My Tortured Life

Now my life wasn’t always torturous but for the most part of it has been especially in my childhood. Memories have I will have with me not matter what happens and not no matter how hard I try not to remember them. Music has always been something I loved to do and helped me greatly getting over everything. It numbs this pain that I have been through and gets my emotions out on paper instead of bottling everything up and making me a ticking time bomb. I’m just glad that after what has happened I have family beside me to help me get through this as well. I don’t know where I would be without them.

Because of what happened unless you are family I do not trust easily especially men I have no familiarity with. It hinders my love life I know that but when you are going out with one of your best friends then it doesn’t mean much. It more affect my band since I do meet fans considering how successful what I thought for awhile would be a garage band. Now we are going on tours and talking and preforming on TV shows where we meet fans and people I hardly know. At those points I put aside what has happened and do what I need to while still struggling to let people in.

My band, what I can say, this is something that helps me a lot because of my music and it’s my baby. I will not voluntarily leave this band until I’m forced out which will probably be when I’m forced out of all work since I also produce a lot of bands as well not just mine. It helps that I am part Angel and have several degrees from heaven it is just getting back into the swing of things. Yep I said I’m angel that that is why I have a band and will not leave it until absolutely necessary. Anyways this is my story and I hope you like it.