Sequel: A New Start

Diary Entries

May 23rd, 2013

So, the drama with Lucy got worse. More people got involved, which was completely unnecessary, but always happens. I messaged Lights afterwards, asking if she was angry with me for the things I retweeted about Lucy, etc, etc. She still hasn't answered and that's why I've got major anxiety right now. She probably won't answer anytime soon. It's already late and so yeah. I'll get an answer tomorrow and it'll be pointless and I don't know what she'll say and I'm just wishing that maybe I could've sent it another day and a day where she was online and could answer. I just don't want anything bad between her and I. I could care less about Lucy, but sadly, I'm falling in love with this girl and I hate myself for it and I just want to properly say goodbye to her when she graduates, alone with a long ass hug and I need that to feel okay this summer. So, I'm praying that this girl will answer me and help my anxiety about tomorrow melt away, but with my luck, it won't be that soon.