Diary Entries

If you don't feel like talking to me anymore, just let me know.
I may cry for a while, but I'll get over it.
I'd rather have no friends than fake friends that are openly fake towards me.
I like Lights a lot and I like Hayley.
But if Lucy keeps treating me like I'm nothing, I think I'll just have to accept the fact that I'll be nothing.
I'll have to forget about Lights and Hayley. I'll have to be alone.
At the moment, I'd rather it be that way.
If you don't feel like texting me, just don't text me.
I'll have anxiety about it for a while, though.
And if you do text me, please don't answer me like a bitch.
Just talk to me, what the fuck have I done?
When I'm in front of you, I'm nothing.
I bet you talk so much about me behind my back.
I bet you put bugs in Lights' and Hayley's ears.
I bet you secretly hate me even though you told me that you don't want me to secretly hate you.
I know you in and out and I don't know why I'm still even being around you.
But if you don't want anything to do with me, just let me know.
Stop being a fucking bitch.
Stop treating me like a piece of shit.
Just stop before I do.