Narcotic Sweet Talk

Its been over two weeks since the incident with Phil and Diana has been untouchable. She was distracting her elf by working out until she couldn't walk back to her bed room , other days she would just drink herself into a coma .I've either been spending the night our coming back every day. Occasionally she would cuddle up to me and let me hold her but thats for about five minutes until her memories of that night over flow and she would become numb. The band is going on tour tonight and Adam is coming with us , we are all scared to leave her but she refused to come with us.
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I heard the door close as the boys were leaving for a two week tour in Canada , I don't want them to leave but there's nothing I could really do. I could no longer get out of bed let alone make an affectionate gesture to Tony or any of the boys. I had no energy , although I am a wear of what had happened that night I am not traumatized by it. I have grown so accustomed to the abuse Phil put onto me for years but this put my body into shock . With Tony I did emotionally feel for him , I felt his warm touch , everything I just was incapable of reacting .All the guys were here every day they would sit around with me and talk, they would act like they would any day . I noticed how Tony was falling into piece , he was slowly giving up and I didnt blame him .I'm hurting him without intention of doing so , I was hurting everyone around me.
I rose out of bed to the thought of bring pain to Tony's life and everyone else's. I felt a rush take over my body , my heart pounded as I walked out of my room and down the hall. I pulled my suite case out from the storage closet and brought it into my room and threw it onto my bed I shoved anything in as fast as I could .I was making the right chose this is the only way things will get better, I threw on a pair of leggings and a crew neck and walked down and out the door.
The freezing air from the conditioners greeted me as I walked through the doors of the air port. I was greeted by an older man at the front desk .
"Can I have a ticket to New Jersey , preferably the next flight?" I smiled
"Okay hun , a fight is leaving in an hour, you should have enough time to get through all the check points. Have good flight hope to see you back in Sand Diego ." He smiled ,I was surprised of how nice he was , my airport experiences are never that great. Roughly an hour later I was boarded on the flight and was seated in a two seater next to handsome looking guy. He has thick blond hair that wasnt long but it waved out a bit, he wore a pair of dark navy skinny jeans and an olive green crew neck.
"Hey. I'm Toby." He said flashing e a million dollar smile and extending his hand.
"Diana." I answered with a smile.
" I like your watch ." I said after introducing myself I saw a stunning gold watch on his wrist. Im not really a watch girl but my father sure loves them.
"Thanks it was my grandpas." He said without losing eye contact.
"Would you like anything to drink." The stewardess .
"Can I have Jack?" Toby asked in response to the women who looked like she was in her mid forties and unhappy with her job.
"And for you ?"
"Gin and Tonic." I smiled.
"Why you going to Jersey ?" He asked me sipping his drink.
"I grew up there and I moved to Sand Diego a little over a month ago and I just want to visit for a few days.And how about yourself?" I said gulping down my drink and asking for another which the stewardess wasn't to impressed by.
"Same as you where you from?"
"Around the city. "
"Hoboken ." He said before I could ask where he was from. I smiled since I knew the place well. We had small talk and finished off a few more drink until i pasted out on his shoulder.
"Hey wake up." I heard faintly as someone gently shook me.I peel open my eyes and saw Tobys smiling face.
"I think Im still drunk." I laughed sitting up in my seat.
"I'll drive you home then." He said pushing my hair behind my ear.
"No no I'll take a cab." I said pulling my suitcase from the luggage compartment .I was still buzzed from the drinks and too tired to drive.
"Come on." He said taking my hand a walking me into the parking lot .He had a huge black pick up similar to my fathers. He took my suitcase and placed in the back seat. Before I got to the door Toby ran to open for me
"You didnt have to." I said sitting into the comfy plush seat. He just smiled at me as he sat into the driver's seat, he started the engine Bestios started to blast through the speaker.
"Shit sorry." He said rushing to lower the volume.
"Its fine , I'm acutely very close with them .My roommate is their photographer and their always at my place, pretty much more then I am to say the lest " I smiled to myself as memories took over me.I really fucked up I shouldn't have left.
"That's sick , their good ." He said placing his hand on my tight. Which shook me from the memories of the guys. I didn't flinch at his touch which was odd since I was intangible for the past few weeks but I was hungry for human affection.
"So your roommate , is he your boyfriend?" Toby said without taking his eyes off the road.
"God no." I laughed at the thought of Adam .Toby's hand crawled higher on to my tight as I answered him.
"Hey ummm can I spend the night , I still haven't told anyone I was back." I said to him, I watched as him as a smile grew on his face.
"Of course it gets lonely when you live alone." He said as his eyes locked on mine , he removed his hand from me .I was disappointed I haven't been touch in any type of way for so long and I needed it at most right now. The affection Tony gave me slow died down more and more as his tour grew closer and I know he lost interest in me and it was obvious.
We pulled up in front of Toby's apartment around seven thirty .He lived in Hoboken which was only a train ride away from my dad's place. Toby led the way into a large lobby that has marble floors and dark brown walls .We entered the elevator which had three other guys in who all exchange handshakes with Toby.
"Hey Toby is this your girl?" a tall tan guy asked looking over at me.
"No no just a friend from Cali." He responded and winked at me.
"Sorry about that." He said unlocking the door. We walked into the living room which was a light caramel cream color with leather couches and a dark coffee table in the center .He has a huge book shelf of movies .We set our luggage down near the door and walked into the kitchen which had glass tiled walls and a wooden floor , it was big but not like the one at home.
"I'm going to make pasta." He said sitting me down at the table.
"Want anything?" He asked
"What ever your having and coffee if you have any." I smiled at him. I watched him as cooked .He would occasionally drop cheesy joke which I myself do adore.
"I got my shirt dirty , I'm going to go change. You can pick out a bottle of wine ." He said walking out from the kitchen.
"Are you trying to get me drunk?" I yelled so he could hear me.
"I did once already." He yelled back. I laughed to myself as I skimmed his wine rack for a bottle of white wine since I preferred it with a meal.
"Good chose." Toby said into my ear , it sent shivers down my back .I turned around to face him .He wore a blue tee shirt and a pair of sweat pants .He had a sleeve of tattoos.
"Nice ink." I smiled as he placed a plate of pasta in front of me.
"Yeah , I have a lot more than just my arm." He winked at me.
"Shit Toby you made this?" I said as I ate the best pasta I had ever had. He laughed and nodded at me.
"Hey." I yelled as I felt the whole side of my shirt getting soaked, I took the a handful of water and threw it at Tobys face.
"Oh you're going to get it."Toby laughed as he took the extended faucet and shot water at me. I screamed as I ran out of the kitchen and into the hall way .I felt Toby's arms around my waist as his picked me up and ran into the living room dropping me onto the couch.
"You're a jerk." I laughed at him and pointed my finger like a mother would . I just noticed that I was drenched in water and how uncomfortable my clothes felt against my skin.
"I going to go change." I said lifting myself of the couch . I rummaged through my suite case until I found a pair of yoga shorts and a white tank , I changed in the bathroom and walked back to the living room to find a shirtless Toby looking for a movie to watch.
"Ahhh nice now you have some sick tattoos ." he said tracing the daisy on my shoulder ,I loved the feeling of someone's genuine touch .I've missed it so much .
"What are we watching?" I ask stretching my arm out.
"Do you like horror?" He asked me
"It's my favorite." I smiled pulling out the Evil Dead.
"Wow you get better by the minute." He laughed as we sat down on the couch. He poured me a glass of wine , this being my fourth or fifth of the night .Half way through the movie Toby pulled the thing where he would yawn to put your arm around my shoulder.
"You're so cheesy." I said cuddling up to his touch.
"It would even cheesier if I were to say think you're stunning" he said and placed his hand on my tight.
"Your right it would." I said tracing the tattoos on his torso. He started to giggle under my touch.
"Are you ticklish Mr. Toby?" I said as I began to tickle him.
"YES ." he laughed and screamed .
"Stop it Diana." He laughed.
"Never." I laughed as I climbed further onto of him. I felt myself hit the floor within seconds and Toby was hovering over me, he held my wrist to the ground and his eyes were filled with lust. I bit down on my lip as he moved in closer to me. I pressed my lips on to his.
"I shouldn't have done that I'm sorry." I said franticly .I really wanted him, his touch someone's touch.
"Its fine." he said into my skin as he kissed down my neck and then my shoulders.
Toby found my lips again and kissed me hard biting my lower lip, I felt him growing through his sweat pants , I pressed my thumbs on to his hip he groaned into my mouth gaining complete dominances over my tongue . He slid his hand under my shirt running his hands down the bottomed of my back .He pinched my nipples making me whimper in pleasure, he pulling down my shorts and tong on one motion of the hand and spread my legs with his knee. I sat up pulled my shirt over my hand , Toby pushed my back on to the floor.
" I want you so much." He said biting down on my neck. I moaned as he shoved himself into me hard without warning .I was so engrossed in the pleasure I was getting I didn't notice we were in the kitchen till I felt the cold counter top against my bare skin. Toby yet to stop pounding into me harder and faster with every thrust .It was like a high and I never wanted it to end.
"Fuck Im so close." I screamed and without hesitation Toby lifted me off the counter and pinned mye against the wall. I opened my eyes to see him with a large smirk on his face with sweat dripping down his nose I watched as he threw his head back and groaned my name as he slammed deeper into me.
"Fuck."I said as I felt myself tighten around his length followed by complete bliss. He sat me down on the counter and kissed me sweetly , he threw away the condom. I noticed that I scratched his back up pretty badly.
"You look really good on my counter like that." He smirked as he handed me the coffee I asked for before.
"You look really sexy with your hair like that." I said sipping my coffee and swigging my legs back and forth. Toby sat up next to me and kissed my shoulder.
"I hope you know I didn't let you spend the night so I could get with you." He smiled as he took my empty cup and placed it into the dish washer.
"I hope you mean that , umm where am I seeping ?" I asked
"Sleep in my bed." He said
"And where will you sleep?" I said kissing him lightly .
"The couch." He said surging his shoulders.
"No no you sleep in your own bed , I'll take the couch."I said .He placed his hands on my hips.
"No I can't let such a pretty girl sleep on the couch."
"Then were sleeping in the same bed or both on the couch." I responded to him as I placed kisses on his neck, knowing I wasn't done with him.
"Really?" he asked tracing circles on my back.
"Mhm" I answered pressing my lips to his .He said no more and shoved tongue into my mouth .We fought for power as we crashed onto his bed ,I straddled him as he began to bite on my nipples.
"It really hot that you have you nipples pierced." He said as he threw me onto my back and pulling himself inside of me and slamming into me. I moaned out from both a mixture of pain and pleasure .
"You're so tight." Hr groaned as he pulled my tangled hair. I managed to straddle him again ride his member I watched his as he threw back his head and moaned as he grabbed my hips .I felt the bruises forming already. He picked me up off of him and kissed me deeply before climbing back onto me and slamming into me with more force this time, he became sloppy after a few more thrusts , I knew he was about to finish so bucked my hips against his, sending him deeper inside me . He relished himself onto my stomach a few seconds after that. Before I had a chance to do anything I felt his tongue go over my clit before he nibbled it. I whimpered from the pleasure.
"Oh my god Toby ."I moaned as I grabbed the sheets as I reached my climax. I never in my life have received such great oral pleasure from anyone .
"Fuck" I mumbled cuddling up to a pillow. Toby laughed as he pulled me into his arms and placed a kiss on my forehead before saying good night.