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Isn't She Lovely?
ThirtySix
“So you sound good,” Harry pushed his phone towards me raising an eyebrow.
“Thanks,” I smiled looking down to see Zayn’s tweet.
This is how it’s done @blairr owns it everytime she gets on a stage even if she’s just messing around.
“There are some interesting theories out there,” he sipped on his tea and I raised an eyebrow, “anything to say about them?”
“You should know better than to believe what you read online,” I pursed my lips stealing his tea and taking a sip.
“Blair, come on. I saw her perform that song online.” He ran a hand through his hair, “is this some sort of way at getting back at her?”
“Harry,” I warned and he sighed.
“Blair.” He raised an eyebrow at me.
“If I was going to get back at her Haz I’d sing her own song,” I stood up, “and I’d sing it better than she ever fucking could.”
I turned on my heel and walked away from him, I heard him curse behind me before I felt his hands on my waist.
“I’m sorry.” He pressed a kiss to my shoulder as I stopped walking, “I just hate the idea that you might be getting involved in trying to one up her. You’re pregnant, I don’t want you to have that stress and I just want to look after you.”
“I know,” I turned around and pressd my lips to his, “I love you.”
“I love you too,” he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear, “this video is amazing as well.”
“Thanks,” I blushed and he grinned.
“You’re meant to perform, you know that right?” He stroked across my cheek with his thumb and I rolled my eyes.
“I’m meant to be with you, Darcy and baby Styles.” I told him and he sighed, “this is where I’m my happiest H.”
“It’s where I’m my happiest as well.” He pressed a soft kiss to my lips and I moved a hand up to pull down on his neck holding his lips against mine.
I pulled away and blushed when I saw Louis standing next to us with a screwed up face. Harry clapped him on the back in that manly way which I never understand before walking off after Darcy called his name from where she was sat on Georgie’s lap.
“You alright boo?” I asked and he hummed, “what?”
“I’m fine Blair, how are you?” He asked and I looked at him curiously.
“I’m good,” I nodded, “what’s with the weird face Lou?”
“So this video.” He raised an eyebrow and I rolled my eyes in response, “they are all saying it’s to get back at that song Taylor sung.”
“Are they?” I hummed, “that’s great for them.”
“Is it?” He asked and I chuckled.
“You know Harry just asked me the same thing.” I told him and he nodded.
“Are you going to lie to me like you lied to him?” He asked and I laughed softly.
“What makes you so sure I lied to him?” I asked and he laughed.
“Come on, let’s walk.” He linked his arm through mine.
“What’s all this about?” I asked and he didn’t say anything.
We walked down the corridor till we walked into the stadium they were playing. He moved to thread his fingers through mine and tugged me up the stairs. I followed him as we climbed up the first level, negotiated our way onto the second before finally reaching the top of the third. He ran his hand along the back of the chairs until he stopped and sat down resting his feet on top of the back of the chair in front of us.
“Sit.” He commanded flipping the seat next to him down.
I sat down like he had pulling my phone out my pocket and placing it on the floor safely out the way. He pulled his phone out and spun it around his hands for a moment watching me before he pulled up twitter and clicked on the video Zayn had uploaded.
“Let’s watch this shall we?” He asked and I bit my lip, “so here you are on the stage.”
I hummed as I appeared on the screen, the music started and I bit my lip.
“I’m in the business of misery, let’s take it from the top.” I sang and I bit my lip watching myself singing into the camera Zayn was holding.
“So this seems to be a song in response to how you stole Harry from Taylor.” Louis mused, “see this bit here.”
“Whoa, I never meant to brag.
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.” I sung moving around Niall who was grinning and playing the guitar.
“The flashing of your left hand when you said about having him might imply you are referring to Harold.” Louis pursed his lips, “now lets continue.”
“Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.” Louis paused the video.
“Now I feel like an idiot to have to point this out but this really does feel like you are referring to the rather strained relationship you share with Taylor,” he raised an eyebrow at me, “would you like to try your lie again now or shall we continue?”
I narrowed my eyes and him as I tried to decide how I was going to avoid admitting that the video was in fact directed at Taylor. I started trying to concentrate my mind on plausible excuses but I didn’t seem to be able form one. Why hadn’t Zayn, Georgie and I thought this through better? We should have known I’d get questioned like this!
“Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!” I point at my chest looking straight into the camera and Louis raised an eyebrow at me as I started singing into the camera.
“Now this is one of my favourite bits,” Louis hummed, “it’s also the bit I feel you’re going to have trouble denying.”
“I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you” I pointed at the camera, “Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...”
I didn’t say anything as I continuted to watch the video, I was singing and dancing around Niall who was happily playing the song and I looked comfortable. I looked like I belonged on that stage and it was the first time I’d ever seen myself look like that. It all felt a bit bittersweet though as I felt Louis’ gaze on the side of my face.
“Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.” I winked at the camera before the video ended and Louis turned to me.
“So maybe it was aimed at her a little.” I finally admitted and Louis sighed running a hand through his hair.
“Harry is going to figure this out.” Louis shook his head, “why is this even happening? I thought you two were being civil!”
“Ha, yea. Funny story.” I gave him a weak smile, “we’re not.”
“So it’s all an act?” He asked and I nodded, “fucking hell B. Harry is going to kill you for this.”
“What! Why?” I furrowed my eyebrows together in confusion.
“You’re lying right to his face, why wouldn’t he be angry?” Louis sighed before groaning, “God B. This is ridiculous. Have you even read the articles about this?”
“I’ve avoided it all. It’s nothing to do with anyone else, this is to do with Taylor and I. Nobody else needs be involved.” I crossed my arms and Louis glared.
“This was the stupidest form of revenge you have ever taken.” He shook his head, “I would have thought you’d have at least been more stealth about it.”
“Are you angry at me?” I asked and Louis pursed his lips.
“I wish you’d told me what was going on.” He sighed, “will you tell me now?”
“She’s just been stepping over the line, saying things about H and stuff. You know, what we expected.” I shrugged looking at my feet, “we knew this would happen Lou.”
“I know, but I thought you’d tell me if it did.” He bumped his shoulder against mine, “I’d have helped out B.”
“You’d have told me to tell Harry.” I looked over at him, “wouldn’t you?”
“No.” He shook his head, “we’re best friends Blair, I’d have told you that you probably should tell him but I’d also support your decision not to tell him.”
“Oh.” I pursed my lips looking at my nails.
“You should put more faith in us B,” he pressed a kiss to the side of my head, “I’m here to help you always, like you always help me.”
“Thanks Boo.” I smiled and he grinned back.
“So what’s your revenge plan?” He asked rubbing his hands together and I laughed.
“I don’t have one,” I admitted, “to be honest, I’m just kind of waiting to see what she does first and in the mean time make her aware that Harry is off limits.”
“He’s oblivious.” Louis shook his head with a chuckle, “he’s always been too nice.”
“I love him for it though.” I sighed.
“We all do but man…” Louis chuckled, “he’s still going to fucking rage when he finds out about all of this.”
My stomach churned at the thought of the argument that was bound to happen once he found out about what has really been going on between Taylor and I. I bit my lip and Louis laughed softly before standing up and pulling me into a hug.
“We’ll figure out how to make him not hit the roof.” He patted my back, “in the meantime though, let’s find Taylor and see if she says anything about this video.”
I laughed softly as I saw the glint of mischief in Louis eyes. Maybe this would serve as a distraction from that broken heart of his. I followed him down the stairs as he started listing all the wicked things he could come up with that we could do to Taylor. I smiled, nodding along as he spoke but I wasn’t really paying attention to his words, more to his attitude. I had only seen genuinely light up like this with Darcy since everything had happened with Eleanor, even on stage I felt like someone had turned down the dimmer switch in his eyes and no matter how many hours Harry and I spent talking about it I couldn’t think of a way to make him feel better. I guess I should have known involving him in something as mischievous as secret revenge over a girl he hated so much would have done the job.
“Blair!” Georgie ran over to me thrusting Darcy at me, “have a child, I’m taking your boyband member.”
She grabbed Louis and yanked him down the hall, I watched her baffled and confused which was only furthered as Louis burst out laughing loudly and ran after Georgie.
“Just you and me munchkin.” I tapped her nose and she giggled.
“Mummy muah!” She pressed her lips to mine and I smiled.
“Darcy muah.” I grinned before kissing her, “okay baby let’s go outside.”
I put her down and she took my hand pulling me along as she ran towards the door. We made it outside and I sat down watching as she chased a ball Louis had left abandoned on the side around the car park in front of me.
“Don’t run too far away baby.” I told her and she nodded.
It was sunny out and I repositioned my top to show off my stomach and leant back on my palms enjoying the feeling of warmth on my skin.
“You should be careful, someone might come along and wreck your peace and quiet.” Niall sat next to me and I grinned.
“You alright?” I asked and he nodded.
“Kind of ready to head home though.” He shrugged watching Darcy run around in front of us.
“Already? We haven’t been out that long,” I raised an eyebrow, “and you love being on the road.”
“I know,” He sighed, “but I love being with Jen more. Not seeing her every morning sucks man.”
“I know bub.” I rubbed his arm softly, “it never gets easier, I know.”
“That wasn’t much comfort.” He rolled his eyes, “thanks.”
I laughed softly before moving to rest my head on his shoulder, we both watched Darcy and tensed as she fell over before getting up dusting herself off and looking over at us. I gave her a little thumbs up and she beamed back before running after her ball.
“Sorry.” I pressed a kiss to his shoulder, “she’s worth it though.”
“I know.” He pursed his lips and looked at me for a moment before turning back to Darcy.
“What?” I raised an eyebrow and he hummed, “what was that?”
“Can you believe that we’re still here?” He asked.
“On this earth?” I asked and he laughed softly.
“Well that, and this.” He gestured to us, “that we’re still sat here talking like this.”
“I think I’m a bit less messy that all the other times we’ve had our chats.” I watched as he smirked raising his eyebrows briefly, “what?”
“You’re just as messy Blair,” he squeezed my knee affectionately, “but you know I love you best like that.”
“I resent that.” I huffed and he chuckled.
“You have a lot going on B that’s all I’m saying.” He shrugged, “you’re a very busy woman. You have a baby girl and a husband to look after that for a lot of the time seem to act the same age.”
“I don’t know if to hit you for implying that Harry acts like a three year old or be proud you think Darcy acts Harry’s age.” I grinned and he laughed.
“So you have them, you have a best friend who had suffered one of the worst heartbreaks I think a person could ever suffer and another friend who is so relationship scared he hasn’t as much as considered a girl since before you and Harry were even dating again.” Niall grinned as Darcy bounced the ball like a basketball before continuing, “you’re on a tour with a woman who, if we’re going to be brutally honest, just wants to see how many different ways she can piss you off before you hit her. I’ve seen you typing away on that laptop of yours in the early hours as you help out countless bands that Simon keeps setting you up with. All this before we talk about the fact your still trying to build relationships with your new brother and sister, you have a mother who desperately wants to know you and all of this is happening whilst you are travelling around America in a tour bus being hounded by press and fans.”
“Don’t forget a Dad who is currently avoiding me.” I added and he chuckled.
“That too.” He studied me for a moment, “you’re also still being an amazing friend to everyone. I know you speak to Nick and Jenny nearly every day at least by text, that Ed has rung you every single morning since you got here and that you’re in contact with Harry’s mum and Louis’. Making sure they know you’re still looking after their baby’s.”
“When you put it all like that it seems like a lot.” I pursed my lips, “but it’s just life Niall. Everyone has stuff going on.”
“You have a lot Blair, you’re allowed to stress out about it sometimes.” He shrugged, “let us help you out as well. We’re not nearly as busy as we let people believe we are.”
With that he pressed a kiss to my forehead and winked before running up to Darcy and spinning her around before holding her above his feet as he kicked the ball. I could hear him commentating his movements and her cackling with laughter. My phone vibrated next to me and I picked it up to see it was my brother Liam.
How’s America? I bet it’s a lot more fun that England.
It’s warm :) Are you finished uni yet?
Today, just handed in my last assignment. I’m out tonight to celebrate and then back down to London to spend some time looking for internships. How are you?
I’m alright, it’s crazy here. Why don’t you come out? I’m sure I could find a bus for you to squeeze on?
Seriously?
Let me speak to the big man in charge and get back to you!
Are you referring to Harry? Haha
Harry wishes he could make decisions like this. I’m talking about Paul.
Well let me know! That would be so exciting!
I smiled pocketing my phone before standing up and walking past Darcy and Niall, I grabbed her from him tickling her sides.
“I need to steal my munchkin.” I told Niall, “we need lunch.”
“Food? You should have said.” Niall grinned grabbing Darcy from me again and running towards the catering area.
Laughing at him I broke out in a run after the pair, as I turned the corner I ran into Harry who caught me as he laughed.
“Alright there speedy?” He asked and I grinned pulling him into a kiss.
“I love you.” I breathed out as I pulled away, “I really fucking love you.”
“Wow.” He blinked, “I’ll catch you more often.”
“Shut up.” I rolled my eyes and he laced our fingers together.
“Heading to lunch?” He asked and I nodded.
“Niall stole our munchkin.” I told him and he laughed.
“Pesky one that Niall.” Harry grinned and pressed his lips to my forehead, “I love how the boys are with her.”
“So do I.” I nodded, “how do you think they’ll feel when they find out?”
I pulled our laced hands over my stomach briefly and he grinned before pulling me against him to kiss me again.
“I think they’ll be over the moon.” He mumbled into my lips, “they might be nearly as excited as us.”
“Not possible.” I shook my head smiling against his lips, “I’m so excited I’m worried I might burst.”
“You’re not allowed to burst,” he told me shaking his head as he moved away to lead us towards the food, “you have a baby in there.”
“I do.” I nodded, “a bun in the oven.”
“Up the duff you are.” He grinned.
“I’m eating for two.” I laughed.
“You’re carrying my child.” He pulled me closer and I smiled up at him as he changed from our playful mood to one a lot more serious.
He brought his hand up to my face stroking my cheek with his thumb before rubbing it against my bottom lip.
“My beautiful, beautiful wife,” he whispered more to himself than to me, “I must have done something pretty fucking spectacular in a past life to be allowed to have you.”
“So must I.” I nodded before closing the gap and kissing him softly, “I must have been some kind of saint.”
“You two are sickening!” Louis snorted as he walked past us as we stood in the entrance to the catering room.
“I love you!” I called out taking my hand from Harry’s and jumping on Louis’ back, “hey you.”
“Hey you.” He grunted, “you’re piling on the pounds Monroe.”
“Styles.” Harry hit Louis on the back of the head, “Styles.”
“She’ll always be Monroe, you know that.” Louis grinned putting me down, “now what are we eating today?”
Louis threw his arm around my shoulder as the three of us stared at the menu. I turned to each side and smiled at the two men I either side of me. The two most important and loving men in my life, I pressed a kiss to Louis’ cheek before doing the same to Harry.
“What was that for?” Louis asked.
“Yea.” Harry placed his hands on my hips from behind as I moved forward to order food and he stood in line behind me.
“Just cause I love you both.” I shrugged.
“I love you too.” The both chorused before laughing together at their unison.
“Can you believe we were that in time?” Louis grinned as we walked to the table after getting our lunch.
“Completely in sync.” Harry grinned.
“God yea, it’s almost like you’ve been in a band together for like, ever or something?” I rolled my eyes sarcastically.
“Mean.” Harry pouted.
“Someone is on their period.” Louis glared and I laughed as Harry bumped his hip against mine.
“Yea.” I nodded before sitting next to Niall, “hey child snatcher.”
“I prefer babysitter, it makes me sound a lot less like a criminal.” He grinned, “she’s alright though, look!”
Darcy was munching on cut up pieces of apple as she watched a tv show on Niall’s phone.
“Happy as Larry that one.” Niall grinned before turning to Louis and Harry who were grinning at each other, “get it, Larry.”
“That was lame, even by your standards.” I snorted and he shrugged.
“Made ya laugh though.” He shrugged as I laughed.
“Thanks,” I smiled looking down to see Zayn’s tweet.
This is how it’s done @blairr owns it everytime she gets on a stage even if she’s just messing around.
“There are some interesting theories out there,” he sipped on his tea and I raised an eyebrow, “anything to say about them?”
“You should know better than to believe what you read online,” I pursed my lips stealing his tea and taking a sip.
“Blair, come on. I saw her perform that song online.” He ran a hand through his hair, “is this some sort of way at getting back at her?”
“Harry,” I warned and he sighed.
“Blair.” He raised an eyebrow at me.
“If I was going to get back at her Haz I’d sing her own song,” I stood up, “and I’d sing it better than she ever fucking could.”
I turned on my heel and walked away from him, I heard him curse behind me before I felt his hands on my waist.
“I’m sorry.” He pressed a kiss to my shoulder as I stopped walking, “I just hate the idea that you might be getting involved in trying to one up her. You’re pregnant, I don’t want you to have that stress and I just want to look after you.”
“I know,” I turned around and pressd my lips to his, “I love you.”
“I love you too,” he tucked a piece of hair behind my ear, “this video is amazing as well.”
“Thanks,” I blushed and he grinned.
“You’re meant to perform, you know that right?” He stroked across my cheek with his thumb and I rolled my eyes.
“I’m meant to be with you, Darcy and baby Styles.” I told him and he sighed, “this is where I’m my happiest H.”
“It’s where I’m my happiest as well.” He pressed a soft kiss to my lips and I moved a hand up to pull down on his neck holding his lips against mine.
I pulled away and blushed when I saw Louis standing next to us with a screwed up face. Harry clapped him on the back in that manly way which I never understand before walking off after Darcy called his name from where she was sat on Georgie’s lap.
“You alright boo?” I asked and he hummed, “what?”
“I’m fine Blair, how are you?” He asked and I looked at him curiously.
“I’m good,” I nodded, “what’s with the weird face Lou?”
“So this video.” He raised an eyebrow and I rolled my eyes in response, “they are all saying it’s to get back at that song Taylor sung.”
“Are they?” I hummed, “that’s great for them.”
“Is it?” He asked and I chuckled.
“You know Harry just asked me the same thing.” I told him and he nodded.
“Are you going to lie to me like you lied to him?” He asked and I laughed softly.
“What makes you so sure I lied to him?” I asked and he laughed.
“Come on, let’s walk.” He linked his arm through mine.
“What’s all this about?” I asked and he didn’t say anything.
We walked down the corridor till we walked into the stadium they were playing. He moved to thread his fingers through mine and tugged me up the stairs. I followed him as we climbed up the first level, negotiated our way onto the second before finally reaching the top of the third. He ran his hand along the back of the chairs until he stopped and sat down resting his feet on top of the back of the chair in front of us.
“Sit.” He commanded flipping the seat next to him down.
I sat down like he had pulling my phone out my pocket and placing it on the floor safely out the way. He pulled his phone out and spun it around his hands for a moment watching me before he pulled up twitter and clicked on the video Zayn had uploaded.
“Let’s watch this shall we?” He asked and I bit my lip, “so here you are on the stage.”
I hummed as I appeared on the screen, the music started and I bit my lip.
“I’m in the business of misery, let’s take it from the top.” I sang and I bit my lip watching myself singing into the camera Zayn was holding.
“So this seems to be a song in response to how you stole Harry from Taylor.” Louis mused, “see this bit here.”
“Whoa, I never meant to brag.
But I got him where I want him now.
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.” I sung moving around Niall who was grinning and playing the guitar.
“The flashing of your left hand when you said about having him might imply you are referring to Harold.” Louis pursed his lips, “now lets continue.”
“Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change.
Once a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change.
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged.
I'm sorry honey, but I passed it up, now look this way.” Louis paused the video.
“Now I feel like an idiot to have to point this out but this really does feel like you are referring to the rather strained relationship you share with Taylor,” he raised an eyebrow at me, “would you like to try your lie again now or shall we continue?”
I narrowed my eyes and him as I tried to decide how I was going to avoid admitting that the video was in fact directed at Taylor. I started trying to concentrate my mind on plausible excuses but I didn’t seem to be able form one. Why hadn’t Zayn, Georgie and I thought this through better? We should have known I’d get questioned like this!
“Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you.
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who,
They want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right.
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!” I point at my chest looking straight into the camera and Louis raised an eyebrow at me as I started singing into the camera.
“Now this is one of my favourite bits,” Louis hummed, “it’s also the bit I feel you’re going to have trouble denying.”
“I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you” I pointed at the camera, “Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving...”
I didn’t say anything as I continuted to watch the video, I was singing and dancing around Niall who was happily playing the song and I looked comfortable. I looked like I belonged on that stage and it was the first time I’d ever seen myself look like that. It all felt a bit bittersweet though as I felt Louis’ gaze on the side of my face.
“Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now.
But God does it feel so good,
'Cause I got him where I want him now.
And if you could then you know you would.
'Cause God it just feels so...
It just feels so good.” I winked at the camera before the video ended and Louis turned to me.
“So maybe it was aimed at her a little.” I finally admitted and Louis sighed running a hand through his hair.
“Harry is going to figure this out.” Louis shook his head, “why is this even happening? I thought you two were being civil!”
“Ha, yea. Funny story.” I gave him a weak smile, “we’re not.”
“So it’s all an act?” He asked and I nodded, “fucking hell B. Harry is going to kill you for this.”
“What! Why?” I furrowed my eyebrows together in confusion.
“You’re lying right to his face, why wouldn’t he be angry?” Louis sighed before groaning, “God B. This is ridiculous. Have you even read the articles about this?”
“I’ve avoided it all. It’s nothing to do with anyone else, this is to do with Taylor and I. Nobody else needs be involved.” I crossed my arms and Louis glared.
“This was the stupidest form of revenge you have ever taken.” He shook his head, “I would have thought you’d have at least been more stealth about it.”
“Are you angry at me?” I asked and Louis pursed his lips.
“I wish you’d told me what was going on.” He sighed, “will you tell me now?”
“She’s just been stepping over the line, saying things about H and stuff. You know, what we expected.” I shrugged looking at my feet, “we knew this would happen Lou.”
“I know, but I thought you’d tell me if it did.” He bumped his shoulder against mine, “I’d have helped out B.”
“You’d have told me to tell Harry.” I looked over at him, “wouldn’t you?”
“No.” He shook his head, “we’re best friends Blair, I’d have told you that you probably should tell him but I’d also support your decision not to tell him.”
“Oh.” I pursed my lips looking at my nails.
“You should put more faith in us B,” he pressed a kiss to the side of my head, “I’m here to help you always, like you always help me.”
“Thanks Boo.” I smiled and he grinned back.
“So what’s your revenge plan?” He asked rubbing his hands together and I laughed.
“I don’t have one,” I admitted, “to be honest, I’m just kind of waiting to see what she does first and in the mean time make her aware that Harry is off limits.”
“He’s oblivious.” Louis shook his head with a chuckle, “he’s always been too nice.”
“I love him for it though.” I sighed.
“We all do but man…” Louis chuckled, “he’s still going to fucking rage when he finds out about all of this.”
My stomach churned at the thought of the argument that was bound to happen once he found out about what has really been going on between Taylor and I. I bit my lip and Louis laughed softly before standing up and pulling me into a hug.
“We’ll figure out how to make him not hit the roof.” He patted my back, “in the meantime though, let’s find Taylor and see if she says anything about this video.”
I laughed softly as I saw the glint of mischief in Louis eyes. Maybe this would serve as a distraction from that broken heart of his. I followed him down the stairs as he started listing all the wicked things he could come up with that we could do to Taylor. I smiled, nodding along as he spoke but I wasn’t really paying attention to his words, more to his attitude. I had only seen genuinely light up like this with Darcy since everything had happened with Eleanor, even on stage I felt like someone had turned down the dimmer switch in his eyes and no matter how many hours Harry and I spent talking about it I couldn’t think of a way to make him feel better. I guess I should have known involving him in something as mischievous as secret revenge over a girl he hated so much would have done the job.
“Blair!” Georgie ran over to me thrusting Darcy at me, “have a child, I’m taking your boyband member.”
She grabbed Louis and yanked him down the hall, I watched her baffled and confused which was only furthered as Louis burst out laughing loudly and ran after Georgie.
“Just you and me munchkin.” I tapped her nose and she giggled.
“Mummy muah!” She pressed her lips to mine and I smiled.
“Darcy muah.” I grinned before kissing her, “okay baby let’s go outside.”
I put her down and she took my hand pulling me along as she ran towards the door. We made it outside and I sat down watching as she chased a ball Louis had left abandoned on the side around the car park in front of me.
“Don’t run too far away baby.” I told her and she nodded.
It was sunny out and I repositioned my top to show off my stomach and leant back on my palms enjoying the feeling of warmth on my skin.
“You should be careful, someone might come along and wreck your peace and quiet.” Niall sat next to me and I grinned.
“You alright?” I asked and he nodded.
“Kind of ready to head home though.” He shrugged watching Darcy run around in front of us.
“Already? We haven’t been out that long,” I raised an eyebrow, “and you love being on the road.”
“I know,” He sighed, “but I love being with Jen more. Not seeing her every morning sucks man.”
“I know bub.” I rubbed his arm softly, “it never gets easier, I know.”
“That wasn’t much comfort.” He rolled his eyes, “thanks.”
I laughed softly before moving to rest my head on his shoulder, we both watched Darcy and tensed as she fell over before getting up dusting herself off and looking over at us. I gave her a little thumbs up and she beamed back before running after her ball.
“Sorry.” I pressed a kiss to his shoulder, “she’s worth it though.”
“I know.” He pursed his lips and looked at me for a moment before turning back to Darcy.
“What?” I raised an eyebrow and he hummed, “what was that?”
“Can you believe that we’re still here?” He asked.
“On this earth?” I asked and he laughed softly.
“Well that, and this.” He gestured to us, “that we’re still sat here talking like this.”
“I think I’m a bit less messy that all the other times we’ve had our chats.” I watched as he smirked raising his eyebrows briefly, “what?”
“You’re just as messy Blair,” he squeezed my knee affectionately, “but you know I love you best like that.”
“I resent that.” I huffed and he chuckled.
“You have a lot going on B that’s all I’m saying.” He shrugged, “you’re a very busy woman. You have a baby girl and a husband to look after that for a lot of the time seem to act the same age.”
“I don’t know if to hit you for implying that Harry acts like a three year old or be proud you think Darcy acts Harry’s age.” I grinned and he laughed.
“So you have them, you have a best friend who had suffered one of the worst heartbreaks I think a person could ever suffer and another friend who is so relationship scared he hasn’t as much as considered a girl since before you and Harry were even dating again.” Niall grinned as Darcy bounced the ball like a basketball before continuing, “you’re on a tour with a woman who, if we’re going to be brutally honest, just wants to see how many different ways she can piss you off before you hit her. I’ve seen you typing away on that laptop of yours in the early hours as you help out countless bands that Simon keeps setting you up with. All this before we talk about the fact your still trying to build relationships with your new brother and sister, you have a mother who desperately wants to know you and all of this is happening whilst you are travelling around America in a tour bus being hounded by press and fans.”
“Don’t forget a Dad who is currently avoiding me.” I added and he chuckled.
“That too.” He studied me for a moment, “you’re also still being an amazing friend to everyone. I know you speak to Nick and Jenny nearly every day at least by text, that Ed has rung you every single morning since you got here and that you’re in contact with Harry’s mum and Louis’. Making sure they know you’re still looking after their baby’s.”
“When you put it all like that it seems like a lot.” I pursed my lips, “but it’s just life Niall. Everyone has stuff going on.”
“You have a lot Blair, you’re allowed to stress out about it sometimes.” He shrugged, “let us help you out as well. We’re not nearly as busy as we let people believe we are.”
With that he pressed a kiss to my forehead and winked before running up to Darcy and spinning her around before holding her above his feet as he kicked the ball. I could hear him commentating his movements and her cackling with laughter. My phone vibrated next to me and I picked it up to see it was my brother Liam.
How’s America? I bet it’s a lot more fun that England.
It’s warm :) Are you finished uni yet?
Today, just handed in my last assignment. I’m out tonight to celebrate and then back down to London to spend some time looking for internships. How are you?
I’m alright, it’s crazy here. Why don’t you come out? I’m sure I could find a bus for you to squeeze on?
Seriously?
Let me speak to the big man in charge and get back to you!
Are you referring to Harry? Haha
Harry wishes he could make decisions like this. I’m talking about Paul.
Well let me know! That would be so exciting!
I smiled pocketing my phone before standing up and walking past Darcy and Niall, I grabbed her from him tickling her sides.
“I need to steal my munchkin.” I told Niall, “we need lunch.”
“Food? You should have said.” Niall grinned grabbing Darcy from me again and running towards the catering area.
Laughing at him I broke out in a run after the pair, as I turned the corner I ran into Harry who caught me as he laughed.
“Alright there speedy?” He asked and I grinned pulling him into a kiss.
“I love you.” I breathed out as I pulled away, “I really fucking love you.”
“Wow.” He blinked, “I’ll catch you more often.”
“Shut up.” I rolled my eyes and he laced our fingers together.
“Heading to lunch?” He asked and I nodded.
“Niall stole our munchkin.” I told him and he laughed.
“Pesky one that Niall.” Harry grinned and pressed his lips to my forehead, “I love how the boys are with her.”
“So do I.” I nodded, “how do you think they’ll feel when they find out?”
I pulled our laced hands over my stomach briefly and he grinned before pulling me against him to kiss me again.
“I think they’ll be over the moon.” He mumbled into my lips, “they might be nearly as excited as us.”
“Not possible.” I shook my head smiling against his lips, “I’m so excited I’m worried I might burst.”
“You’re not allowed to burst,” he told me shaking his head as he moved away to lead us towards the food, “you have a baby in there.”
“I do.” I nodded, “a bun in the oven.”
“Up the duff you are.” He grinned.
“I’m eating for two.” I laughed.
“You’re carrying my child.” He pulled me closer and I smiled up at him as he changed from our playful mood to one a lot more serious.
He brought his hand up to my face stroking my cheek with his thumb before rubbing it against my bottom lip.
“My beautiful, beautiful wife,” he whispered more to himself than to me, “I must have done something pretty fucking spectacular in a past life to be allowed to have you.”
“So must I.” I nodded before closing the gap and kissing him softly, “I must have been some kind of saint.”
“You two are sickening!” Louis snorted as he walked past us as we stood in the entrance to the catering room.
“I love you!” I called out taking my hand from Harry’s and jumping on Louis’ back, “hey you.”
“Hey you.” He grunted, “you’re piling on the pounds Monroe.”
“Styles.” Harry hit Louis on the back of the head, “Styles.”
“She’ll always be Monroe, you know that.” Louis grinned putting me down, “now what are we eating today?”
Louis threw his arm around my shoulder as the three of us stared at the menu. I turned to each side and smiled at the two men I either side of me. The two most important and loving men in my life, I pressed a kiss to Louis’ cheek before doing the same to Harry.
“What was that for?” Louis asked.
“Yea.” Harry placed his hands on my hips from behind as I moved forward to order food and he stood in line behind me.
“Just cause I love you both.” I shrugged.
“I love you too.” The both chorused before laughing together at their unison.
“Can you believe we were that in time?” Louis grinned as we walked to the table after getting our lunch.
“Completely in sync.” Harry grinned.
“God yea, it’s almost like you’ve been in a band together for like, ever or something?” I rolled my eyes sarcastically.
“Mean.” Harry pouted.
“Someone is on their period.” Louis glared and I laughed as Harry bumped his hip against mine.
“Yea.” I nodded before sitting next to Niall, “hey child snatcher.”
“I prefer babysitter, it makes me sound a lot less like a criminal.” He grinned, “she’s alright though, look!”
Darcy was munching on cut up pieces of apple as she watched a tv show on Niall’s phone.
“Happy as Larry that one.” Niall grinned before turning to Louis and Harry who were grinning at each other, “get it, Larry.”
“That was lame, even by your standards.” I snorted and he shrugged.
“Made ya laugh though.” He shrugged as I laughed.
“Shut up.” I rolled my eyes and Nick laughed.
“I’m just saying well played that’s all.” Nick chuckled.
“I told you it wasn’t directed at Taylor.” I reminded him and he hummed.
“So I’m straight.” He told me casually.
“Huh?” I furrowed my eyebrows together confused.
“I thought we were saying ridiculous lies.” He laughed softly as I snorted.
“I hate her.” I told him and he laughed loudly.
“Is that an admission?” He asked and I rolled my eyes.
“Nope.” I popped the ‘p’ in response.
“I’m taking it as one and I think it was a beautiful form of revenge,” He told me, “everyone thinks so. How are you aside from this drama anyway?”
“Busy.” I shrugged, “I feel like there is so much I should be doing but I don’t have the time at the moment to do it all.”
“That sucks, if you need anything I’m here.” He offered.
“Thanks Nick, how are you anyway?” I asked biting the side of my thumb as I walked into the dressing room where Georgie was playing with Louis’ hair.
“Busy and alone. I’m filming a show tonight but after that I’m literally staying in all weekend and watching shitty films.” He huffed and I giggled.
“You’re getting old Grimshaw.” I teased and he laughed.
“Shut up you bitch.” He scolded me playfully, “I’ll ring you later yea? Finchy just appeared and I need to go to a meeting.”
“Give him my love!” I smiled and he made a noise of agreement, “I love you Nicholas!”
“I love you to Blair.” He sighed and paused for a moment, “be careful yea? Keep her in her place and let me know if you need help yea?”
“Course.” I smiled, “don’t worry though, I’m pro at this game.”
“I know.” He chuckled before hanging up.
“I love this.” I walked over to the seat next to Louis, “it looks so good.”
“You think?” Georgie asked spiking up a bit at the front, “you don’t think it looks a bit fluffy?”
“I like fluffy hair!” Louis pouted and she giggled, “I think it’s perfect George.”
“Lord Tomlinson has spoken,” I smiled and she smiled biting her lip.
“Are you just being nice though?” She asked and Louis shook his head with a smile on his face.
“Louis would tell you the brutal truth.” I petted his shoulder, “it’s a part of his personality.”
“If you’re sure.” She smiled at him running her fingers through his fringe again before stepping back, “okay.”
“Thanks love.” He stood up and pressed a kiss to her cheek before going to walk out the room.
“Where are you off to?” I called after him and he grinned
“I’m off to see your husband,” his smile made me nervous.
“Why?” I eyed him curiously.
“It’s been a while since I got inked up don’t you think?” he winked before disappearing and I rolled my eyes.
“Is he seriousy just off to get a new tattoo?” Georgie asked and I shrugged, “aren’t you meant to plan tattoos before you get them?”
“Oh Georgie,” I petted her arm standing up, “welcome to the One Direction crew where new tattoos are nothing to be shocked about and rarely planned out.”
“Those boys are something else.” She shook her head putting hair product into a bag.
“Have you got a tattoo?” I asked curiously and she shook her head, “ah fresh meat!”
“Shut up,” she rolled her eyes laughing softly, “Niall is ink free as well.”
“No he isn’t.” I shook my head, “that’s a popular lie of his.”
“What?” She gaped and I laughed, “what does he have?”
“Not my place to say babe, I’m sure he’ll tell you at some point.” I grinned, “okay, I’m going to go grab a cup of tea. Meet you on the bus?”
“Sure.” She nodded and I walked out the dressing room.
“Blair!” Paul called after I had started down the hallway.
“Hey,” I slowed down so that he could catch up with me. “what’s up?”
“I need a favour.” Paul fell into step next to me and I raised an eyebrow.
“I’m intrigued.” I told him, “what is it?”
“Can you go out for coffee or something with Taylor?” He asked and I laughed before stopping abruptly.
“Oh, are you being serious?” I asked and he nodded, “no fucking way Paul.”
“I thought you two were being civil.” He groaned and I huffed.
“We are but that doesn’t mean I want to go on a playdate with her,” I pursed my lips, “why are you even asking me this?”
“Management rang me.” He gave me a weak smile and I glared at the floor.
“Course they did, they wouldn’t dare ring me.” I huffed and ran a hand through my hair, “this isn’t right Paul. I don’t do publicity stunts, never have done and we both know this will piss Harry off no end.”
“How about we don’t tell him then?” He asked hopefully and I huffed.
“What do I get out of this? Other than a headache from her and a lie to keep from Harry.” I shook my head and Paul bit his lip.
“What do you want?” He asked.
“What do I want?” I thought for a moment before smiling, “okay. I’ll go on this playdate with Taylor.”
“I’m nervous.” Paul laughed and I grinned.
“My brother Liam. He joins us on the road for two weeks.” I requested and Paul groaned.
“On what bus?” He asked and I shrugged.
“I guess they need to fix Taylor’s bus.” I smiled, “thanks Paul. This was such a good deal.”
I waved as I disappeared into the cafeteria and heard Paul curse under his breath. I spotted Taylor sat in the corner with a cup of tea and a notebook on the table. I made a cup of tea and walked over to her with a smile on my face.
“Hey Tay.” I grinned and she glared at me, “how are you?”
“Fine.” She looked back down at her book and I took a sip of my tea.
“We’re going out later today or tomorrow for a cup of tea, maybe some shopping.” I told her, “we can even go for a leisurely walk and bond if you fancy it.”
“Fuck off Blair.” She shook her head and I rolled my eyes.
“This is a management thing Taylor, so we do it and we do it well.” I stood up, “I don’t do anything by halves, you’ve probably worked that out by now though haven’t you?”
“You’re such a bitch.” She shook her head.
“Come on Taylor, you know you started this.” I bit my lip, “I told you that you wouldn’t want to start this with me. I look after my own and you keep making a play to hurt them.”
“Don’t make yourself out to be this protector of your friends and family. You certainly didn’t protect Niall from your best friend hurting him, you clearly didn’t look after Zayn very well after his break up all those years ago given that he’s still alone and hurting over it and let’s keep away from the whole Louis saga yea?” She pursed her lips, “he’s not so good at the moment is he? Maybe I’ll try and cheer him up.”
“Don’t go near Louis,” I narrowed my eyes at her, “I heard about you asking him on a date, he said no Taylor and that’s where your attempted at getting near him should end or I swear to God…”
“You’ll do what? Sing some shitty song and post it online?” She smirked, “thanks for the rise in mentions, that boost in popularity was really great. How’s Harry by the way?”
“Harry is fine thanks.” I pursed my lips, “stay away from him Taylor, I’m being serious about this. Sing stupid songs about me, continue to be a complete bitch to me but stay the fuck away from my husband and my daughter whilst you’re at it.”
“I’ll see you for a lovely shopping trip tomorrow babe.” She grinned and I watched as she walked off texting on her phone with a smug smile on her face.
My phone buzzed in my pocket as I started to walk to the bus, sighing I pulled it out and saw that it was my mum calling me again. I paused for a moment and considered answering the phone but the door to the swung open and Niall practically ran into.
“Woah, what is going on?” I caught him and he looked relieved.
“Perrie.” He puffed out, “she’s here.”
“What?” I gaped and he nodded.
“Zayn has lost it and you need to calm him down.” He pushed me towards the bus, “Harry tried and Zayn threw bottle of water at his head.”
“Great.” I huffed, “just what I needed today.”
“Please B.” Niall begged and I rolled my eyes.
“Like I wouldn’t try.” I pushed my phone back in my pocket and walked onto the bus.
Harry, Louis, Georgie and Liam were sat in the front lounge in silence. Darcy was happily sat on Louis’ lap with playing on Harry’s ipad. I raised an eyebrow at them and Liam patted my back and pointed to the closed door that led through the bunks to the back lounge. Harry grabbed my hand before I opened the door.
“I don’t think you should go in there.” He bit his lip and I raised an eyebrow at him, “Zayn’s been throwing things around B and you’re not exactly in a state to get hit.”
“He’s not going to hurt me H,” I gave him a soft smile and stroked his cheek, “you forget that I’m used to handling this Zayn. I was there for him all that time ago. Thanks for worrying though.”
I pressed my lips to his softly and he held my face in his hands.
“They are so gross.” Louis said to Georgie who giggled.
“I think it’s sweet.” She told him and he snorted.
“You are such a newbie, that sweetness is going to get old really quickly.” Louis sighed and Harry laughed softly.
“I love you.” He told me and I giggled.
“I love you too, I’m just going to speak to Zayn. No need to act like I’m off to war.” I laughed before opening the door and walking to the back to see Zayn on the floor with a sketchbook in front of him.
I sat down in front of him and he didn’t bother looking up at me instead he carried on drawing thick black lines across the page. I bit my lip and moved to sit next to him gently running my fingers into the back of his hair. He let out a puff off air and his shoulders fell before he moved his head to rest against my chest and his arms wrapped around my waist. I pressed a soft kiss to the top of his head and held him gently in my arms waiting for when he was ready to talk.
“I hit Harry with a bottle.” He mumbled out and I hummed, “I threw a pen at Louis’ head.”
“I heard.” I nodded and he sighed, “I also heard that Perrie is here.”
“She wants to talk about getting back together,” He groaned, “I thought this was over with.”
“Why are you so angry though?” I asked softly and he groaned.
“I’m so angry with myself.” He shook his head pulling back and looking at me, “we know I can’t do this with her.”
“Do we?” I raised an eyebrow at him, “a lot of time has past Zayn, you two loved each other once and maybe she misses you like I know you miss her.”
“But we tried again Blair!” He groaned falling back on the sofa, “we tried and it didn’t work.”
“Maybe you tried too soon?” I suggested, “you should meet her and talk. Listen to what she has to say Zayn. Really listen though, don’t do that thing where you stop listening because you think you already know what she’s going to say.”
“I don’t do that.” He narrowed his eyes and me and I laughed.
“Course you don’t.” I smirked and he pushed me softly as I giggled.
“The boys think I’ve gone crazy huh?” He asked and I shrugged.
“You are a little crazy Malik, you and I both know that.” I bumped my shoulder against his.
“But you came in and sorted me out like you always do.” He smiled and we just looked at each other in silence for a while, “do you ever wonder if in another universe it might have been you and me instead of you and Harry?”
“In another universe?” I asked laughing softly, “anything could happen in another universe Zayn.”
“I know.” He shrugged, “I was just meaning cause we’re so good at knowing each other that’s all.”
“I think that’s because at a crucial time in our lives we were there for each other.” I bit my lip and laced my fingers through his squeezing his hand softly, “we know how to fight each others demons because we’re so familiar with them.”
“Thank you for fighting them.” He pressed a kiss to my forehead, “thank you for always being here to fight them.”
“There is nowhere I’d rather be.” I assured him, “we’re family Zayn.”
“Family.” He nodded before standing up and pulling me with him, “I guess I should go face them huh?”
“They don’t care Zayn, they just want you to be okay.” I pressed a soft kiss to his cheek, “I promise.”
I walked out and opened the door feeling Zayn following behind me. Stood in the lounge though was Perrie and Taylor as well as the others. I bit my lip and felt Zayn place his hand on my hip and squeeze tightly. This bus has never felt so small.
“Hey Pez,” I waved awkwardly and Niall snorted from the sofa next to me. Harry kicked his shin and pulled Darcy off Louis’ lap and into his arms.
“Blair,” he stood up with Darcy balanced on his side and extended his hand to me, “I think we should go skype my mum.”
“Yea.” I nodded taking his hand, “Louis don’t you have to skype your mum?”
“Oh yea.” He shot up, “thanks for reminding me!”
“Shoot I need to go cut up a tshirt for tonights concert!” Georgie jumped up and Louis caught her as she almost lost her balance.
“Jenny is ringing me! Sorry guys I better take this.” Niall pulled his phone out and power walked out the bus.
“I get a feeling people don’t want to be here.” Taylor observed and I snorted.
“Nobody ever wants to be anywhere you are.” I muttered as I walked past her. She reached out and pinched my arm making me jump and glare back at her.
“That was intense.” Louis chuckled as Liam legged it off the bus, “what was your excuse mate?”
“I just left.” He laughed, “I couldn’t handle it.”
“Do you really have to ring your mum?” Georgie asked Louis.
“Not really, why?” He asked and she shrugged.
“Just thought we could go and finish that movie we started this morning.” She shrugged and he grinned.
“That sounds like an excellent plan.” He grabbed her hand and waved as they started walking off to the dressing room.
“Give me Darcy.” I reached across Harry who laughed.
“Nope, munchkin wants to stay with me. Don’t you?” he asked and she nodded pressed a kiss to his cheek and he laughed triumphantly.
“Did you get a tattoo in the end?” I asked and he shook his head.
“No but Louis did.” He bit his lip and I furrowed my eyebrows.
“Why are you saying that like it’s a bad thing?” I asked and he shrugged.
“He just seems different to me that’s all. Like he’s really happy but it’s sort of…empty?” He tried and Liam hummed.
“I know what you mean. Almost like he’s trying too hard to be happy.” He bit his lip, “like the lights are all on but nobody is home.”
“I saw him with Georgie earlier and he seemed like his normal self.” I told them and Niall smirked, “what?”
“Nothing.” He shook his head with a grin on his face, “I like Georgie.”
“I like her too.” I nodded, “why are you grinning like that!”
“I’m not grinning like anything.” He chuckled, “I just like her and how she is with Louis.”
“Ahh! So you noticed it to!” Harry grinned happily.
“Noticed what?” I huffed and Harry laughed as I crossed my arms across my chest.
“Don’t get pouty now Blair,” he teased as he tried to pull me into his side.
“Tell me what you boys are talking about.” I demanded and Liam made a sounf of realization.
“I think I get what you guys are talking about. I thought it the other day but thought it was me just seeing things.” Liam grinned but stopped when he saw me glaring at him, “come on B? do you not see it?”
“See what?” I asked getting more and more annoyed.
“Georgie and Louis.” Harry said, “she makes him happy.”
“Yea, she’s a good friend.” I scrunched my eyebrows togther and Niall cackled with laughter.
“You always do this. When you don’t want to see something you pretend you can’t see it.” He grinned, “they like each other Blair.”
“Nope,” I shook my head, “too soon. Louis is still hung up on El.”
“Just because he likes her doesn’t mean he knows he likes her.” Niall shrugged.
“I don’t like it.” I huffed and Harry laughed.
“Of course you don’t.” he shook his head.
“What is that meant to mean?” I asked and he shrugged.
“Nothing babe, nothing at all.” He smirked over my head at Niall who grinned back.
“Give me my baby.” I huffed taking Darcy off Harry, “hey Darcy, you’re not mean to your mummy are you?”
“Fuck you!” She beamed and I groaned as all the boys laughed.
“You’re timing is impeccable munchkin.” Harry ruffled her hair and I flipped him off behind her back.
“I’m just saying well played that’s all.” Nick chuckled.
“I told you it wasn’t directed at Taylor.” I reminded him and he hummed.
“So I’m straight.” He told me casually.
“Huh?” I furrowed my eyebrows together confused.
“I thought we were saying ridiculous lies.” He laughed softly as I snorted.
“I hate her.” I told him and he laughed loudly.
“Is that an admission?” He asked and I rolled my eyes.
“Nope.” I popped the ‘p’ in response.
“I’m taking it as one and I think it was a beautiful form of revenge,” He told me, “everyone thinks so. How are you aside from this drama anyway?”
“Busy.” I shrugged, “I feel like there is so much I should be doing but I don’t have the time at the moment to do it all.”
“That sucks, if you need anything I’m here.” He offered.
“Thanks Nick, how are you anyway?” I asked biting the side of my thumb as I walked into the dressing room where Georgie was playing with Louis’ hair.
“Busy and alone. I’m filming a show tonight but after that I’m literally staying in all weekend and watching shitty films.” He huffed and I giggled.
“You’re getting old Grimshaw.” I teased and he laughed.
“Shut up you bitch.” He scolded me playfully, “I’ll ring you later yea? Finchy just appeared and I need to go to a meeting.”
“Give him my love!” I smiled and he made a noise of agreement, “I love you Nicholas!”
“I love you to Blair.” He sighed and paused for a moment, “be careful yea? Keep her in her place and let me know if you need help yea?”
“Course.” I smiled, “don’t worry though, I’m pro at this game.”
“I know.” He chuckled before hanging up.
“I love this.” I walked over to the seat next to Louis, “it looks so good.”
“You think?” Georgie asked spiking up a bit at the front, “you don’t think it looks a bit fluffy?”
“I like fluffy hair!” Louis pouted and she giggled, “I think it’s perfect George.”
“Lord Tomlinson has spoken,” I smiled and she smiled biting her lip.
“Are you just being nice though?” She asked and Louis shook his head with a smile on his face.
“Louis would tell you the brutal truth.” I petted his shoulder, “it’s a part of his personality.”
“If you’re sure.” She smiled at him running her fingers through his fringe again before stepping back, “okay.”
“Thanks love.” He stood up and pressed a kiss to her cheek before going to walk out the room.
“Where are you off to?” I called after him and he grinned
“I’m off to see your husband,” his smile made me nervous.
“Why?” I eyed him curiously.
“It’s been a while since I got inked up don’t you think?” he winked before disappearing and I rolled my eyes.
“Is he seriousy just off to get a new tattoo?” Georgie asked and I shrugged, “aren’t you meant to plan tattoos before you get them?”
“Oh Georgie,” I petted her arm standing up, “welcome to the One Direction crew where new tattoos are nothing to be shocked about and rarely planned out.”
“Those boys are something else.” She shook her head putting hair product into a bag.
“Have you got a tattoo?” I asked curiously and she shook her head, “ah fresh meat!”
“Shut up,” she rolled her eyes laughing softly, “Niall is ink free as well.”
“No he isn’t.” I shook my head, “that’s a popular lie of his.”
“What?” She gaped and I laughed, “what does he have?”
“Not my place to say babe, I’m sure he’ll tell you at some point.” I grinned, “okay, I’m going to go grab a cup of tea. Meet you on the bus?”
“Sure.” She nodded and I walked out the dressing room.
“Blair!” Paul called after I had started down the hallway.
“Hey,” I slowed down so that he could catch up with me. “what’s up?”
“I need a favour.” Paul fell into step next to me and I raised an eyebrow.
“I’m intrigued.” I told him, “what is it?”
“Can you go out for coffee or something with Taylor?” He asked and I laughed before stopping abruptly.
“Oh, are you being serious?” I asked and he nodded, “no fucking way Paul.”
“I thought you two were being civil.” He groaned and I huffed.
“We are but that doesn’t mean I want to go on a playdate with her,” I pursed my lips, “why are you even asking me this?”
“Management rang me.” He gave me a weak smile and I glared at the floor.
“Course they did, they wouldn’t dare ring me.” I huffed and ran a hand through my hair, “this isn’t right Paul. I don’t do publicity stunts, never have done and we both know this will piss Harry off no end.”
“How about we don’t tell him then?” He asked hopefully and I huffed.
“What do I get out of this? Other than a headache from her and a lie to keep from Harry.” I shook my head and Paul bit his lip.
“What do you want?” He asked.
“What do I want?” I thought for a moment before smiling, “okay. I’ll go on this playdate with Taylor.”
“I’m nervous.” Paul laughed and I grinned.
“My brother Liam. He joins us on the road for two weeks.” I requested and Paul groaned.
“On what bus?” He asked and I shrugged.
“I guess they need to fix Taylor’s bus.” I smiled, “thanks Paul. This was such a good deal.”
I waved as I disappeared into the cafeteria and heard Paul curse under his breath. I spotted Taylor sat in the corner with a cup of tea and a notebook on the table. I made a cup of tea and walked over to her with a smile on my face.
“Hey Tay.” I grinned and she glared at me, “how are you?”
“Fine.” She looked back down at her book and I took a sip of my tea.
“We’re going out later today or tomorrow for a cup of tea, maybe some shopping.” I told her, “we can even go for a leisurely walk and bond if you fancy it.”
“Fuck off Blair.” She shook her head and I rolled my eyes.
“This is a management thing Taylor, so we do it and we do it well.” I stood up, “I don’t do anything by halves, you’ve probably worked that out by now though haven’t you?”
“You’re such a bitch.” She shook her head.
“Come on Taylor, you know you started this.” I bit my lip, “I told you that you wouldn’t want to start this with me. I look after my own and you keep making a play to hurt them.”
“Don’t make yourself out to be this protector of your friends and family. You certainly didn’t protect Niall from your best friend hurting him, you clearly didn’t look after Zayn very well after his break up all those years ago given that he’s still alone and hurting over it and let’s keep away from the whole Louis saga yea?” She pursed her lips, “he’s not so good at the moment is he? Maybe I’ll try and cheer him up.”
“Don’t go near Louis,” I narrowed my eyes at her, “I heard about you asking him on a date, he said no Taylor and that’s where your attempted at getting near him should end or I swear to God…”
“You’ll do what? Sing some shitty song and post it online?” She smirked, “thanks for the rise in mentions, that boost in popularity was really great. How’s Harry by the way?”
“Harry is fine thanks.” I pursed my lips, “stay away from him Taylor, I’m being serious about this. Sing stupid songs about me, continue to be a complete bitch to me but stay the fuck away from my husband and my daughter whilst you’re at it.”
“I’ll see you for a lovely shopping trip tomorrow babe.” She grinned and I watched as she walked off texting on her phone with a smug smile on her face.
My phone buzzed in my pocket as I started to walk to the bus, sighing I pulled it out and saw that it was my mum calling me again. I paused for a moment and considered answering the phone but the door to the swung open and Niall practically ran into.
“Woah, what is going on?” I caught him and he looked relieved.
“Perrie.” He puffed out, “she’s here.”
“What?” I gaped and he nodded.
“Zayn has lost it and you need to calm him down.” He pushed me towards the bus, “Harry tried and Zayn threw bottle of water at his head.”
“Great.” I huffed, “just what I needed today.”
“Please B.” Niall begged and I rolled my eyes.
“Like I wouldn’t try.” I pushed my phone back in my pocket and walked onto the bus.
Harry, Louis, Georgie and Liam were sat in the front lounge in silence. Darcy was happily sat on Louis’ lap with playing on Harry’s ipad. I raised an eyebrow at them and Liam patted my back and pointed to the closed door that led through the bunks to the back lounge. Harry grabbed my hand before I opened the door.
“I don’t think you should go in there.” He bit his lip and I raised an eyebrow at him, “Zayn’s been throwing things around B and you’re not exactly in a state to get hit.”
“He’s not going to hurt me H,” I gave him a soft smile and stroked his cheek, “you forget that I’m used to handling this Zayn. I was there for him all that time ago. Thanks for worrying though.”
I pressed my lips to his softly and he held my face in his hands.
“They are so gross.” Louis said to Georgie who giggled.
“I think it’s sweet.” She told him and he snorted.
“You are such a newbie, that sweetness is going to get old really quickly.” Louis sighed and Harry laughed softly.
“I love you.” He told me and I giggled.
“I love you too, I’m just going to speak to Zayn. No need to act like I’m off to war.” I laughed before opening the door and walking to the back to see Zayn on the floor with a sketchbook in front of him.
I sat down in front of him and he didn’t bother looking up at me instead he carried on drawing thick black lines across the page. I bit my lip and moved to sit next to him gently running my fingers into the back of his hair. He let out a puff off air and his shoulders fell before he moved his head to rest against my chest and his arms wrapped around my waist. I pressed a soft kiss to the top of his head and held him gently in my arms waiting for when he was ready to talk.
“I hit Harry with a bottle.” He mumbled out and I hummed, “I threw a pen at Louis’ head.”
“I heard.” I nodded and he sighed, “I also heard that Perrie is here.”
“She wants to talk about getting back together,” He groaned, “I thought this was over with.”
“Why are you so angry though?” I asked softly and he groaned.
“I’m so angry with myself.” He shook his head pulling back and looking at me, “we know I can’t do this with her.”
“Do we?” I raised an eyebrow at him, “a lot of time has past Zayn, you two loved each other once and maybe she misses you like I know you miss her.”
“But we tried again Blair!” He groaned falling back on the sofa, “we tried and it didn’t work.”
“Maybe you tried too soon?” I suggested, “you should meet her and talk. Listen to what she has to say Zayn. Really listen though, don’t do that thing where you stop listening because you think you already know what she’s going to say.”
“I don’t do that.” He narrowed his eyes and me and I laughed.
“Course you don’t.” I smirked and he pushed me softly as I giggled.
“The boys think I’ve gone crazy huh?” He asked and I shrugged.
“You are a little crazy Malik, you and I both know that.” I bumped my shoulder against his.
“But you came in and sorted me out like you always do.” He smiled and we just looked at each other in silence for a while, “do you ever wonder if in another universe it might have been you and me instead of you and Harry?”
“In another universe?” I asked laughing softly, “anything could happen in another universe Zayn.”
“I know.” He shrugged, “I was just meaning cause we’re so good at knowing each other that’s all.”
“I think that’s because at a crucial time in our lives we were there for each other.” I bit my lip and laced my fingers through his squeezing his hand softly, “we know how to fight each others demons because we’re so familiar with them.”
“Thank you for fighting them.” He pressed a kiss to my forehead, “thank you for always being here to fight them.”
“There is nowhere I’d rather be.” I assured him, “we’re family Zayn.”
“Family.” He nodded before standing up and pulling me with him, “I guess I should go face them huh?”
“They don’t care Zayn, they just want you to be okay.” I pressed a soft kiss to his cheek, “I promise.”
I walked out and opened the door feeling Zayn following behind me. Stood in the lounge though was Perrie and Taylor as well as the others. I bit my lip and felt Zayn place his hand on my hip and squeeze tightly. This bus has never felt so small.
“Hey Pez,” I waved awkwardly and Niall snorted from the sofa next to me. Harry kicked his shin and pulled Darcy off Louis’ lap and into his arms.
“Blair,” he stood up with Darcy balanced on his side and extended his hand to me, “I think we should go skype my mum.”
“Yea.” I nodded taking his hand, “Louis don’t you have to skype your mum?”
“Oh yea.” He shot up, “thanks for reminding me!”
“Shoot I need to go cut up a tshirt for tonights concert!” Georgie jumped up and Louis caught her as she almost lost her balance.
“Jenny is ringing me! Sorry guys I better take this.” Niall pulled his phone out and power walked out the bus.
“I get a feeling people don’t want to be here.” Taylor observed and I snorted.
“Nobody ever wants to be anywhere you are.” I muttered as I walked past her. She reached out and pinched my arm making me jump and glare back at her.
“That was intense.” Louis chuckled as Liam legged it off the bus, “what was your excuse mate?”
“I just left.” He laughed, “I couldn’t handle it.”
“Do you really have to ring your mum?” Georgie asked Louis.
“Not really, why?” He asked and she shrugged.
“Just thought we could go and finish that movie we started this morning.” She shrugged and he grinned.
“That sounds like an excellent plan.” He grabbed her hand and waved as they started walking off to the dressing room.
“Give me Darcy.” I reached across Harry who laughed.
“Nope, munchkin wants to stay with me. Don’t you?” he asked and she nodded pressed a kiss to his cheek and he laughed triumphantly.
“Did you get a tattoo in the end?” I asked and he shook his head.
“No but Louis did.” He bit his lip and I furrowed my eyebrows.
“Why are you saying that like it’s a bad thing?” I asked and he shrugged.
“He just seems different to me that’s all. Like he’s really happy but it’s sort of…empty?” He tried and Liam hummed.
“I know what you mean. Almost like he’s trying too hard to be happy.” He bit his lip, “like the lights are all on but nobody is home.”
“I saw him with Georgie earlier and he seemed like his normal self.” I told them and Niall smirked, “what?”
“Nothing.” He shook his head with a grin on his face, “I like Georgie.”
“I like her too.” I nodded, “why are you grinning like that!”
“I’m not grinning like anything.” He chuckled, “I just like her and how she is with Louis.”
“Ahh! So you noticed it to!” Harry grinned happily.
“Noticed what?” I huffed and Harry laughed as I crossed my arms across my chest.
“Don’t get pouty now Blair,” he teased as he tried to pull me into his side.
“Tell me what you boys are talking about.” I demanded and Liam made a sounf of realization.
“I think I get what you guys are talking about. I thought it the other day but thought it was me just seeing things.” Liam grinned but stopped when he saw me glaring at him, “come on B? do you not see it?”
“See what?” I asked getting more and more annoyed.
“Georgie and Louis.” Harry said, “she makes him happy.”
“Yea, she’s a good friend.” I scrunched my eyebrows togther and Niall cackled with laughter.
“You always do this. When you don’t want to see something you pretend you can’t see it.” He grinned, “they like each other Blair.”
“Nope,” I shook my head, “too soon. Louis is still hung up on El.”
“Just because he likes her doesn’t mean he knows he likes her.” Niall shrugged.
“I don’t like it.” I huffed and Harry laughed.
“Of course you don’t.” he shook his head.
“What is that meant to mean?” I asked and he shrugged.
“Nothing babe, nothing at all.” He smirked over my head at Niall who grinned back.
“Give me my baby.” I huffed taking Darcy off Harry, “hey Darcy, you’re not mean to your mummy are you?”
“Fuck you!” She beamed and I groaned as all the boys laughed.
“You’re timing is impeccable munchkin.” Harry ruffled her hair and I flipped him off behind her back.
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The irony that in the last chapter i spoke about more regular updates is not lost on me. I apologise. I'm a terrible person.I'm sorry if you think this is dragging and there are lots of loose ends and bits to this story. It feels like a bit of a mess but I promise it is for a reason! I think I'm going to start jumping time to get to the main drama of the story. This is panning out to be a lot longer than i thought it would be. Part of me thinks I shouldn't have even started this sequal, i read it back and there are so many chapters of it that are just wasted writing really. Sorry about that.
So what are people predicting to happen?
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