What I Need

I am just a normal girl right? That's how I appear. I even could have ruled my school, been the queen of my 'land' but I chose not to. I had just wanted to be normal, it was not my fault I was beautiful, intelligent, and easy get along with. Then came one fateful night. Now I can only act as normal as I possibly can, but now I have one odd quirk. I have lost many of the people close to me due to that oddity I picked up from that horrible night. Sometimes I wonder if the only reason said people don't tell my deadly secret, is because they are afraid of me. I did not ask for this. I wonder even more often what it would take to rid me of this problem. Who can help? Hell, who would after they knew? And why would they?