Diary Entries

Guess what, I'm sad again.
I'm so paranoid.
And lonely.
And I'm driving myself insane.
I keep wanting to go back to the people from my past and become close with them again, but I can't.
At least I've kept a few of them.
I feel like when I lose one person, I'll lose everyone else, too, and it scares the shit out of me.
I don't want to relive my sophomore year.
Ever again.
So please remain my friend. We don't even have to be close. Just talk to me every once in a while, please.