Status: if you ever had to deal with abuse you better NOT read this bcs it may be triggering

my diary 03-04-13

thursday 30-05-13

thursday 30-05-13
dear diary,
it's really early in the morning but the point is i can't sleep anymore bcs yesterday i slept the entire day
i don't feel really good and i'm still very weak only when i slept good it's going a little better
so yeah that's what i'm going to do these days until i'm perfectly fine
my mom woke me up yesterday night and she seemed confused i don't know why it was really weird
i first thought she wanted the hurt me bcs she had a knife in her hand and i was like 'NO WAIT PLEASE DON'T HURT ME' and she looked at me with a face that was like 'whatthehell you talking about' and i was like 'why you here?' and she didn't answer and walked away slowly it was really really really scary though so that's it i guess.....yeah well i'll write later if i feel good!
love ya'll xox Alexander