What's Up, Lonely?

He shouldn't feel this way; he should be happy. He had everything a person could ask for -amazing friends, a family who loved him, fans who adored him, and a successful career. So why does it feel like something is missing? It was like this since the very beginning, but as of late the absence of that something has become almost unbearable. No, he wasn't happy at all and it was obvious to everyone else. He was frustrated that he was making them worry, frustrated that he just didn't know what it was that he really wanted. Or did he? Deep in his heart he knew exactly what it was, he was just too afraid to pursue it and that angered him even more. It was love that he was missing. Yes he had people who loved him and he loved them in return, but this just wasn't the kind of love that they could give him. No, Shinya needed a woman in his life. He was terrified at the thought of falling in love, but perhaps it would be just enough to be in her presence-to be her friend.