Status: I don't even know...
The Inner Ramblings of a Bleeding Heart
It hurts. It's always hurt. Nothing eases the pain. But no one knows. I keep my fake smile painted on. Everyone believes it. No one knows how much pain I'm in. Except Adam. He knows. He knew it from the minute he first laid eyes on me. He knows because he's the same as me. He hurts too. I don't like that he hurts. Someone with a soul as beautiful as his shouldn't hurt like that.
He's become like a drug to me. I've found he can ease the pain. With his kiss, his touch. He makes life slightly bearable. And I can't be without him. I'm addicted to him. Whenever the pain starts to become too much and I feel myself slipping, I pull him in for a kiss. It's enough to keep me going.
Christopher thinks it adorable that I've finally found myself a boyfriend. Adam and I aren't dating though. We just need each other. We need each other more than we need air. Or at least, I need him. Whether or not he needs me, I'm not sure I'll ever know.
He's become like a drug to me. I've found he can ease the pain. With his kiss, his touch. He makes life slightly bearable. And I can't be without him. I'm addicted to him. Whenever the pain starts to become too much and I feel myself slipping, I pull him in for a kiss. It's enough to keep me going.
Christopher thinks it adorable that I've finally found myself a boyfriend. Adam and I aren't dating though. We just need each other. We need each other more than we need air. Or at least, I need him. Whether or not he needs me, I'm not sure I'll ever know.