Letters for Muscles

March 25

My Dearest Muscles,

I ended up taking a quarter of a pill at 2:30am, after tossing and turning for 2 hours. I needed to get some sleep, and I was desperate. They worked pretty well. I got a little extra sleep, and I needed it sorely.

There’s just too much shit anymore.

I’m off to bed I think. Again. I know it’s the middle of the day, but I don’t want to do anything else.

I reiterate: it’s not fair. It’s not bloody fair.

You were a rare breed—a great man. I’m discovering just how very rare men like you are, Dean.

I miss you.

Love you,
Blondie