Status: This simply my life in my eyes.
My Life in Words.
Intro.
Hi.
I'm Jaelyn.
I'm 14 years old. I'm a somewhat christian. Most of my time is spent on the internet or watching useless shows. I'm 5'10 and weigh about 196. Fat? I know. I hate myself most days, but most people wouldn't know that because I put up such a huge wall. I've been known as a popular, prep, or the nicest girl around. I mean that's nice and all, but I know for a fact people talk shit about me. Sorry I'm ranting right now. Some days I wish I wasn't alive because I feel that I'll never fit in, but then something occurs that I can't even describe. All those thoughts of suicide disappear and I feel better. I know it's God. I don't know how I got here, but I know I need to do this. Write out my life. Maybe it will save someone, maybe not. Oh well. Anyways.
Hi.
I'm Jaelyn.
Nice to meet you.
I'm Jaelyn.
I'm 14 years old. I'm a somewhat christian. Most of my time is spent on the internet or watching useless shows. I'm 5'10 and weigh about 196. Fat? I know. I hate myself most days, but most people wouldn't know that because I put up such a huge wall. I've been known as a popular, prep, or the nicest girl around. I mean that's nice and all, but I know for a fact people talk shit about me. Sorry I'm ranting right now. Some days I wish I wasn't alive because I feel that I'll never fit in, but then something occurs that I can't even describe. All those thoughts of suicide disappear and I feel better. I know it's God. I don't know how I got here, but I know I need to do this. Write out my life. Maybe it will save someone, maybe not. Oh well. Anyways.
Hi.
I'm Jaelyn.
Nice to meet you.
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June 10, 2013 @12:09