Status: if you ever had to deal with abuse you better NOT read this bcs it may be triggering
my diary 03-04-13
Thursday 18-04-13
Thursday 18-04-13
dear diary,
i'm really excited bcs my dad is coming home in 2 days!! and i just can't take it anymore omfg!!
i'm stil really sick so that means i have to be better tomorrow idk if that's gonna happen... but you never know! i didn't write for 2 days bcs i wanted to sick out a little (not that it helped that much but still) yesterday my mom was really really REALLY mad and i didn't do anything i just stood there while she beated the shit outta me.... i just yeah i thought that she wold stop earlyer if i didn't do anything but i guess it didn't work she yelled at me even harder en beated me up even more! so now i'm sitting here with a nose (who's still bleeding after one night) a blue eye and i guess i broke my arm so i'm typing with one hand this time... it really hurts but it's going to be okay soon i guess.... so my dad promised me that he would take me on a trip with our neighbours (that means melanie is there too!!!!) but that's in about a month so first my dad come home for a week (we are going to do much fun stuff) then he goes away for 4 weeks (means a lot pain and trouble to me) and then he comes back and we are going on a trip with our neighbours and melanie! :) but i'm really dizzy right now i guess it's better if i stop tying now so i gotta go
i will write as soon as possible byee xo alexander
dear diary,
i'm really excited bcs my dad is coming home in 2 days!! and i just can't take it anymore omfg!!
i'm stil really sick so that means i have to be better tomorrow idk if that's gonna happen... but you never know! i didn't write for 2 days bcs i wanted to sick out a little (not that it helped that much but still) yesterday my mom was really really REALLY mad and i didn't do anything i just stood there while she beated the shit outta me.... i just yeah i thought that she wold stop earlyer if i didn't do anything but i guess it didn't work she yelled at me even harder en beated me up even more! so now i'm sitting here with a nose (who's still bleeding after one night) a blue eye and i guess i broke my arm so i'm typing with one hand this time... it really hurts but it's going to be okay soon i guess.... so my dad promised me that he would take me on a trip with our neighbours (that means melanie is there too!!!!) but that's in about a month so first my dad come home for a week (we are going to do much fun stuff) then he goes away for 4 weeks (means a lot pain and trouble to me) and then he comes back and we are going on a trip with our neighbours and melanie! :) but i'm really dizzy right now i guess it's better if i stop tying now so i gotta go
i will write as soon as possible byee xo alexander