Suicide

Worthless repeats in her head as she holds on to what's left of her.
This girl is losing her mind.
She says she's fine, but by looking in her eyes you can tell she's shattering
to millions of little pieces.
She said run your fingers through her soul.
And for once.
Just once,
feel what she feels.

She said depression is a side affect of dying.
And if she was a superhero, her archenemy would be herself...

She'd always have those moments when she
would cry for no reason.
She acts like it's her against the world,
but it's really her against herself.

She said the light seems so far away and she can't reach it.
She tries so hard, but she just can't do it.

She said she hurts herself so you can't.

Suicide's been on her mind.
She thinks it's the solution.
She said she has to find the courage first.
"A little longer." She said.
I'll have it, just give me some time.
But she's slowly giving up.

She said it's like she's on a depression train.
And it never stops.
Sinking in the depths of despair.

She's wearing this smile that she doesn't believe in,
and on the inside she's screaming.

They say when you die you go to a better place.
She said why can't you just let me go there?
She doesn't wanna be here anymore.
She wants to leave.

Suicide's been on her mind.
But she doesn't know when to do it.
Or when's the right time.