Diary Entries

For some reason, I'm feeling an unnecessary amount of anxiety right now. It's such a simple situation, but it's driving me crazy. I guess that's the social anxiety showing after all. My friend, Tay, invited Mila & I to go out to eat with her & her friend, Demi. This is fine with me, but I get anxious when I think about going without Mila. I do everything with Mila and I don't want to be dependent on her being there whenever I hang out with others. Mila might not be going because she thinks she'll be paying too much, but I still want to go. I still will try to go, but another thing is that my mother won't allow Tay to drive me herself. My mom wants to take me to the restaurant. I'm just nervous for not really any good reason. It would be stupid to express how I feel to anyone because no one that I know really understands my anxiety issues and why I get anxious when it comes to simple things like this.