My Definition of Inferno means Coldness

My Definition of Inferno means coldness

I found Matthew walking by himself up a lightless road humming a sad lullaby. I hated how everyone treats him, like he's not there.
I hate how only I seem to talk to him and only how I seem to be his friend. He try's very hard to distance himself from me, I know
he is afraid that I might someday stop talking to him and leave him alone once again.
"Matthew wait, wait Matthew." I panted as I caught his shoulder. Matthew looked at me kindly holding his pet bear Kumajiro.
Kumajiro looked at me and said "Iggy hi", I waved and looked up at Matthew who was smiling at me kindly, I remembered the lullaby he
was humming before.
"Matthew what was the song you were just humming?" I was hoping he would just me brush off my question like
usual and ask question to distract me. Today was different however, Matthew eyes darkened and he lost his smile.
"It's a song my mum used to sing to me. "Matthew's voice quivered and his eyes teared.
Matthew quickly turns his head and walks slowly the way he was going before I showed up. I walk up swiftly up to Matthew feeling
bad that I mad him sad it pained me like a sharp knife slowly but surely etching my skin.
"I'm sorry I made you upset Matthew you did not need to tell me something that is upsetting." I was panicked, I just started thinking that
Matthew wanted to be my friend and started to trust me. I feel pathetic and angry at myself. Matthew just kept walking on and
ignoring me.
"Matthew look at me, please" I begged, I don't want him to have to carry all his pain alone. I turn Matthew around and look him straight
in the eyes, daring him to look away.
"Matthew I sorry I made you upset" I bellowed trying to hold back my own tears. I cant hold my tears back and they stream down my
face like rivers. Matthew say me crying and put his and to my face and started to wipe them away, it was futile as more appeared
every time he wiped them away.
"W-why Arthur......., Why do you cry for my sake when I'm never nice to you at all?" Matthew finally looked down and started to silently
cry himself. I looked at the sky then trying to think back to a day when I thought he really did not want me to hang around him.
I could not think of such a day.
"No human being wants to be alone, not one." I whispered softly, carful. I looked down to see Matthew staring at me with his eyes shining
with tears.
"no one has ever understood me, not one, not even my mum. So how can you someone I barley know understand me." Matthew trembles,
he then lunges at me and hugs me. We just sit there crying and let the autumn leaves fall around us, letting the cold breeze wrap around
us like a blanket of security and we willing accept it.