Kissing in Cars

Is it naive to make plans that seem so far away?

-Kellin's POV-

Ugh, I'm such an idiot. I should be over my dad by now. Hah, as if he even deserved that title. If you're man enough to have a child, you should be man enough to stick around to see how they turn out. Not a single fucking hint of an explanation was given. Was it me? Was I really that much of a bad person?
The memory of him being on stage with me flooded back and made my heart practically jump out of my chest. I nudged him with my knee.
'Thanks for saving my ass out there. Do you really see me as family?'
His long, muscly arm wrapped around my shoulder as he replied softly, 'Of course, Kells'.
I couldn't help but smile. He was the only one who called me 'Kells'. I'd get pissed at anyone else who did it. It made me feel like a girl, but when Vic said it, it made me felt like I was his, you know? Like a cute pet name. He really was a wonderful friend but that's it. He wanted nothing more than that, whereas I did. I needed him. I'd spent too long convincing myself I didn't like him in that way, but I've learned to accept it. I felt him shift his weight a little as something skimmed the top of my head. Vic froze for a second, maybe he felt it too. Maybe it was just wind. He sighed and relaxed.
'Hey, guys, we're all going out for a drink, you wanna come?'
Vic and I jumped at the sound of Gabe's voice and we quickly pulled away from each other. Gabe gave a nervous, throaty laugh and scratched the back of his head.
'You know, or not, if you're uh, if you're busy' he added, raising an eyebrow.
Vic and I exchanged an awkward glance as I manged to discretely shake my head 'no'. Thankfully, Vic noticed and spoke up. 'Actually, we're both pretty bummed out right now, we we're just gonna go play video games on the bus, but thanks,' he smiled.
Gabe shrugged and said 'Alright, well I'll see you gays later.' I shot Gabe a piercing look as he kicked my foot and added, 'But in all seriousness, are you okay, Kells?'
'I'm fine. And my name's Kellin, okay? 'Kells' makes me sound like a girl,' I mumbled. I didn't mean for it to come out so harsh, so I looked up at him and smiled apologetically.
'Eh, whatever, see you guys later,' he put emphasis on the word 'guys' as he giggled and walked away.
I jumped and let out a small squeal when I felt a finger jab into my rib cage. I looked up from the ground to find two beautiful, brown eyes slicing into mine. Vic's bold shoulders bounced softly as he laughed at my reaction.
'You let me call you Kells,' he winked. Wow, Vic, can you please not wink at me like that or I may do something I'll regret.
How do I get out of this one? I replied with an incoherent mumble, 'You let me call you Kells' I mocked.
He laughed softly and pushed the hair out of my eyes. I quickly diverted my eyes away from his. I could feel him starring at me and it made me self conscious so I jumped up and held out my hand to him. His eyebrows pulled together in a tight line questioning what I was doing. He smiled and grabbed my hand as I heaved him up to his feet. I couldn't help but notice the contrast between my pale, white skin and his tanned, Mexican colour. He let go and brushed himself off. I turned to get on my bus but he turned me around and pointed to his bus.
'But Jaime...' I whined. Vic laughed and ran his fingers through his soft, brown curls.
'Don't worry, we cleaned out the bus. His feet stench doesn't linger there anymore.'
I chuckled and made my way onto the PTV bus. Their bus was so much bigger than ours. So many more unused bunks. They had a shrine at the back full of gifts and pictures from fans. They really did appreciated them. I smiled at him and followed him to the loveseat.
We spent a couple of hours playing video games when I noticed the time.
'I should probably get going, they'll be back soon.' I sighed.
'Nah, man, stay here tonight. We have a day off tomorrow. I don't wanna be left alone with this wasted bunch and there's no doubt your lot will be just as bad.'
'You sure?'
'Yep, just pick a bunk.' Vic replied, his voice trailing off as he walked down the bus simultaneously pulling off his shirt. I couldn't help but stare at him. He had such a perfectly toned body. I just about heard him mumble something about having a shower. I watched as he disappeared behind the door and I headed down to the bunks. I climbed into one and soon passed out.

Vic looked down at me with his big brown eyes. His careful hand caressing my face gently. I moaned contently at his touch as he leaned down to press his soft lips to mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck drawing him in as his tongue fought for entrance. I granted him his wish and let him in. Our tongues danced together exploring each others mouths.
I bit his bottom lip as he moaned in his sexy, raspy voice, 'Don't tease me, baby.' I trailed my fingers gently along his back and smiled when I felt him shudder. He pressed his lips to my neck planting soft kisses there trailed across my throat and down my shoulder.
I moaned out a small 'I love you.'
'Hmm?' This voice didn't belong to Vic. My eyes shot open. I could feel something heavy weighing down on me. If this wasn't Vic then...?
'Jaime? Jaime, what the fuck?' Jaime's heavy build was sprawled out across me face down. Ugh, it was all a dream.
'My bunk. Get out.' Oh man, he was really wasted. There was nothing more annoying than a wasted Mexican named Jaime. I used all my muscle-which, by the way, was very scarce-to push him off of me. He fell to the ground with a loud thump. Vic's head popped out from around the corner. I can't have been asleep for long, he still had a towel wrapped around his waist and another hanging loosely around his neck. Other than that, he was naked. He looked down at Jaime curled up on the floor hardly conscious. I was worried that I'd hurt him until I realized just how intoxicated he really was. Vic looked up at me with raised eyebrows and chuckled.
'Uh, opps?' I offered. We both laughed at the wasted mess on the floor who was now reaching up to Vic tugging on the towel covering his lower half.
'Oh, no you don't,' he laughed breathlessly fight Jamie's hand away.
Do it, Jaime.
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