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Pocrescophobia

Pocrescophobia: the fear of gaining weight.

Arden and Cyan have always hated each other, but when something happens, can they get over themselves and see that what they need is each other?

Cyan | Arden

Warning: Might trigger. Contains slash, eating disorders, depression, possible bootysex, if you don't like, don't read ok.

Disclaimer: Don't fuckin steal ok. Original characters are mine.

This is my first slash, don't be too mean.
  1. We are not our failures
    Arden
  2. Relax and recap and relapse.
    Cyan
  3. Need you like water in my lungs.
    Arden
  4. The past is a liar
    Cyan
  5. Cut the shit, be real with me.
    Arden
  6. Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?
    Cyan
  7. Walls around your mind can't keep you safe
    Arden
  8. You are so fragile and thin, standing trial for your sins.
    Cyan
  9. What do you want from me? I'm just a kid who got in too deep
    Arden
  10. If they let you into heaven then I'd rather go to hell
    Cyan
  11. We'll love again, we'll laugh again
    Arden
  12. Will I ever see you again?
    Cyan
  13. I'll put my life back together in silence
    Arden
  14. I'm not putting myself on a pedestal
    Cyan
  15. Worry and wake the ones you love.
    Arden
  16. Can't remember why your knees are so cut up and sore
    Cyan
  17. I'll never get anything right
    Arden
  18. I hope he breaks you down
    Cyan
  19. We're going nowhere
    Arden
  20. In my world, there's something wrong
    Cyan
  21. And now I sing for everything that I've lost
    Arden
  22. It's just a story that goes untold
    Cyan
  23. Everybody wake up, it's time to get down
    Arden
  24. You will be the death of me
    Cyan
  25. I pretend that I'm already someone, and all my problems faded away
    Arden
  26. Tell me that you love me 'cause I need you so much
    Cyan
  27. I miss the old you, the one I used to talk to
    Arden
  28. I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.
    Cyan
  29. In hoping I can see you more, I see you less.
    Arden
  30. It's like I'm sleepwalking
    Cyan
  31. Never make a promise that you can't prove
    Arden
  32. I'll be you and you'll be me
    Cyan
  33. Just say something back and cut me some slack
    Arden
  34. This ain't no kind of home
    Cyan
  35. How the *** does that change anything?
    Arden
  36. Tell me something sweet to get me by
    Cyan
  37. But I can't keep from digging up these bones forever
    Arden
  38. Bend the rules until they break
    Cyan
  39. I made mortar from the mix
    Cheyenne/Shae
  40. We're still so young, desperate for attention
    Lauren
  41. Nursed the shoreline like a wound
    Shae
  42. Everybody needs someone or something
    Lauren
  43. Please make this painless and quick
    Shae
  44. Don't apologize, I hope you choke and die
    Lauren
  45. A picture of better days
    Shae
  46. I might be proud but at least I’m proud of something
    Lauren
  47. You were the first and you may be the last one to enter my life
    Shae
  48. Clearer in hindsight
    Arden
  49. Some die looking for a hand to hold
    Cyan
  50. Don't paint me black when I used to be golden
    Arden
  51. It’s not the petty imperfections that define us but the way we hold our hearts
    Cyan
  52. When I grow up I want to be nothing at all
    Arden