyes..

She's always laughing and smiling,
but deep down it kills her.
She wants to suffer just a bit more before she leaves.

The world doesn't care about her, she said.
So why should I care about the world? She said.
"I bet they will all be happy if I was dead."

What made her hit the bottom so hard?
You wonder..
She doesn't even know, but she's slipping under.

She wants to die painlessly,
because she's been feeling pain all her life.
She'd be happy if she didn't feel pain for this moment.

She has her own demons that she's trying to fight.
But they're too strong. She can't fight them alone.
Unfortunately she is alone. So she has no choice but to fight
them alone..
She said if there's a God then he's calling her back home.

She cries herself to sleep every night,
no lights.
She feels as if the darkness has taken over her.
But she still isn't giving up.

She wants to suffer more.
She wants to suffer as much as she can before she goes.

All this anomosity built up inside.
She's a ticking time bomb,
waiting to blow up.

This girl is on fire,
but she doesn't even notice all the people that admire her.

But she can't seem to hold on any longer,
she keeps pushing herself,
but everyone has a breaking point.
Even the strongest people.

Including her..........A