Confession

-Dans pov-

I slowly and silently slept from Phils room attempting to make it look as though I had just left the bathroom, Lucy was sitting on the sofa with Sky balanced in one arm and phils laptop on her leg

"Dan!"

She called over making my jump, had she seen me leaving? had she caught on?, I cleared my throat nervously,

"Yeah?"

"Come look at this"

I walked over nerves shaking my insides, I slowly sat on the sofa next to her and glanced over at the screen to see she was looking at expensive flats online, my heart came in to my throat and my stomach churned violently, she was going to try and take my Phil away from me, she was going to take Skye!

"Well?"

"Oh erm yeah it's nice, excuse me"

I stood up fear and sadness nearly taking my legs from under me as I took small shaky steps back towards their bedroom, I pushed my hair back of my now clammy face and knocked quietly and stepped in to the room, closing the door firmly behind me,

"Phil? did you know lucy is planning to move away? I assume with you and Skye"

He looked visibly uncomfortable and chewed his lip avoiding eye contact with me, I crossed my arms and glared at him, his silence confirmed everything

"And when was you going to tell me?" I cried out, he looked up at me with puppy dogs eyes silently pleading forgiveness "Fuck you Phil you lead me on knowing this whole time you wanted to go and play happy families with her! you think moving away will make her change? I can see single daddy written all over you she treats you like a cunt and you let her do it!"

"Dan let me explain"

HE stood up moving towards me he gently placed a hand on my arm I glared at him and spat

"Don't fucking touch me! I don't want to hear your excuses!"

I began to walk away the rage burning inside making me totally uninterested in anything he would have to say

"Dan please!"

"NO!"

I span around quickly my fist making a sharp connection with his chiseled jaw, he reeled back and landed with an awkward thump, he looked up at me terror and devastation written across his face, a pang of guilt ripped through my body as I looked down at him clutching his now slightly swollen cheek.

I turned and left quickly grabbing my coat and shoes hearing lucys voice behind me

"Dan? are you alright?"

"I'm fine"

I wrenched the front door open and stormed down through the building only once I was in the lift did I allow my self to fall apart, with my heart racing and tears streaming from my sore eyes I punched the wall leaving my hand throbbing with pain, too distraught to care, I left the building heading towards starbucks. My feet hammered against the pavement gaining the odd filthy look from passers by.

I pushed the heavy glass door open, the warm smell of cinnamon caressed my lungs allowing for a slight calming sensation to my whole body, I ordered my drink and sat at mine and phil's usual table I sat scrolling through my phone for what felt like hours until a familiar voice, broke me from my internet induce trance,

"Is any one sitting here?"

with out looking up i nonchalantly replied

"Usually but today he's decided to be a prick so no feel free to park what ever you've got there I don't care"

"Hey! I was not being a prick you just didn't give me a chance to explain because you where being a diva!"

I looked up to see Phils face looking down at me with a soft expression, my heart exploded in to butterflies, after loving him for this long I found it impossible to stay angry at him, I sighed,

"Sit down" He did obediently and stretched his arm out across the table, he took my hand in his I smiled at him slightly "Sorry about your face, is it still hurting?"

"Nah it's fine should have expected it really you are prone to a dramatic outburst" I kicked him under the table and giggled feebly "Dan come home please I'm not leaving I'll always be here with you, you should know that"

"fine!"

I sighed loudly and allowed Phil to lead me away from the table and back towards the apartment.