Find Me

Fuck! My head was pounding and I felt sick.Poppy made me Green tea and toast.
"How was I?" I asked. My head in my hands and Poppy rubbed my back.
"Not too bad. Mom likes you. Towards the end you were drunk and talked about moving in with me and how hot my mom was." She told. I groaned. I could have been worse. I was nervous and there were wine.
"Do ya wanna move in together?" I asked,looking at my girlfriend. She was sitting on the counter ,sipping her tea.
A small smile on her face.
"I think so." She shrugged.
Then I got up ,walked to her and kissed her lips.
"I really love you." I whispered. I wanted to wake up beside her every day and make her tea when she woke up.
"I love you,Oli. Let's move in after the tour. See how it goes." She answers. I liked that answer. We kissed for some time.
"Are you ready for tonight?"
More family. I groaned. I was so different from her family.
She hugged my waist.
"You're amazing ,Oli. Don't let my family scare you."
I nodded. Not wanting to think about tonight,I picked up my girlfriend and carried her to her bedroom.

With a giggle ,she pulled off my shirt and I kissed her neck.
She wiggled out of her clothes . Why couldn't I have her all the time? I traced a white scar on her thigh before kissing it.
I wanted her to never want to hurt herself again.
"Why?" I asked in her ear.
She took a few deep breathes. I was stroking her hair .
"I didn't like myself."
"When was the last time,babe?" She looked down.
"I'm sorry,Poppy." I laid my head down beside hers on the pillow.
She rolled on top of me and locked eyes with me.
"I'm better now. Don't be. We need to open up to each other if we want to live together. " another kiss.
"I was young and stupid . Times were difficult when my dad left."
I rubbed her back.
After a few moments she suggested we take a shower.
I didn't argue.
I washed her back . She faced me and hugged me ,letting the water pour on us.
The hot water and her embraced felt amazing.
"Shower sex?" She mumbled into my shoulder.
I chuckled ,remembering the last time we tried.
"You'll injury ya self again,Poppy."
She shrugged then finished washing her hair.

I was still nervous about meeting the rest of her family
Poppy reassured me the entire day. "Oli,you are a rock-star and an amazin boyfriend. They will try to love you."
I was afraid of the questions too.
And fuck,everyone asked them.