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my diary 03-04-13

tuesday 16-04-13

tuesday 16-04-13
dear diary,
i'm really sick i never had fever this high!!
i feel like i'm dying piece by piece. my head hurts like hell
and i'm queasy as fuck! when i open my eyes and stare at my laptop screen it feels like my head can't take it and i automaticly close my eyes... i helps i can typ with my eyes closed! :) can be handy sometimes.... i didn't eat today this far maybe later but i don't think so i'm way toooooooo queasy...
but i'm happy my dad cald me today and he said he wil be home in 4 days!! not in 6 days i thought first so that means he stays home 2 days longer!! so in 4 days i'm having an entire week ith my dad! but it also means that i have left 4 days to think of some gammon and spinach.... my dad promised me that when he's home we would go and do a lot of fun stuff that 5 days he said that we could go to the movies and go swimming! but yeah if i want that i have to be better in 3 days i don't know if that's gonna happen but we wil see i gotta go now melanie is coming home :) and i can't miss that bye guys xo alexander
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idk if i can write that much when my dad is home i will see if i have some spare time when i can write!