Love Diary...

Sorrow...

Oh god why does it hurt so much?!
why am i so weak? the pain is too much my chest is caving in...
how am i suppose to deal with this? TELL ME!!!
how am i suppose to deal with any of my emotions?
you were suppose to be there for me. where r u now?
the years that we were split from each other were the most important years that you should have been in.
i need you...mom...i need you.
i need you to help me, tell me what to do and how to deal with this BURNING in my chest.+
Where r u?! where r u?! come to me!! love me!!!! mom...MOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAIIIIIIISSSSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

....someone...
:'(