my diary 03-04-13

friday 19-04-13
dear diary,
my dad is coming tomorrow!!!! i can't take this pressure anymore i'm so freakingfuckingflipping excited!! :D but i'm still a little ill and i don't have enough gammon and spinach for all those bruises and scratches on my body so i have to think of more... and i want to be sure i'm not ill anymore but i can't say so we will see tomorrow i exactly are the most excited about the trip with our neighbours!! wait...what do i have to tell melanie... she should ask were rick and chelsea are fack what do i have to say then? 'the first foster family didn't want me and chelsea and rick are still there and the second one didn't have money for all my problems so i'm back'? i don't think so... i guess i'm going to cry then i don't want to cry when melanie is there she would think i'm a little baby AND I'M NOT or she would hugggggg me until i stop crying :) but i can't take that risk i just can't but i need more time to think of some gammon and spinach so i'm going off
i don't have much time this week but when i have i will write, write you guys later!
bye xo alexander