my diary 03-04-13

tuesday 04-06-13
dear diary,
it's a few days ago i wrote on here and it's bcs i'm still very weak...my mom didn't do anything this days and i'm glad bcs right now i couldn't take that! i didn't sleep very much the last few days and it's making me sick and tired and i fucking miss my dad.... i need him right now....i just fucking need him and i tel him all the time and he's like 'no you're a boy and you can do this on you own you're strong enough alex you really are!' but he doesn't know what my mom does to me...i'm just scared that she comes in en beats me up...i just don't want it anymore bcs i can't take it
i'm going to sleep bye guys xo alexander