Status: One-Shot!
Even Hell Can Get Comfy Once You've Settled In
And then I found out how hard it is to really change.
Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in.
I just wanted the numb inside me to leave.
No matter how fucked you get, there's always hell when you come back down.
The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had.
There's glimpses of heaven in everything.
In the friends that I have, the music I make, the love that I feel.
I just had to start again
Hospital For Souls - Bring Me the Horizon
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The visions continued to come back to Alex. They flooded his memory and made him fear even closing his eyes. Every single time he would try and fall asleep the images would come back to him. The burning in his throat as he tried to scream and get away. The pain that coursed through his entire fucking being from the heavy body atop him trying to keep him down. The thick and calloused hands that gripped his throat. It was fucking hell.
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Warnings: self harm, rape, cussing, triggering!
Disclaimer: None of the characters that I use belong to me!
A/N: Hello, lovelies! So, a lot of you mentioned how there was no cute Rilex stuff out and that you wanted more. And this is what I'm providing for you! I know this concept of story is probably done a lot but I wanted to do my own take on it and give it a shot. Also, the lyrics at the beginning of the story are from the song Hospital for Souls by Bring Me the Horizon. I absolutely love this song and the entire album is just amazing. pLEASE tell me what you think!! Comments make me a very happy person <3
Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in.
I just wanted the numb inside me to leave.
No matter how fucked you get, there's always hell when you come back down.
The funny thing is all I ever wanted I already had.
There's glimpses of heaven in everything.
In the friends that I have, the music I make, the love that I feel.
I just had to start again
Hospital For Souls - Bring Me the Horizon
*
The visions continued to come back to Alex. They flooded his memory and made him fear even closing his eyes. Every single time he would try and fall asleep the images would come back to him. The burning in his throat as he tried to scream and get away. The pain that coursed through his entire fucking being from the heavy body atop him trying to keep him down. The thick and calloused hands that gripped his throat. It was fucking hell.
*
Warnings: self harm, rape, cussing, triggering!
Disclaimer: None of the characters that I use belong to me!
A/N: Hello, lovelies! So, a lot of you mentioned how there was no cute Rilex stuff out and that you wanted more. And this is what I'm providing for you! I know this concept of story is probably done a lot but I wanted to do my own take on it and give it a shot. Also, the lyrics at the beginning of the story are from the song Hospital for Souls by Bring Me the Horizon. I absolutely love this song and the entire album is just amazing. pLEASE tell me what you think!! Comments make me a very happy person <3