When I must carry on alone
This is my last goodbye
5 years later
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always (and that’s you)
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Mike and Billie never spoke sense that day.
There paths do crosses sometimes but they never speak.
A letter from Joey to Mike 2011
Hey Mike..
If you look in Billies eyes sometime you would know that he’s not the same.
He doesn’t do a lot. He doesn’t want to remember the days and nights you spent together. And yes we all know what happened about two month before he meet mom and what happened a week before he called mom and asked her to come down.. We all know and I understand that it hurts. That your heart broke twice.. I guess it’s not my thing to say but Billie really misses you. I think I’m speaking the truth when I say that if you just came around he would take you back in a heat beat.
I really miss you Mike, we all do..
/Joey…
Mikes answer:
Hey Joey..
I know that Billie would take me back. He wasn’t the one walking out. I was. I walk out because I couldn’t take it anymore. I wasn’t because of the fight, it was just an exit for me. A door that wasn’t completely shout. I miss you to, all of you. Even Billie Joe sometimes, but that doesn’t make me chance my mind. Your father hurt me too mush and nothing’s gonna make me trust him again..
Say hello to your mom and brother..
/ Mike
Billie sent Mike a letter saying goodbye:
Dear Mike:
I Hurt you to day just to feel that I’m living.
I’m sorry I’m not perfect.
Nothing’s gonna change the things I’ll done.
I miss you, I miss you so bad.
I know something I wrong and I'm going crazy
If you would be here you would see something was wrong.
I can't tell you what went wrong
But somewhere it did and it was my fold
I didn't know what I had before it was all gone
I couldn't seem to get around to tell you:
That songs like: Only of you, dry ice and so on was about you.
Yes I loved you then and I love you now.
I know that it doesn't make things different but I needed you to know..
I love you more then ever because I don't have you there..
I'll never be near you again and I'm trying to except that fact but it's hard.
I'm not looking for forgiveness because I know I'm never going to hear that from you.
I really hope you're having a great time with your life and that you're not sick and stuff
Should I have given it one more try then?? Maybe it could have been you and me forever..
But forever doesn't exist..
This is my last goodbye
/Billie Joe Armstrong
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always (and that’s you)
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Mike and Billie never spoke sense that day.
There paths do crosses sometimes but they never speak.
A letter from Joey to Mike 2011
Hey Mike..
If you look in Billies eyes sometime you would know that he’s not the same.
He doesn’t do a lot. He doesn’t want to remember the days and nights you spent together. And yes we all know what happened about two month before he meet mom and what happened a week before he called mom and asked her to come down.. We all know and I understand that it hurts. That your heart broke twice.. I guess it’s not my thing to say but Billie really misses you. I think I’m speaking the truth when I say that if you just came around he would take you back in a heat beat.
I really miss you Mike, we all do..
/Joey…
Mikes answer:
Hey Joey..
I know that Billie would take me back. He wasn’t the one walking out. I was. I walk out because I couldn’t take it anymore. I wasn’t because of the fight, it was just an exit for me. A door that wasn’t completely shout. I miss you to, all of you. Even Billie Joe sometimes, but that doesn’t make me chance my mind. Your father hurt me too mush and nothing’s gonna make me trust him again..
Say hello to your mom and brother..
/ Mike
Billie sent Mike a letter saying goodbye:
Dear Mike:
I Hurt you to day just to feel that I’m living.
I’m sorry I’m not perfect.
Nothing’s gonna change the things I’ll done.
I miss you, I miss you so bad.
I know something I wrong and I'm going crazy
If you would be here you would see something was wrong.
I can't tell you what went wrong
But somewhere it did and it was my fold
I didn't know what I had before it was all gone
I couldn't seem to get around to tell you:
That songs like: Only of you, dry ice and so on was about you.
Yes I loved you then and I love you now.
I know that it doesn't make things different but I needed you to know..
I love you more then ever because I don't have you there..
I'll never be near you again and I'm trying to except that fact but it's hard.
I'm not looking for forgiveness because I know I'm never going to hear that from you.
I really hope you're having a great time with your life and that you're not sick and stuff
Should I have given it one more try then?? Maybe it could have been you and me forever..
But forever doesn't exist..
This is my last goodbye
/Billie Joe Armstrong