Diary Entries

The past few days have been easy breezy.
Today, Lucy was being moody, what else is new?
I've realized that I'm okay without her in my life.
If the others want to stop talking to me, that's fine.
I'll live without her.
I lived before her, I'll live without her.
I'll be completely fine.
I have many others! I just never allowed myself to believe it.
Mila, my family, of course.
And then there's Lights, I don't think she'll stop talking to me.
A will still talk to me. (The initials will be people that I haven't made into characters yet.)
J, D, Austin, Kevin.
During lunch, I could sit with J or I could even sit with Tay! She'll speak to me.
Ja will talk to me whenever.
I could go to my favorite teacher's room during lunch anytime almost!
Then, I could eat my lunch at Mila's lunch.
Then, fourth block, L and B talk to me every now and then. I'm starting to just talk to everyone in that class.
I don't need her.
I don't need anyone except for Mila and my family, technically.
I'll be a-ok.
With my music and my loved ones (and my cats and dog)
I will be fine.
I need to "pull myself together before I wash up like the rest."
Because "this ship is sinking, I'm thinking I'm done for, but I'm no captain yet."
Before I ask which way to go, I need to remember where I've been.
((aka i love all time low more than i love almost anything))
(((ps im a cheesy mother fucker)))
((((goodnight))))