Love Diary...

Happiness...

Happiness... It doesn't last long, huh?
Just moments ago I got a free ticket to the festival. "Yay!" I was so excited but now that I think of you being with me there, my heart aches even more...
You shouldn't play with peoples emotions, especially with something as serious as a relationship.
Was it all a joke to you? A game? Am I just a place holder that you will eventually erase?
I know not to date friends but ... I was really hoping we got past that part.
You just don't know how lonely I feel. I wanted you to be my first...even though we're both girls...
I don't care about that or anything else.
I just want you to love me.......................................................................

-April 11, 2013