Status: if you ever had to deal with abuse you better NOT read this bcs it may be triggering
my diary 03-04-13
saturday 06-04-13
it actually was quiet today!! and that's good bcs my heads hurting like hell.
my mom only came to my room to bring some food the rest of the day she didn't even come upstairs!
it was a bit weird and confusing... but i don't really care!
she didn't hurt me for 2 days that's like a record! i swear bcs normally she does it everyday.
the wounds on my wrist are heeling and i don't really like that... :( bcs i want them to hurt they need to hurt so damn much i can forget the voice in my head and the rest of the pain!
but i promised myself i wont cut for 2 days so.....
a better thing is: the wounds on my leg are heeling too and yes i kinda like that
anyway i have to go off bcs i need to stare at melanie :)
i will write tomorrow! bye xo Alexander
my mom only came to my room to bring some food the rest of the day she didn't even come upstairs!
it was a bit weird and confusing... but i don't really care!
she didn't hurt me for 2 days that's like a record! i swear bcs normally she does it everyday.
the wounds on my wrist are heeling and i don't really like that... :( bcs i want them to hurt they need to hurt so damn much i can forget the voice in my head and the rest of the pain!
but i promised myself i wont cut for 2 days so.....
a better thing is: the wounds on my leg are heeling too and yes i kinda like that
anyway i have to go off bcs i need to stare at melanie :)
i will write tomorrow! bye xo Alexander
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it's not a long one but i didn't had much to tell so