Status: if you ever had to deal with abuse you better NOT read this bcs it may be triggering

my diary 03-04-13

sunday 14-04-13

sunday 14-04-13
dear diary,
i didn't write for 3 days bcs 2 days ago my mom beated me up and she hitted my head like 100 times so my head was literally bouncing like a basketball.... it really hurted and my head still hurts right now... like 1 week she didn't do anything and BOEM fucking random she does i was like 'NOOOO WAIT' and she didn't even answer my question she was like 'lol why should i?'
i punch my mom in her face :$ idk why i just.... yeah... i just.... i just did it! she was soooooooo
fucking mad when you saw her face you would have nightmares right away i swear!! i was so scared.... and yeah like for 2 days i didn't had bruises or blood but yesterday i couldn't handle it any longer and i made like 7 cuts in my wrist.... it bleeded for idk half an hour and i was like 'shoot i guess that was a little too deep' but yeah i'm kinda tired now so i gotta go my head's still bouncing like a basketbal! see you guys later bye xo alexander