Status: if you ever had to deal with abuse you better NOT read this bcs it may be triggering
my diary 03-04-13
sunday 07-04-13
soooo today i made a big mistake...
i told you guys i promised myself i wont cut for 2 days....
well i did cut today... IM SUCH A FAILURE!!
i can't even go 2 days without cutting, i thought that 2 days would be pretty easy
but it was way harder than i thought!
i was bored today so i did 'the goldberghs depression test' and i reached level 82 = several depression :( i knew i was depressed but i didn't thought it was this bad!!
anyway i'm not really in a writing mood so i'm sorry it's not that long
bye xo alexander
i told you guys i promised myself i wont cut for 2 days....
well i did cut today... IM SUCH A FAILURE!!
i can't even go 2 days without cutting, i thought that 2 days would be pretty easy
but it was way harder than i thought!
i was bored today so i did 'the goldberghs depression test' and i reached level 82 = several depression :( i knew i was depressed but i didn't thought it was this bad!!
anyway i'm not really in a writing mood so i'm sorry it's not that long
bye xo alexander
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i'm very ill i'm sorry idk if i can write tomorrow