The Letter 'F'

I met him on the Internet about the same time you did. I, however, [f]ell in love. You kept laughing.
Happens all the time.

This isn't the usual cliche.
This went [f]urther, [f]arther and so many other words containing "F."
So damn many...

We can blame it on Harry Potter, we can blame it on Balthazar, we can even blame it on black-and-red keytars.
Doesn't matter.
The point is that it happend to me.
Not you, not your sister or your cousin or your best [f]reind.

Me.

I am a girl, [f]loatng in in zeroes and ones, slower than color, but [f]aster than black and white.

And that's the only reason I can ask you to stick around and listen to my madness, my [f]antasy.

I am a [f]angirl, just like you.
We're just not the same kind o[f] [f]an.