Lay Your Guns Down, Let Me Die. Why Won't You Just Let Me Die?

CC is drowning in his own demons. No matter how hard he tries to fight them, they keep coming back. When he thinks he's okay, they come back even worse. They come back for more. They are his worst nightmare. Can his beloved lover, Andy save him on time, along with his band mates, or is it already to late to save CC?

Introduction.
I cannot feel anything anymore.
[Trigger warning; self harm and attempted suicide]
How can you see into my eyes, like open doors.
[trigger warning; self harm attempted suicide]
How stubborn are those scars when they wont fade away?
CC'sPOV
I walk this road alone; no thanks to you.
Andy'sPOV