Inside Her Body
33- Behind all THOSE
Dedicated po to sa lahat ng mga nakakalokanh-brutal-walang sawa-funniest-supportive people po na nag comment sa last chap ko na sobra akong pinatawa ng husto at pinakilig sa sa pag subaybay ng IHB..Dun po sa mga taong gustong ipapatay agad agad-putulan-ibitin patiwarik-ichop chop sina Dave at Pia!!:)))))))
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Jill POV
Nagising ako ng may hampas lupang kumakalabog sa pintuan.
ANO BA! HINDI BA MARUNONG MAG ANTAY TONG LAPASTANGGAN NA TO! ARGH!
bumalikwas ako ng tayo. Bumaba ako at binuksan ang pinto at
@___________@
"ANONG GINAGAWA MO DITO?!"
"Hi jill"
"WALA AKONG PLANO MAKIPAG PLASTIKAN SA ISANG PLASTIC NA TULAD MO KAYA UMALIS KA NA, PANO MO NALAMAN NANDITO AKO?!"
"simple. Dave told me."
Hearing his name out of that b'tch's mouth triggered my anger inside! ANO BANG KAILANGAN NETO!
"may come in?"
"NO. U BETTER LEAVE. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO YOU."
"WELL I DO. TRUST ME U WANNA HEAR THIS."
Bigla akong nakaramdam ng pagktataka at kaba. Pero wala akong pakielam! NABBWCT AKO SA OAG MUMUKA NIYA!
"WELL I DONT. LEAVE"
i was about to shut the door quick in front of her when
"SOMETHING HAPPENED TO DAVE!"
Pahabol niyang sinigaw. Nahinto ako sa pagsara at bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Kahit na matindi ang galit ko kay dave hnd ko padin maiiaalis na mahal ko siya. At siya ang ama ng dinadala ko.
"Jill, listen to me"
"Why would i?" Pag mamatigas ko
"Look i dont have much time-"
"Then leave"
"WILL U FVCKING LISTEN TO ME FIRST!? JESUS!"
ABAT! AKO PA TALAGA ANG SINIGAWAN NIYA! NASA TERITORYO KO SIYA AT ANG KAPAL NMN NG PAGMUMUKA NIYANG SIGAWAN AKO!
i want to yell at her,but something's really bothering me. Alam kong may mali. I let her in at umupo nmn siya sa couch. Nag papataasan kami ng init ng ulo, siguro dahil pareho kaming buntis.
"Jill i know what ur thinking-"
"ARE YOU MARRIED TO HIM?!"
hindi ko na napigilan ang nararamdaman ko. I want to cry this very moment.pero ayaw kong sayangin ang lakas ko.
"HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH"
ANONG NAKAKTAWA SA TANONG KO! I FVCKING SERIOUS AT TATAWANAN NIYA AKO! THATS IT! KANINA PAKO NAIINSULTO SKNYA!
"ANO BA!" i shouted
"Im sorry. I just cant help it. But hahahha to answer ur question. No. We will never be"
"What r u trying to say?"
"He's my cousin"
0______0
Pakiramdam ko binuhusan ako ng napaka lamig na tubig! ALL THIS TIME NAG SELOS AKO AT NG SAYANG AKO NG LUHA SA PINSAN NIYA! >.<
"Hahahah kadiri ha! C dave? My husband! Oh please! Eh baka nga hindi kami mag pinsan malamang nag patayan na kami hahahhaha. Pareho kaming mainitin at mapilit. Hahahah gross! "
Hindi ako nakakibo sa mga sinabi niya. I felt a very huge hope and happiness inside my heart! DAVE! MY DAVE! PERO BAKIT WALA SIYA DITO! NASAN SIYA!?
"Hindi nako magpapaligoy ligoy pa jill. I came here because im not the real enemy here...Jannet is"
Hearing that name..URGH! BUHAY PA PALA ANG ILUSYUNADANG UN!
"Alam kong ikakagalit to skn ni kuya. But i dont have a choice. Lumalala ang sitwasyon. At alam ko mahirap para sayo mag isa ngayon may laman ang sinapupunan mo..."
She stood up and sat down in front of me
"Jill...kaya laging busy si dave, it wasnt bcoz he has another woman ot bcoz...bcoz.,"
Ramdam na ramdam ko ang takot nia na sabihin sakin ang totoo. But i need to hear the truth!
"Please sabihin mo sakin"
"Jill... Dave's planning a surprise wedding for you."
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"W-what?"
"U heard it ryt.. The nyt after u got enganged he called me to plan the wedding.. My job's a wedding planner. Pero huminto nko. But of course he's my cousin kaya pinag bigyan ko."
"Jill, he kept it from u dahil gusto niang iparamdam sayo gano ka niya ka mahal, he kept it bcoz he doesnt want to stress u out anymore, with all the preparations u have to consider for the wedding."
"Gusto nia pag gising mo susuotin mo nlng ang wedding gown na ginawa pa mismo ni tita..dave's mom.. We're all part of this..ur friends, me even ur family.. Yes alam na nila.. We are all busy for the preparation. He wa very excited about everything.. Everything's going the way it should be.. Here's the origanl plan."
She handed me a folder full of sketches for the wedding. Halos manginig nako sa iyak. I cant belive this! I cant believe naaalala pa niya ang lahat ng napag usapan nmn nung mga bata pa kami. This is my dream wedding. I can still remember we were playing in the park at kinuwento ko sknya to. That i want a surprise wedding when the time comes. That when i wake up i burst into tears wearing my wedding gown. And now. Now he's busy making it come true for me..but,.but i didnt even gave him a chance to explain! DAVE! I HAYE YOU! I HATE YOU BCOZ U MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH U OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
I burst into tears while looking at the sketches. Everything that dreamt of is here. The aisle, the flower, the honeymoon suite..EVERYTHING!
"jill this is the reason why he doesnt want to talk about this.. Lahat kami excited na..the wedding was..was supposed to be....to be yesterday.."
Yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday
Hindi ako nakahinga sa sinabi ni pia.. YESTERDAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY WEDDING! then it hit me! Yesterday was my parents silver Anniversary. Kung kinasal kami ngaun at nag celebrate kme ng silver wedding, my parents would be celebrating their golden anniversary!
DAVE! WHY DO U HAVE TO MAKE MA FALL FOR U TOO HARD! I HATE U SO MUCH! I HATE U FOR LOVING ME THIS MUCH! I HATE U FOR MAKING ME LOVE YOU TOO MUCH! BABY IM SORRY! IM SORRY! T.T
"Halos masira na ang ulo ni dave jill..everything went bust."
I looked at her in confused..dahil ba sakin? Dahil ba hindi ako nakinig? BABY IM SORRY! T.T
"I dont have to blame urself jill... Of everything went ryt after d plan, hindi mo pa dpt ako makikilala, kaya ibig sabihin, i went here bcoz something went wrong already before u saw us."
"Dave bought the ring the night before he popped the question. Dave left the ring to one of his parents keeper. But unfortunately, its...its LOST"
@___@
"Isa sa mga hayop na staff malamang binayaran ni jannet. She emailed the both of us a picture of her holding the ring. Dave went furious about it. He fired everyone from his parents keeper... I went here bcoz the media is getting out of hand..this is the reason jill..the reason kung bakit ayw niang ipaalam sayo to lahat..the pressure that the media's going to put on you.."
"I came here to tell dave that u guys need to get married ASAP.. if the media finds out about this! Jannet will.. Kahit na mag lagay pa tayo ng 100 na bodyguards makakapasok ang haliparot na yon at gagawa ng eksena. Dave doesnt want to embarass u in front of everyone. He told me, whenu guys were still kids, u wanted a sacred wedding.. Thats why he did all of this.. Now the pressure is in dave's shoulders.. Jannet knows how much that ring means so much to him... Jill,.it was he's grandparents everlasting ring"
DAVE! DAVE NAMAN EH! WHY DO U HAVE TO BE THIS PERFECT! THIS IS ALL MY FAULT! IF I JUST LISTEN TO HIM!
"She's willing to give the ring back if...if he's going to introduce to the world that...that they are married..she has her to make things seem that they are truly married kaya kht lumabas na ikaw ng tunay na asawa.. Siya pdn.. She's powerful."
THAT B'CH!!!!!! HINDI AKO PAPAYAG!! ANG DAMI KO NANG PINAG DAANAN TO HAVE THIS DREAM WITH DAVE! NOW THAT I KNOW THE TRUTH I WONT BACK OUT! MAG TUTUOS KAME!
"jill im sorry if i told u this early, i destroyed your-"
"No..no pia.. Thank you.. Kung hindi mo to sinabi..dave would be facing the problem himself..we should be facing this together.. His my dream come true..Thank you!"
I hugger her tight and cried myself out. She held my face and
"Jill..jill dave is also my best friend, my brother and almost a father..jill kahit anong mangyare na pagsubok sainyo, dont leave him.. I dont wanna see him beyond miserable again.. I know ur the only woman in this world who can make him happy. That jannet wh0re must rot in the hell! Jill u need to see dave, i know he'll be bery furious of me telling u but...but i know i must."
"Thank u pia, im sorry-"
"Dont be..just promise me u wont leave my cousin no matter what..."
I nodded.. I NEED TO SEE DAVE! I TO SEE MY BABY! DAVE IM VERY SORRY! IM VERY SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU LIKE THIS! FOR NOT GIVING YOU THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN....FOR LETTING U FACE ALL THIS ALONE...BABY IM SORRY...IM SORRY.
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Jill POV
Nagising ako ng may hampas lupang kumakalabog sa pintuan.
ANO BA! HINDI BA MARUNONG MAG ANTAY TONG LAPASTANGGAN NA TO! ARGH!
bumalikwas ako ng tayo. Bumaba ako at binuksan ang pinto at
@___________@
"ANONG GINAGAWA MO DITO?!"
"Hi jill"
"WALA AKONG PLANO MAKIPAG PLASTIKAN SA ISANG PLASTIC NA TULAD MO KAYA UMALIS KA NA, PANO MO NALAMAN NANDITO AKO?!"
"simple. Dave told me."
Hearing his name out of that b'tch's mouth triggered my anger inside! ANO BANG KAILANGAN NETO!
"may come in?"
"NO. U BETTER LEAVE. I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY TO YOU."
"WELL I DO. TRUST ME U WANNA HEAR THIS."
Bigla akong nakaramdam ng pagktataka at kaba. Pero wala akong pakielam! NABBWCT AKO SA OAG MUMUKA NIYA!
"WELL I DONT. LEAVE"
i was about to shut the door quick in front of her when
"SOMETHING HAPPENED TO DAVE!"
Pahabol niyang sinigaw. Nahinto ako sa pagsara at bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Kahit na matindi ang galit ko kay dave hnd ko padin maiiaalis na mahal ko siya. At siya ang ama ng dinadala ko.
"Jill, listen to me"
"Why would i?" Pag mamatigas ko
"Look i dont have much time-"
"Then leave"
"WILL U FVCKING LISTEN TO ME FIRST!? JESUS!"
ABAT! AKO PA TALAGA ANG SINIGAWAN NIYA! NASA TERITORYO KO SIYA AT ANG KAPAL NMN NG PAGMUMUKA NIYANG SIGAWAN AKO!
i want to yell at her,but something's really bothering me. Alam kong may mali. I let her in at umupo nmn siya sa couch. Nag papataasan kami ng init ng ulo, siguro dahil pareho kaming buntis.
"Jill i know what ur thinking-"
"ARE YOU MARRIED TO HIM?!"
hindi ko na napigilan ang nararamdaman ko. I want to cry this very moment.pero ayaw kong sayangin ang lakas ko.
"HAHAHAHHAAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH"
ANONG NAKAKTAWA SA TANONG KO! I FVCKING SERIOUS AT TATAWANAN NIYA AKO! THATS IT! KANINA PAKO NAIINSULTO SKNYA!
"ANO BA!" i shouted
"Im sorry. I just cant help it. But hahahha to answer ur question. No. We will never be"
"What r u trying to say?"
"He's my cousin"
0______0
Pakiramdam ko binuhusan ako ng napaka lamig na tubig! ALL THIS TIME NAG SELOS AKO AT NG SAYANG AKO NG LUHA SA PINSAN NIYA! >.<
"Hahahah kadiri ha! C dave? My husband! Oh please! Eh baka nga hindi kami mag pinsan malamang nag patayan na kami hahahhaha. Pareho kaming mainitin at mapilit. Hahahah gross! "
Hindi ako nakakibo sa mga sinabi niya. I felt a very huge hope and happiness inside my heart! DAVE! MY DAVE! PERO BAKIT WALA SIYA DITO! NASAN SIYA!?
"Hindi nako magpapaligoy ligoy pa jill. I came here because im not the real enemy here...Jannet is"
Hearing that name..URGH! BUHAY PA PALA ANG ILUSYUNADANG UN!
"Alam kong ikakagalit to skn ni kuya. But i dont have a choice. Lumalala ang sitwasyon. At alam ko mahirap para sayo mag isa ngayon may laman ang sinapupunan mo..."
She stood up and sat down in front of me
"Jill...kaya laging busy si dave, it wasnt bcoz he has another woman ot bcoz...bcoz.,"
Ramdam na ramdam ko ang takot nia na sabihin sakin ang totoo. But i need to hear the truth!
"Please sabihin mo sakin"
"Jill... Dave's planning a surprise wedding for you."
[]_______[]
"W-what?"
"U heard it ryt.. The nyt after u got enganged he called me to plan the wedding.. My job's a wedding planner. Pero huminto nko. But of course he's my cousin kaya pinag bigyan ko."
"Jill, he kept it from u dahil gusto niang iparamdam sayo gano ka niya ka mahal, he kept it bcoz he doesnt want to stress u out anymore, with all the preparations u have to consider for the wedding."
"Gusto nia pag gising mo susuotin mo nlng ang wedding gown na ginawa pa mismo ni tita..dave's mom.. We're all part of this..ur friends, me even ur family.. Yes alam na nila.. We are all busy for the preparation. He wa very excited about everything.. Everything's going the way it should be.. Here's the origanl plan."
She handed me a folder full of sketches for the wedding. Halos manginig nako sa iyak. I cant belive this! I cant believe naaalala pa niya ang lahat ng napag usapan nmn nung mga bata pa kami. This is my dream wedding. I can still remember we were playing in the park at kinuwento ko sknya to. That i want a surprise wedding when the time comes. That when i wake up i burst into tears wearing my wedding gown. And now. Now he's busy making it come true for me..but,.but i didnt even gave him a chance to explain! DAVE! I HAYE YOU! I HATE YOU BCOZ U MAKE ME FALL IN LOVE WITH U OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
I burst into tears while looking at the sketches. Everything that dreamt of is here. The aisle, the flower, the honeymoon suite..EVERYTHING!
"jill this is the reason why he doesnt want to talk about this.. Lahat kami excited na..the wedding was..was supposed to be....to be yesterday.."
Yesterday
Yesterday
Yesterday
Hindi ako nakahinga sa sinabi ni pia.. YESTERDAY WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MY WEDDING! then it hit me! Yesterday was my parents silver Anniversary. Kung kinasal kami ngaun at nag celebrate kme ng silver wedding, my parents would be celebrating their golden anniversary!
DAVE! WHY DO U HAVE TO MAKE MA FALL FOR U TOO HARD! I HATE U SO MUCH! I HATE U FOR LOVING ME THIS MUCH! I HATE U FOR MAKING ME LOVE YOU TOO MUCH! BABY IM SORRY! IM SORRY! T.T
"Halos masira na ang ulo ni dave jill..everything went bust."
I looked at her in confused..dahil ba sakin? Dahil ba hindi ako nakinig? BABY IM SORRY! T.T
"I dont have to blame urself jill... Of everything went ryt after d plan, hindi mo pa dpt ako makikilala, kaya ibig sabihin, i went here bcoz something went wrong already before u saw us."
"Dave bought the ring the night before he popped the question. Dave left the ring to one of his parents keeper. But unfortunately, its...its LOST"
@___@
"Isa sa mga hayop na staff malamang binayaran ni jannet. She emailed the both of us a picture of her holding the ring. Dave went furious about it. He fired everyone from his parents keeper... I went here bcoz the media is getting out of hand..this is the reason jill..the reason kung bakit ayw niang ipaalam sayo to lahat..the pressure that the media's going to put on you.."
"I came here to tell dave that u guys need to get married ASAP.. if the media finds out about this! Jannet will.. Kahit na mag lagay pa tayo ng 100 na bodyguards makakapasok ang haliparot na yon at gagawa ng eksena. Dave doesnt want to embarass u in front of everyone. He told me, whenu guys were still kids, u wanted a sacred wedding.. Thats why he did all of this.. Now the pressure is in dave's shoulders.. Jannet knows how much that ring means so much to him... Jill,.it was he's grandparents everlasting ring"
DAVE! DAVE NAMAN EH! WHY DO U HAVE TO BE THIS PERFECT! THIS IS ALL MY FAULT! IF I JUST LISTEN TO HIM!
"She's willing to give the ring back if...if he's going to introduce to the world that...that they are married..she has her to make things seem that they are truly married kaya kht lumabas na ikaw ng tunay na asawa.. Siya pdn.. She's powerful."
THAT B'CH!!!!!! HINDI AKO PAPAYAG!! ANG DAMI KO NANG PINAG DAANAN TO HAVE THIS DREAM WITH DAVE! NOW THAT I KNOW THE TRUTH I WONT BACK OUT! MAG TUTUOS KAME!
"jill im sorry if i told u this early, i destroyed your-"
"No..no pia.. Thank you.. Kung hindi mo to sinabi..dave would be facing the problem himself..we should be facing this together.. His my dream come true..Thank you!"
I hugger her tight and cried myself out. She held my face and
"Jill..jill dave is also my best friend, my brother and almost a father..jill kahit anong mangyare na pagsubok sainyo, dont leave him.. I dont wanna see him beyond miserable again.. I know ur the only woman in this world who can make him happy. That jannet wh0re must rot in the hell! Jill u need to see dave, i know he'll be bery furious of me telling u but...but i know i must."
"Thank u pia, im sorry-"
"Dont be..just promise me u wont leave my cousin no matter what..."
I nodded.. I NEED TO SEE DAVE! I TO SEE MY BABY! DAVE IM VERY SORRY! IM VERY SORRY FOR LEAVING YOU LIKE THIS! FOR NOT GIVING YOU THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN....FOR LETTING U FACE ALL THIS ALONE...BABY IM SORRY...IM SORRY.