The Vampire War Story

My Past
October 6, 1985
I woke up the bright yellow walls reflected off of the sun creating a portal of piercing brightness. My eyes singed but soon got used it. I sat up a yawned and stretched my muscles. I walked to the bathroom and brushed my long black hair to the side it a swift look over my right eye. I covered my eyes with black eyeliner. I put on converse, jeans, and a black army coat I picked up the joint near my bed I inhaled deeply I exhaled the drugs in the air and I put the satchel over my shoulder put out the joint and walked downstairs my dad gazed at me in disappointment but I didn’t care. My mom tried to start a conversation she said
Mom: so going to school then where?
Me: I don’t know a rock band is playing in a local club I might go”
Mom: oh that sounds fun
Me: yeah
My dad put down the newspaper he was reading and asked
Dad: are you on drugs?
Me: so what if I am
Dad: where the fuck did you get it from one of your fags!?
Mom: HAROLD!
Me: no mom its ok I did and I fucked him to!
*Slap* I felt I burning sting on my face my mom gasped my eyes were closed I was stern I looked at my dad he was crying not sobbing but some tears. He just looked at me I smiled and left the house while I was leaving I heard my mom desperately called out to me but I left fast. I looked through the window and my dad screamed
Dad: he is a boy he should be one! And saying that he fucked a guy makes me feel sick!”
Mom: that’s not his fault! He is our son we should support him no matter what he does!
Dad: how can I support something gross and what will people think Vie!
Mom: I don’t care! I love our son and you should to!
Dad: I can’t love him like this! We need to change him
Mom: God damn it Harold! How dare you say that!
By this point I did not know I was crying it made me feel sad but I just bottled that sadness up fast I left before I could hear the rest and I walked down the sidewalk a little ways and I saw Tim he is one of my gay friends like me. Well at this time in my life I was figuring things out and who I was as a person I turned out to be bi sexual sorry I didn't tell you guys earlier I just forgot to tell you well anyways I saw Tim he was a feminine kind of guy but he had short brown hair rolled up jeans and a tucked in button up shirt and brown loafers he said
Tim: hey, I have something great to tell you………what’s wrong?
Me: nothing what makes you think there is something wrong?
Tim: because your eyeliner is smudged.
He licked his thumb and gently rubbed my eye and my cheek I saw my dad still looking out the window and his face got red with anger and that satisfied me greatly I closed my eyes gently and smiling slightly Tim gazed me intensely I looked at him he leaned in and I pushed him away and I said
Me: what the hell are you doing?”
Tim: im sorry I just thought that you were gay
Me: oh im sorry Im still trying to figure things out for myself right now im just confused right now. And I don’t want to ruin something great right now you are all I have, I need you.
Tim: Well im here is everything ok?
Me: no my dad is assuming im gay and wants to get me fixed even though I told him I fucked someone for drugs
Tim: well did you?
Me: no, the guy said he wanted me to steal but I didn't
Tim: then why did you tell him u did
Me: because I hate how he judges me constantly I had to make him think this.
Tim: but do you like guys?
Me: I don’t know. I like girls but guys….make me…I don’t know its like I want them I want to hug and cuddle with them not sexually but just be with them.
Tim: then your bi sexual my friend.
Me: I am?
Tim: yeah.it just means you like both
Me: oh ok, let’s go to school……………………
My memory shot back to the present in that moment and I gazed across the room and Lonnie was staring at me I could tell he saw the argument that just happened between me and Andy he stood up and walked toward Andy and I expanded my hearing and I heard their conversation and they said
Lonnie: what the hell happened over their?
Andy: I don’t know when the general was telling us stuff soren growled
Lonnie: growled like how?
Andy: like a mean monstrous growl like he was going to eat someone.
Andy walked away and Lonnie stared at me in wonder but had a devious inside like he was going to find out about me. i was quickly getting nervous and I had to make sure I was more careful.in the future I walked toward him and he said
Lonnie: Hey.
Me: Hi, what’s up?
Lonnie: Nothing really, so Andy told me something.
Me: I really would not pay attention to him right now he is confused.
Lonnie: Really because he did not sound like he was making that shit up.
Me: look nothing happened ok?
He moved close to me and his vein was 1 inch from me I inhaled and distress and he saw this in my face he said
Lonnie: will see about that.
He walked away and I exhaled deeply my fangs eased back in my gums slowly and painfully this has never happened to me before I was getting nervous I do not know how much more I can take of this…..