Status: if you ever had to deal with abuse you better NOT read this bcs it may be triggering
my diary 03-04-13
sunday 21-04-13
sunday 21-04-13
dear diary,
this actually is the first time in 2 days i got some spare time to write! this is the most best week of my entire life!! i'm really happy and i can't stop smiling it hurts haha but i'm really really really happy! and my mother is being nice like all the time bcs my dad is home and right now she is acting like a reall mother like mothers have to be to there children! and i like it like right now i love her :/ and yeah.... but tomorrow me and my father are going to take a swim! and idk why bcs usually i don't like it to show my scars but i don't care for now!
it's like 'wow he my dad's here we are going to have some fun don't think about your scars right now don't think about your scars you're going to have a great time this week and nobody cares about those scars' but yeah i gotta go now i'm tired and tomorrow we are going away early so i'm going off write as soon as possible! xo alexander
dear diary,
this actually is the first time in 2 days i got some spare time to write! this is the most best week of my entire life!! i'm really happy and i can't stop smiling it hurts haha but i'm really really really happy! and my mother is being nice like all the time bcs my dad is home and right now she is acting like a reall mother like mothers have to be to there children! and i like it like right now i love her :/ and yeah.... but tomorrow me and my father are going to take a swim! and idk why bcs usually i don't like it to show my scars but i don't care for now!
it's like 'wow he my dad's here we are going to have some fun don't think about your scars right now don't think about your scars you're going to have a great time this week and nobody cares about those scars' but yeah i gotta go now i'm tired and tomorrow we are going away early so i'm going off write as soon as possible! xo alexander