Status: if you ever had to deal with abuse you better NOT read this bcs it may be triggering

my diary 03-04-13

sunday 28-04-13

sunday 28-04-13
dear diary,
i guess my mother had to get a lot in from the last days
she beated me up like hell
i have like everywhere bruises en blood
and it really hurts sooooo much that it feels like i'm slowly dying...
i all ready miss my dad so much that i am crying like hell everytime i think about him in his big truck
evertime i think off that i feel like falling apart than i break down crying and i end up laying on the floor with bloody hands bcs i hitted the wall that hard... it's not really something funny
but i'm not really in a writing mood i'm sorry
bye guys xo Alexander