Sequel: A New Start

Diary Entries

April 21st, 2013

I was reminiscing on back when I passed out from dehydration.
I was remembering how it felt to have the world around you disappear.
Everything was panicked in the beginning.
First, I lost my sight.
Next, I lost my hearing.
Lastly I lost my sense of touch.
It was pitch black and I wasn't thinking about it being pitch black.
It was dark, quiet, peaceful.
I felt like I was floating.
And then I was gone.
When I woke back up, I was being carried and water was being forced into my mouth.
People were crowded all around me.
That was nice.
I wonder if that's how it feels to die.
I don't want it to happen, not at the moment at least, but it was really
peaceful.
Quiet.
Dark.
Absolutely no anxiety, mystery, sadness, happiness, anything.
Nothing.
Just dark and quiet.
Floating.