my diary 03-04-13

it's my dairy and it can be triggering if you ever had to deal with abuse so just DON'T read it if you ever had

it's about my real life
i'm a 14 years old boy and my name is Alexander Jenson
my mom abused me for 12 years
she almost killed me but my twin brother saw it and call the ambulance they placed me in a foster family with my twin brother (his name is rick btw) and my little sister chelsea
the first foster family wasn't an option for me then there was a second foster family with one child they wanted me. i was very close with my foster sister who was almost a year older (her name is amanda btw) but after almost 2 years i still got nightmares every single night and nothing helped...
then i got anorexia and it was too much for me! so in 2 years i tried 8 times to commit suicide. amanda realy wanted to help me but knew she couldn't do much after the 8 time my foster parents said that it was too much for them that they couldn't help me any longer.... so now i'm back at my mom (she's not in prison bcs we didn't had evidence)