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Warped Queen
i hate myself for letting you go
Parker Cannon's POV
Every single soul in this fucking Warped is talking about the new it-couple. Chelsea and Jaime. They are seriously gossiping like 12 year old girls talk about One Direction or shit. I'll admit it, Chelsea was my best girlfriend. She was everything a guy could ask for. Funny, kind, loyal and sexy. I think she changed after our breakup, but this is what I heard from people who still talk to her. When we started dating we didn't liked to show off to others, like she's doing now with Jaime. I never thought in the future they would date. Yes, when we were together I always asked her if she really considered him as a friend. She would laugh and would say she couldn't imagine herself dating Jaime. Well, everything can change. During the bonfire last night, I could really tell they liked eachother. And when Jack sent me, and the rest of the United States population the picture of them kissing, I knew she had moved on. Yes, I kind of liked catching her staring at me, or when I talked to her and she couldn't formulate words. Yeah, it was fun. But having her to myself, to kiss her and hug her all I want was better. These past weeks at Warped made me think a lot about Chelsea and I. We were happy. I liked having her around. Maybe if I could, I would take it all back and try to have her once again. No. This is crazy. Chelsea has a new boyfriend, and I like being single. Fuck, what am I saying. I'm a wreck without her. I may put up well with the act of "i-forgot-about-you-in-two-seconds" but it's really just an act. I really care about her. And I hate myself for making her cry for months and months. She might not know, but I actually regret breaking up with her. She was willing to give me another chance. After what I did to her, she said we could start again. And I'm sure she would love me the same way she did before. Maybe we would still be together. Maybe I would be purposing to her on the stage tonight. Maybe I would be happy again. I'm just gonna let her be, because she deserves so much more than me. Jaime looks like a good guy. Who am I to separate them? But maybe I should let her know that I still have feelings for her. If she doesn't have them anymore for me, then I'll leave her alone. But if she still does, I'm going to fight for her.
Every single soul in this fucking Warped is talking about the new it-couple. Chelsea and Jaime. They are seriously gossiping like 12 year old girls talk about One Direction or shit. I'll admit it, Chelsea was my best girlfriend. She was everything a guy could ask for. Funny, kind, loyal and sexy. I think she changed after our breakup, but this is what I heard from people who still talk to her. When we started dating we didn't liked to show off to others, like she's doing now with Jaime. I never thought in the future they would date. Yes, when we were together I always asked her if she really considered him as a friend. She would laugh and would say she couldn't imagine herself dating Jaime. Well, everything can change. During the bonfire last night, I could really tell they liked eachother. And when Jack sent me, and the rest of the United States population the picture of them kissing, I knew she had moved on. Yes, I kind of liked catching her staring at me, or when I talked to her and she couldn't formulate words. Yeah, it was fun. But having her to myself, to kiss her and hug her all I want was better. These past weeks at Warped made me think a lot about Chelsea and I. We were happy. I liked having her around. Maybe if I could, I would take it all back and try to have her once again. No. This is crazy. Chelsea has a new boyfriend, and I like being single. Fuck, what am I saying. I'm a wreck without her. I may put up well with the act of "i-forgot-about-you-in-two-seconds" but it's really just an act. I really care about her. And I hate myself for making her cry for months and months. She might not know, but I actually regret breaking up with her. She was willing to give me another chance. After what I did to her, she said we could start again. And I'm sure she would love me the same way she did before. Maybe we would still be together. Maybe I would be purposing to her on the stage tonight. Maybe I would be happy again. I'm just gonna let her be, because she deserves so much more than me. Jaime looks like a good guy. Who am I to separate them? But maybe I should let her know that I still have feelings for her. If she doesn't have them anymore for me, then I'll leave her alone. But if she still does, I'm going to fight for her.
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