my diary 03-04-13

Thursday 11-04-13
dear diary,
i didn't write for like 2 days i didn't had time for that i'm sorry.
so today my real dad cald.... he said everything i really didn't want to hear,
he didn't eve said that he missed me or something like that!! i thought he loved for who i am/was
but i guess he doesn't so yeah.... i was so mad that i beated the wall that hard that my entire hand
is blue and dick!! it's bleeding but i don't really care i just yeah i don't feel mad anymore so i guess i just needed that. it's a wonder that i'm having an laptop and an tv in my room before i was adopted i never had a tv or laptop but when i came back from the foster family i had idk why?! :O not that i care bcs now i can do something for like the entire day but i sleep the most obviously so....yeah idk.... i'm still tired idk how but i am! so i guess i'm going to sleep right now
bye guys xo alexander